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What did I just do? Why did I do what I did? I can't even believe that she broke up with me over a little rumor that wasn't even true! Johnny invited me over to his house to help him with something and I don't even know how that rumor spread... Nobody knew that she broke up with me, not even the guys. She and I are the only ones who knew about the separation.

All day that day, I spent in bed, just crying my eyes out! Joe, Johnny, Sam, and Brandon even came over to my house to check up on me and I was just a mess.

"Woah, Mony! What the hell happened?" Brandon's eyes widened at the sight of the utter chaos and words just couldn't come out of my mouth.

Instead, tears just leaked out of my eyes.

"Hey, Sean...Are you feeling alright, man?" Johnny looked concernedly at me.

"I-I just miss her so much..." My voice was hoarse from all the sobs and cries.

"Wait. What do you mean, Mony?" Sam looked at me with a confused face.

"Sh-she broke up with me." My hands flew up to my face and they all had sorrowful faces on them.

"W-why did she break up with you, Sean?" Joe looked at the guys for help and they were all just confused.

"All because of a stupid rumor on Twitter saying that I was at a random party and I kissed someone. When really, I was with you guys at Johnny's house, having the NHL 16 tournament!"

They all just tried to comfort me, but nothing worked... The sting of heartbreak was too much to bear and it was going to sting for the first few days, but I was going to get better.

I couldn't fall asleep with her in my mind...Memories of our ex-relationship just flow through my mind like a river. Sleep wasn't just possible for me right now. It wasn't hers or my fault, it was someone on Twitter who wanted to tear us apart.... My mind just doesn't want to let her go just yet... It's not an actual person, but it knows who to let go and who to hold onto....

She moved out of the apartment almost immediately after the breakup, and I was living in the apartment all by myself. Yes, it's kinda lonely to be the only person in the apartment, but you get used to it... She still left the pictures of us being all lovey-dovey from our days that just made me wanna call her and tell her that I still missed her. But, I had to move on! I knew that if I was going to keep going back to her, I was just prone to breaking my heart again...

59 texts. 45 voicemails. That's the number of times I've tried to call her but she keeps on not replying back to me! I keep on sending her so many damn messages that my hands are starting to cramp, I got a game in a few hours, and she was going to be there... How would I know? The boys heard it from her friend and personally warned me not to look at her while she was in the audience. I started to wonder if I left someone that many damn messages, are they even worth it anymore? I don't even know anymore....

Coach had enough of my sub-par performances and he decided to bench me for a few games. And usually, that made a bit angry but I actually agree with him this time. Maybe it was a message from him telling me to get my head out of the gutter and start to clean up my mess... I realized that I can't focus on my game without her...Even if she is there, my mind is still clogged up with thoughts .

"I-I'm so sorry, Sean..." She started to break down in front of her and I just held her in my arms, soothing her.

"It's okay...It was just a stupid rumor on Twitter." I mumbled into her ear, softly kissing her temple.

"Where were you then?"

"I was at Gaudreau's house playing NHL 16..."

"I couldn't stop thinking about you, Sean."

I looked up at her with a comforting smile. "I've had sleepless nights these past few weeks just thinking about you, Y/N...."

"Really?"

I nodded my head and she giggled. She looked at me like she wanted a kiss and I nodded my head. Leaning my head down, I pressed my lips on top of her lips and gave her a soft kiss. I pulled away to see the smile I loved coming on her face.

"I'm sorry for breaking your heart..." She sighed as she held onto me. "I love you..."

"I love you too, Y/N. I love you too...."