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Ever since Hidan's outburst, you avoided him like the plague. You left your room only when you knew for sure Hidan wasn't around. You only hanged out of your room only when there was somebody else with you. And when Hidan was ever in the same room as you, you always figured out an excuse to leave or you would hide behind the person you were hanging out.

One day you were leaving your room and turned around the corner and bumped into Hidan. You panicked and acted quickly. You sprinted out the hall with such speed that Rock Lee would be jealous.

As for Hidan.... well all he did was try to talk to you. But it was difficult when all you did was run away and hide. After weeks of trying to get you alone he gave up and drank away his sorrows. Soon enough he had a problem.

Every night he came home intoxicated. Kakuzu had become worrried for his partners health, but did nothing because he knew hidan. He knew he would shout and destroy everything, claiming he is okay and nothing is wrong with him.

Eventually you weren't able to avoid Hidan. Pein had summoned you and Hidan to his office. You sat as far as possible from Hidan, not wanting to be near him. Hidan came into Pein's office tipsy.

" Hello to you..... you fake ass god!hahahah" Hidan said, laughing at his own joke as if it was the funniest thing in the world. Pein ignored Hidan.

" Y/n and Hidan, I'm assigning you to a mission. There's a bounty in a nearby village and I want you two to go. You will be heading off tomorrow."

" but Pein sama!" You said trying to get out this situation.

" No buts, you two are the only ones available right now." Pein said. Of course he didn't want you to go with Hidan, but his goal was far more important than your safety.

" Yes Pein sama." You said sadly. You and Hidan left Pein's office in silence.

" y/n....."

" Sorry Hidan-Kun But I have something to do!! See you later!!!" You said before sprinting off to your room once again.

" Bitch..."

" Let's go" Hidan said. You nodded your head and followed Hidan.

You and Hidan walked in silence, the tension in the air thick.

" y/n....." Hidan said quietly.

You tensed up, hands shaking you respond back with a weak and shaking voice, " Yes Hidan-kun?"

" I-I'm Sorry..... I didn't mean to scare you.... I would never rape you and I would never mean to hurt you..." Hidan said while looking away.

" H-Hidan-kun.... I forgive you, but I still need time before we can become friends again. You really did scare me that day..."

" Take all the time you need." Hidan said smiling, finally happy.

You and Hidan continued to walk to the village but this time it was anything but silent. Hidan talked and talked while you laughed at his stories. Hidan would give you a piggy back and you would smile and laugh. All he wanted to do was make you smile.

" and fucking money whore, guess what he did after that!"

" What?"

" he tripped and fell and the bounty got away. He was fucking angry and embarrassed! Hahaha you should've seen his face!"

You tried to suppress your giggles but failed. Hidan heard them and blushed, they were so beautiful and adorable.

" Hidan-kun?" you asked.

" Yeah?" He asked

" Do you have nicknames for everybody in the Akatsuki?"

" Fuck yeah. There's money whore, Barbie, baby face, fish face, shit eyes, dumbass, fake weed, Stuck up bitch, and pin head."

" Do I have one?" You asked cheerfully.

" Nope, but let me give you one...." He stopped, and got right in your face. His hands went to your cheeks and pinched them.

" Eeeeek." You squealed out.

" Chubby cheeks." You blushed at the nickname.

" Wait no...... Tomato head." You blushed even harder.

" What Why!"

" Your face is so red right now! Ha. Like a fucking tomato." You looked away and covered your face with your hands.

" Awwwww is tomato head embarrassed~" he teased. You blushed even harder. " Hidan-kun~ stop....."

" Fine.Fine.Fine, I'll stop." He said with his arms behind his head.

" Can I give you a nickname?" You asked.

" Go the fuck ahead."

You got a front of his face and stood still, looking deeply at his face. Hidan was embarrassed at how close you were he blushed. You let out a hum before stepping away.

" Cute eyes!"

" What no! That's fucking girly!"

" But your eyes are so cute their pink!!!and besides you called Deidara Barbie, he has a girly nickname!"

" Fine..." hidan grumbled.

Finally you and Hidan arrived at the village and booked a room with two beds. The sun was setting and the sky was getting darker.

You were getting ready for bed while Hidan was showering. Finally comfortable you closed your eyes only to open again when you heard the bathroom door open. Hidan walked out and went to his stuff to get some money out.

" Where are you going?" You asked.

" To a bar. Wanna tag along?" He asked.

" No thanks, I don't drink." You Said

" I'll be back later, Good night tomato head." You smiled and blushed.

" Good night and dont drink too much cute eyes!"

And with that Hidan left and you fell asleep.

You woke to stumbling and giggles. You stood up in your bed and turned on the lamp.

Hidan was walking in with a female by his side. Your heart shattered at the sight but you didn't know why.

" Hidan-kun...." you said trying to get both of their attention.

" Who's that." The woman said disgusted.

" I forgot about you! Do me a fucking favor and leave so I could fuck this bitch."

" But Hidan..."

" Leave now and unless you want to join."

Afraid you quickly stood up and grabbed your purse and left the room. Tears falling down your face. You broke down in the hall.

" y/n Chan?" You heard a voice say. You turned around and came face to face with Tobi. You tackled him into a hug and sobbed into his neck.

" Tobi...." you trailed off. Tobi picked you up and carried you to his room and placed you gently on his bed. He let you calm down before he started to ask questions.

" Is y/n Chan okay? What was y/n Chan doing in the hall crying? Why wa-"

" Tobi can i answer your questions tomorrow.... I'm tired right now." Tobi nodded his head and stood up to go to sleep in the couch but you grabbed his hand.

" Can you sleep with me Tobi?" Tobi nodded his head and got onto the other side of the bed while you hugged him tightly.

Hidan is going to pay, Obito said in his head.

" Bye Tobi and thank you for staying with me!" You said, giving Tobi one last hug.

" Bye y/n-Chan! See you later!" And with that, Tobi was gone. You slowly walked up to the door where you were staying with Hidan. You knocked before entering, you entered quietly. Tears already threatening to spill. Hidan was naked in his bed with the bed covers hiding his private along with the woman from last night.

You walked over to Hidan and gently tried to wake him up.

" Hidan-kun.... wake up.... Hidan-kun....." Giving up on waking him you got ready and decided to take down the bounty on your own. You left a note on the night stand telling Hidan your whereabouts. Finally ready you left and accidentally closed the door to harsh and woke Hidan up along with the woman.

" Uhhhh...fucking hangovers.... Who the fuck are you!" Hidan shouted pointing a finger at the woman.

" You don't remember?" The woman asked, slightly hurt. " Maybe this would help." The woman tugged the covers down, exposing her breasts.

" Heh, nice try you old hag. Those are fucking fake! Get out of here before I sacrifice you." The woman humiliated and afraid quickly left with her clothes.

Hidan looked around the room, looking for you. " Where the fuck is she?" Finally a note had caught his eye. He picked up the note and began to read it.

To Hidan,

I went off to capture the bounty. I tried to wake you up but you wouldn't budge, so I let you get some sleep. I'll be back soon if everything goes right.

-y/n

" Ah shit!" Hidan quickly dressed up before dashing out the door with his scythe in his hand.

You were fighting the bounty but it didn't go as planned. He had out numbered you. It was a one on one but he called for reinforcements and now it was 20 vs 1. The odds were not on your side.

Dodging the Kunai you were hit by a fire ball Jutsu. Coughing and groaning you stood back up. Your chakra was low and your kekkai genkai was finally taking a toll on your eyes. They were stinging, bleeding, and you were temporarily blinded.

" Finally you Akatsuki filth will meet your demise." The man said before plunging his sword in your abdomen.

Eyes widened you fell to the ground. Breathing was painful. Your eyes threatening to close. Soon enough screams and shouts were heard.

Time passed before you felt your body being picked up. Eyes blurry you couldn't tell who it was, until you saw their eyes.

" H-Hidan...." you coughed out.

" Shhhh.... don't talk. Your losing blood. Fuck fuck fuck....."

You were losing conscious, his words scattered. " I need.... say .... you..... I.... you...I ....you... I hate....... you....." Tears spilled from your eyes before you gave your final breath. Your eyes once filled with joy were lifeless, dead, and filled with sadness. You left the world with a broken heart. You left the world thinking Hidan had hated you, but you had heard it all wrong....

Hidan was sprinting through the trees, searching for you. Finally hearing metal hitting metal he sprinted in that direction. He felt he had to protect you. He had to make sure you were safe.

Hidan made it where you were at but he was too late. The sword had already plunged into your abdomen. Your body falling to the ground with a loud thud. Hidan was enraged. He fought like he had never fought before. His attacks were fast, precise and he showed no mercy. Stabbing the last guy in the heart he ran to you. He picked your body up gently, cradling you in his arms.

" H-Hidan...." you voiced called out.

" Shhhh.... don't talk. Your losing blood. Fuck fuck fuck....." Hidan whispered gently.

He knew you weren't going to make it. He knew it was now or never, " I need to say something to you..... I love you. I love you. I fucking love you. And I hate myself right now. I love you and yet here you are dying in my arms. Please don't leave me alone again."He saw tears falling from your eyes, your face showing sadness. You said nothing before you died in his arms.

Hidan broke down. He was sobbing into your chest. His eyes brimmed with tears. He sat just sat there, your limp body being covered with his tears.

" I loved you and you left me."