WARNING ⚠️ CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE AND FOUL LANGUAGE! THIS IS PRETTY DEPRESSING SO IF YOU ARE NOT COMFORTABLE WITH ANY OF THIS PLEASE DONT READ!!

Hidan loved to tease you. Whether it was cornering you into a wall, flirting, grabbing your butt,etc , he enjoyed it. He loved how your cheeks were turn into a nice rosy color when your embarrassed. He enjoyed it when little sounds escaped your lips. Whimpers, squeals,squeaks, it brought a smile on his face. But there's always someone that has to ruin his fun. Basically everybody in the Akatsuki ruined his fun.

They all saw you as their little angel, someone they had to protect from Hidan. Although you were one of the strongest in the Akatsuki, you could never stand up for yourself. Everybody still wonders what you did wrong to be classified as a S rank criminal and for your name to be in the bingo book. You were the sweetest person there was, your manners were impeccable, if someone needed help you wouldn't hesitate for a second. You were just so naive and they didn't want Hidan to ruin you, to taint you, to break you.

You of course didn't understand why everybody told you to stay away from Hidan. He seemed 'nice' to you. Although the only problem you had with him is he didn't know how to keep his hands to himself. He always seemed to touch your butt, but of course you thought it was by accident.

So currently you were the only one left at the base as everyone had been sent to a mission to complete. The reason as to why you aren't on a mission is you had sprained your ankle on a recent mission with Deidara. He was about to get hit by a jutsu when you had pushed him out of the way and landed on your ankle. When you had returned back to the base and everyone had found out how you had hurt yourself Deidara had been given hell by the rest of the members.

You were reading a book in the living room surrounded by snacks and a cup of tea. You unknowingly didn't know Hidan had arrived from his mission with Kakuzu and entered the base by himself. Kakuzu stayed behind to complete a bounty mission, needing the funds.

Hidan sighed angrily. " Fucking impatient greedy bastard. Didn't let me finish a fucking ritual for Jashin Sama." Hidan angrily slammed his scythe to the ground making a loud bang. As the scythe made contact to the ground a yelp was heard. Hidan looked to the direction where the yelp was heard and smirked.

He walked to the living room ready to entertain himself. " Look at what we have here." Hidan said looking down at your little form that was sitting on the couch.

" Hi Hidan-kun. D-Do you want some tea?" You asked holding out the kettle. Hidan shook his head and said, " No. I want something sweet.mayb-"

" Oh I know! Do you want some dango?" You asked holding out a stick of dango.

Hidan was dumbfounded, he was literally about to suggest something sexual before you interrupted him. Hidan lets out a sigh of defeat and takes the dango from your hands. Lying down on the couch he rests his feet on your lap, catching you off guard.

You continue to read from your book until Hidan spoke up, " Hey bitch, how did you even end up in the bingo book and classified as a S-rank criminal? That shit doesn't make sense." Hidan said taking a bite from his Dango.

You tense up from his question. " It was an accident... I didn't mean to..." you whisper, tears threatening to spill. Hidan notices this and leans in closer to you,intrigued.

" What happened?"

" You promise you won't tell anybody this... you have to promise." You say looking him in the eyes with a very serious face.

" I ain't no snitch, now spill the tea."

" I can't spill the tea Hidan-Kun, it would make a mess!" You say looking up to him in a very confused face.

Hidan sweat drops," That's n- you know what never mind just tell me what happened."

You nod. " Well I was friends with this one guy back when I was in Kiri. His name was A-Akihiro. Him and I were very close, he was also close to the Mizukage. One day while we were alone walking in the forest he.... he..." you stopped when you started to tear up. Hidan looked to you in remorse, he knew where this was going. Of course he raped and killed a lot of women without a care in the world, but with you ,he felt a different feeling, he just didn't know what.

" Hey it's okay..." hidan said patting your back. After a few comforting words from Hidan you continue on with your tragic tale, " h-he pushed me into a n-nearby tree. He pinned my hands above my head... and he started to t-touch me in places.... he tried to take my clothes off.... a-and he kissed my lips and neck..." You wiped the tears that escaped from you eyes with you palm. You let out a sad sigh and continued with your story, " I panicked and pushed him off... h-he didn't like that and tried to tackle me.... that's when I accidentally activated my kekkai genkai. I-I shot my lasers in his c-chest and h-he fell to the ground....dead." You said as you were sobbing into Hidan's chest hugging him close and tightly. Hidan looked down on you sad and enraged. A man tried to lay a finger on you, he didn't like that.

" I-I couldn't go back to the village. The mizukage would've been furious that I had killed one of his close friends, so I ran away. Eventually they found out I did it and he classified me as an S-rank criminal."

" That's fucking bullshit!! You did it out of self defense!" Hidan argued.

" It wouldn't have mattered Hidan!! I took his best friend away from this world!!!" You yelled back with tears streaming down your red cheeks.

" He had it coming though!! That bastard deserved it!"

" SHUT UP HIDAN!! SHut... up..." you yelled and continued to sob in your hands.

Hidan stayed quiet, your outburst hurt his heart. Your sad face was too much for him. " Why did you chose me? Why did you chose to tell me and not anybody else?" Hidan asked quietly.

You stayed silent. You wiped your tears before quietly saying, " Because I trust you... you seem like a nice guy..."

Hidan stayed quiet. Finally choosing to speak he said " Heh... your really stupid you know that bitch. I KILLED MANY! I KILLED CHILDREN!WOMEN AND MEN! I RAPED COUNTLESS BITCHES!DO YOU THINK IM STILL A NICE GUY HUH!"

You stayed silent, not knowing what to say. "I CAN EASILY RAPE YOU!" Hidan yelled. You two stood there in quiet, with only Hidan's panting as noise. You were scared. Now you knew why everybody warned you to stay away from Hidan. He was insane.

" I-i think I should go...." you croaked out, your voice shaking and quiet.

" WHY! IS IT BECAUSE I TERRIFY YOU!" Hidan yelled making you flinch. Tears were strolling down your face and you were sobbing.

" ANSWER ME! DO I SCARE YOU!" He yelled getting up to your face and getting uncomfortably close. You were shaking and terrified. " h-hidan p-please stop....your scaring me."

Hidan opens his mouth to yell something only to be yanked and thrown across the room. You look up to your savior,Kakuzu. He had gotten back and heard crying and yelling and went to investigate and saw Hidan on top your frighten form. Angered he threw Hidan across the room.

You got behind Kakuzu and hugged him from behind, letting your tears stain his shirt.

" HIDAN WHAT IN GOD'S EARTH WERE YOU DOING TO Y/N!" Kakuzu shouted.

" MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS YOU GREEDY BASTARD." Hidan yelled before leaving the base to sacrifice an unlucky soul.

" he's lucky I can't kill him." Kakuzu mumbled. He carried your frightened body to your room and laid you on your body waiting for you to stop crying and fall asleep.

——-meanwhile———

Hidan was stomping through the forest, his hands combing his hair in frustration.

" Fucking bitches." He mumbled. Unknowingly Hidan started to think of you and his outburst. He remembered your scared face, tears rolling down your roses cheeks, your lips quivering, your plead for him to stop. He felt beyond guilty. He didn't know why he yelled at you. You were the first to tell him he was a nice guy and he messed that up. He scared you and yelled at you.

He laid his head against a tree and let his tears to stroll down his face freely. His frustration and anger finally got to him and he finally let all his emotions in the form of tears. His shoulders shaking from his sobs. He was a screw up. He had to always screw things up. It's the only thing he knew how to do.

Hidan whispered to no one in particular, " Someone please help me..."