You and Hidan knew each other since you were kids. You followed Hidan around ever since he fought off your bullies that have been bothering you. In your eyes he was a hero. As the both of you grew you took care of him, wether it was tending to his wounds or steering him off of trouble you were there for him. But there was always some things you couldn't stop him from doing. One of them being a follower of Jashin.

When you heard Hidan had massacred his neighbors and fled the village you quickly went off to search for him. Knowing him you quickly ran to the neighboring village and found him in a bar. Grabbing him by the ear you dragged him away from the bar and into the forest and gave him an earful. He sat down on a boulder while you screamed at him. Cursing him out which was a first since you never cursed.

" You fucking piece of shit! You idiot. Why would you do such a thing!! At least you could have runaway to a more secluded area not right next to the village where you just committed murder!!....." your hands made motions in the air which symbolized your emotions.

Hidan zoned out in midway and watched your body. He never noticed how much you've changed since the both of you were kids. Your breasts grew and were now big and plumply, he wanted to squeeze them and have them in his hands. Your hair had grown. Your body had slimmed, you were no longer taller than him, you now reached to his chest. Your lips were much fuller and soft looking, he wanted to kiss you right there. He continued to admire your beauty while you ranted.

His thoughts came into an end when you had pulled him into a tight hug and cried into his neck. " Don't you ever leave me! I don't know what I would do without you...."

" Don't worry stupid. I won't leave you not after that long lecture."

When the Akatsuki had found you and Hidan and asked Hidan to join them and he refused you had become worried. You knew he was strong but not strong enough to take down 4 of them. When Hidan and the tanned man started to fight you had started to worry even more. To preoccupied you failed to notice the other 3 Akatsuki members coming from behind you and using you as a hostage against Hidan.

When Hidan noticed you were in trouble he stopped fighting and reluctantly agreed to join. You still beat yourself up over this. Maybe if you were more useful you and Hidan wouldn't have joined the Akatsuki.

When you and Hidan were being introduced to the other members you tightly clutched onto Hidan's shirt. Some members looked up and down your body with lust in their eyes and some others with sympathy.

Not knowing how to fight you helped around the base in anyway you could. After time you had grown to love the other members. After awhile their lustful gazes had gone away. You had grown close to the quiet Uchiha, the obnoxious bomber, and the loud and energetic Tobi.

Itachi was always there when you needed help when Hidan wasn't around. You would talk to him about stuff you could never ever talk to Hidan about.

Similar to Itachi you and Deidara would talk. But most of the stuff you and Deidara would talk about were more juicer and were 18+ conversations, things that would give Itachi a nosebleed.

Tobi was like a little brother you never had. You and him would mess around, playing games, playing pranks, and eating candy.

One day after the Akatsuki came back from a bar you and Hidan had a big argument which ended with you having tears running down your face.

Hidan came back from the bar highly intoxicated which resulted in Kakuzu carrying him on his back. When the group had arrived at the hideout you were there to greet them. Once your eyes had locked onto Hidan's form you went full on Momma bear on him.

" Hidan are you okay? Did you get those wounds cleaned up? What did I say about drinking too much?" You had grabbed Hidan off of Kakuzu and carried him onto the sofa where you were lecturing him.

Hidan was highly intoxicated which resulted in him having a major headache and his actions/judgements to be impaired. Having his actions/judgements be impaired he had said stuff he didn't mean.

" Shut up will ya! Your such an annoying bitch.... Hidan this Hidan that! Don't do this Hidan! Don't do that! It's so fucking annoying. Your such a pain in the ass. So useless. Just leave me the fuck alone. I don't want you here! Always following me around... Can't you do anything more besides being a total bitch!" He loudly ranted.

" Hidan..." you whimpered with tears in your eyes.

" There you go again!! Can't you say anything beside my name. JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE BI-" Hidan was interrupted by Itachi knocking him out. Deidara had hugged you when you had started to sob.

" Shhhh y/n, that idiot doesn't know what he's talking about,un." He whispered gently in your ear. When your tears had finally stopped you had walked back to your room. You sat down on your bed thinking about what Hidan said. Maybe it was better off if you leave. What did you do that helped the Akatsuki anyway? You were useless and could be easily replaced. As you started to think about it more you decided it was best to leave so that's what you did. You packed your stuff quietly. Not wanting to alarm the others.

When you knew everybody was asleep you left not before writing each person a letter which held inside jokes and mementos.

When Tobi had awoken he knew something wasn't right. His Tobi senses were off the roof. He noticed a letter underneath the door he picked it up and read it.

Dear Tobi,

I'm writing you this letter to tell you I'm leaving. Please don't be upset. I dont want you to be upset I want you to be a happy Tobi. Although I'm leaving I'm going to miss you. You were such a good friend. You were like a brother to me. I'm going to miss playing uno and candy land with you. Please continue to prank without me. Just don't mess with Deidara's hair. You know how that went last time. I still get nightmares. Well anyways Tobi please take care and remember you are a good boy. You were always a good boy in my eyes.

-Love

Y/n, your best friend.

Once Tobi had finished reading the letter he was out the door and banging on every ones door waking them up. Hidan had ignored Tobi's banging and continued to try to sleep over the hangover.

Everyone had read their letter to them and were devastated. They cared about you soo much and for you to leave them...

Hours later Hidan had finally woken up and ignored the letter by his door and threw it somewhere inside his room. He made his way to the kitchen to eat. When he arrived he noticed everyone's sorrowful faces. " what's up with you bitches."

" Did you not read your letter?" Kakuzu asked harshly.

" Nah. Just threw it, probably somewhere in the ground."

" I suggest you read it. It's all your fault she's gone. If you didn't speak such foul things to her she would still be here." Itachi said.

Hidan only stood there confused by Itachi's words until he noticed you weren't here. Finally things started ticking inside his head and quickly rushed back into his room in search for the letter. He found it and read it carefully.

Dear Hidan,

Ever since you saved me from my bullies I followed you around. You were a hero to me and I felt that I should stick by you and that is what I did. But I guess you didn't want that, judging by your words last night. So that is why I'm leaving. I no longer wish to be "such a pain in the ass". Instead of bothering you I'll continue life without you. I'll try to find myself a husband and have kids of my own. I'm not quite sure how I'll do it but I'll figure it along the way. Although this might be annoying just please be carful. I don't want to live knowing your not taking care of yourself. Tend to your wounds, you might get infections, please think things through before rushing into action. Please bathe once a day. Being covered in blood isn't good. Please don't forget to eat. Don't drink too much, it isn't healthy. For some odd reason this letter might be the hardest letter I ever had to write, might be because I-"

Hidan noticed the ink had been smudged by blood that was left on the ground, where the letter had landed when he threw it. He yelled in frustration for his foolish actions. He leaned against the wall beating himself up.

" What am I supposed to do without you by my side?"