They went to the nearby park to freshen their mind a bit before jump to the most important yet most dreaded talk.

There's parents who bring their kids to play at the playground and few other children playing together while running and shouting some excitement.

Kristen and Alexandra slowly walking side by side with a comfortable yet a bit tensed silence. Both of them surely have a lot of things to ask each other.

"So, how have you been?", Kristen started the conversation when they found a bench to sit by while continue watching people around.

"I'm good. Recently busy with this new combat gaming concept that I need to discuss with other stuffs.", Alexandra seems at ease when talking about her passion.

"How about you? I thought you were still in New Jersey?"

"Well my company sent me here few months ago to see the site of this upcoming condominium and they want me to designed some descend idea I guess.", shrugged Kristen when in fact she's very ecstatic for this project.

"You can at least show some enthusiasm ya know..", they slowly chuckled to ease some tension that still lingering around.

"I'm proud of you Kristen. I know you are very into architecture.", smiling Alexandra sofly.

"Same goes to my feelings for you...", muttered Kristen quietly.

"Huh what?", asked Alexandra.

"Nothing. Actually you must be wondering what things that I want to talk about right?", feeling tired to beat around the bushes, Kristen finally started saying the thing that have been bugging her for a long time now.

"Just why?", asked Alexandra painfully.

"I thought I've moved on from you Kristy, I tried everything to erase those memories with you, I even tried to hate you. You broke me Kristy, you just said we are done and leave me with no explanation. I can't even face my parents or your mom because I know I will feel broken all over again. I hate that I will never good enough for you...", continued Alexandra.

With warm tears flowing down Kristen face, she slowly tried to hold Alexandra's hands. Seeing there's no rejection, she holds her even tighter. She preferred Alexandra shouting or even kicking her ass rather than seeing her blaming herself like this.

"No Xandra please don't say that. You are too good for me, more than enough indeed."

"But then why? I thought we were doing good. I thought I am your everything just like how you are the world to me.", choked Xandra in her own tears.

Kristen didn't miss the fact that Xandra still use present tense when describing her feelings. Maybe there's still hope for them.

"No now you listen to me Xandra. You have no right to question my feelings for you. You are everything good in this miserable stinking world. I used to think how can you even tolerate me, how can a perfect human like you even attracted to me. I am no saint, I even used to act as a homophobic asshole, but you still there for me. I can never ask for more."

"But..", Xandra tried to interrupt, but one look from Kristen managed to shut her mouth. Guess Kristen still has that effect to her.

"I know after high school we managed to maintain that long distance relationship. I know that we will never cheat on each other. But then I saw that you were missing on social life which every young adults need to experience. I heard how you decline to every invitation to parties or any social events just because you want to spend your time skyping or chatting with me..."

"... And with the time difference, I know you slowly dropped your grade even not that much. My grade had been affected too but I love you too much to tell you that that time."

Kristen take a deep breath and casting a few glances towards Alexandra. The tears slowing down now and she seems like absorbing the new facts from her. Their hands still holding on each other and Kristen decided to just intertwined their fingers.

"Also I have a crisis with my own self that time. While I was so in love and feel blessed to be your girlfriend, I still have problem with how to label myself that time. I know it sounds so immature but I guess I need to know it for my own satisfaction. I know I was so selfish that I didn't discuss with you first, but my insecurity always told me that you will find a true girlfriend that you love more than me so I think maybe you need to experience with other person first before we can be together for real one day and it will be forever."

Alexandra's breath hitch a bit when she heard that Kristen wanted a forever with her. She can never deny that she always picture them grow old together but with that happened before, she's not sure anymore. And now with Kristen's confession, she doesn't even know what to think anymore.

"So, what are you now?"

"Huh?", that random question caught Kristen a bit off guards.

"You said you had problem with labeling yourself?.."

"Ohh yeah I am bisexual or maybe pansexual?.. I guess I still have that problem but at least now I know that I can love anyone worthy enough."

"Well then am I worthy enough for you?", Alexandra slowly ask the question.

With a smile, Kristen gently cupped Xandra's left cheek while answered: "You are more than enough Xandra. You are so worth it that sometimes I think I didn't even deserve you. I mean who still want a bicurious-wannabe like me?.."

They laughed a bit at the last statement. All the tension seem already gone by now.

"Soooo that is your girlfriend huh?..", asked Kristen casually and tried her hardest to not giveaway her jealousy.

"Hmmm why? You wanna confront her like how you did to Candice once upon a time aye?", teased Alexandra.

Kristen can feel her cheeks slowly burning with the reminder of how protective she was before, well she still is now.

"I'm just kidding ya know. And I guess that guy you were having a date with is your boyfriend?"

"Who? Ben? No! He's just one of few people who wants to be my friend, he's happily engaged to his boyfriend anyway."

"Ohhh good then.", Xandra started to grin widely.

"Why good? And why are you smiling so big that a donut can fit wholly into your mouth?", asked Kristen and she knows she's grinning like an idiot now.

"Because I know that you are not currently taken..."

"I didn't say that...", teased Kristen back while wiggling her brows.

"Ohhh okay then."

"But yeah I'm not really a happy single now."

"Why so?", asked Alexandra curiously while the other side of her feel like in the cloud nine with the fact that Kristen is single.

"Because you are not available anymore.", pouted Kristen.

"Well then I feel guilty for Selena. She's been patience with me all these time but I guess she knows that I can never be her person. I need to talk to her then.", replied Alexandra thoughtfully.

The admission created a huge hopefulness inside of Kristen. "Who is your person then?"

With a content smile and finality, Alexandra knows that right there and then they are just meant to be together. No matter what happened or what will happen later in life, they will go through all that together.

"My person will be the one who wanted to have a forever with me. I hope she still wants that."

With happy tears welling in Kristen eyes, she grabbed Alexandra's neck and kissed her passionately. Alexandra is a bit caught of guard but she feels herself slowly melted and reciprocate it sensually.

Slowly Kristen descend her hand to hold Alexandra's waist tightly. Both of them got lost in the fabric of time and it seemed like eternity and infinity stood still at that moment. With that, the future seems even surer for both of them.

"Just for clarification, I'm still in love with you Xandra. I will always love you.", Kristen slowly whispered to Alexandra's ear.

"I will always in love with you too Kristy. Now shut up and continue kissing me.."

The end ;)

Thank you so much for those who still stick with me throughout this whole story. I used like 4 hours in front of my laptop to finish this epilogue and sorry again for all the mistakes.

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