You were walking sa park, thinking of the doctor that you love. These days parang wala na siyang gana sa'yo, you were scared na baka ito na iyong huli.

She was cold, very cold these past few weeks and if only you knew how to cure that. You kept on walking and walking until...

There you fell down, natapilok ka. Your knees were bleeding and your mind immediately wanted to call your very own lover doctor na hindi ka pinapansin.

"Hon, hello? Busy ka ba? If yes, it's okay love you." You wanted to cry but you stood up and went sa sakayan ng taxi but your friend was there, it was Jonas, another doctor who is your friend.

You kept on texting Tricia but she didn't respond. The only response you got today was,

Your friend helped you get in. "Hay nako 'te, why'd you get sprained?" He asked while driving and namimilipit ka na but you still tried to answer.

"I tr-tripped k-kanina." You said. Nagulat ka nang he drove you sa hospital kung saan nagtratrabaho ang mahal mo pero hindi mo na sure kung mahal ka pa rin.

You went inside sa E.R, Jonas was there to accompany you but you stopped limping when you saw Tricia hugging another woman and nakuha pang humalik. You uttered under your breath.

You tried to walk as Jonas called you. Sigaw ni Jonas. Ininda mo 'yung sakit ng paa mo.

Jonas was convinced when he saw you cry.

He carried you on his back para hindi kayo maabutan. "Thank you." You quietly say. Jonas nodded and brought you sa clinic ng ex mo and you widened your eyes. "Bakit dito?" You asked.

"Eto malapit mhie eh 'tsaka 'di pa nalulunasan oh! You're bleeding!" Sambit nito.

Obviously your ex was the who was speaking. Jonas can't run some tests kasi it was not his hospital.

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Your ex ran some tests and you didn't even bother na to text Tricia. It maybe a coincidence na naghug and nagkiss but really? No text, no calls, nor paramdam sa bahay pero you'll see na ganoon siya makitungo sa iba. It hurts like hell mas masakit pa kesa sa sprain mo.

The doctors were worried kasi umiiyak ka kahit na chinecheck pa lang ang results ng scan sa foot mo

"Y/N, what seems to be the problem kanina ka pa umiiyak." You were like a robot after you wiped your tears ay nawala ang emosyon mo sa mukha.

You just shook your head.

"Di ba sabi ko sa'yo na ingatan mo sarili mo?" Your ex said as if she didn't cheat on you noon though naka-move on ka na ay masakit pa rin kasi feeling mo lagi ka na lang niloloko ng mga mahal mo sa buhay as if you were a toy to be tossed away after hindi na gusto.

You have feelings but you really want to be logical and ask Tricia if totoo ba na may iba na siyang mahal but at the same time you can't find the courage to ask, you're scared that the one you love the most will leave you for good.

Your mom left you when you were a child, you had no one as your father hid from your mother. You hated it, lahat ng minahal mo ay nakita mong lumisan, tawagin mo ma'y hindi na lilingon at tuluyan ka ng iwan.

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You went home ng madaling araw, it was too quiet, you went home late despite na masakit paa mo, to think and you made the decision to confront her even if sa tingin mo'y masasaktan ka. Tricia never made you feel anything na there was something to doubt of but you really can't help but to be scared. Countless of people cheating on you, it's a long list.

You took off your shoes inside your shared home with the tall doctor. You limped to go at the couch and you sighed in relief na wala pa ang jowa mo. You texted her, "Can we talk?"

You don't know how and when will she respond, you took a shower first and then came outside but you were shocked to see her at 10 pm, sitting at the balcony, for the past two weeks she never got home early dahil sa shift.

"Oh honey, we'll do talk." Tayo niya mula sa kinauupuan sa balcony ninyo. You gulped as she was very serious and you only saw her like this nung nagka-emergency tapos hindi nakikinig mga residents niya.

You tried to look tough, " You quickly regretted it as naningkit siya and towered over you. "I don't think na 'yan name ng ex mo." She smirked. You uttered under your breath,

Tricia laughed at you, "What are you talking about? Gusto mo ng kiss?" She tried to kiss you pero umiwas ka and she frowned. "?" She asked.

"You might break up with me kasi nalaman ko.." Tricia's forehead wrinkled on what you were saying she got pale. She asked again. "I saw you kanina, you were with someone, a woman. You hugged and kissed her, mind telling me who she is? Kasi as far as I know you're busy for the past few weeks." You said as you approached the subject carefully. She became paler at the mention of it.

'Shit!' Tricia spoke in her mind. "Tell me first bakit kasama mo ex mo." Tricia tried to sway away from the topic. Tricia being hard headed, she didn't want to, sa kung ano dinedemand mo.

"Look, you didn't update me kanina at all! Then I'll see you sa Clinic ng ex mo?! You could've told me. Really?!" She defended. You shook your head. Y/N ranted out, breaking into tears.

Y/N cried out, she hates confrontation but she needs to do this for her mind to be at peace.

Y/N's trust issues were surfacing.

"Hah!" Naiiyak na halik ni Tricia sa dalaga dahil ngayon niya lang napansin ang benda sa paa ng dalaga. "I'm sorry for making you feel that way, I-I never knew na you got into an accident, love. In my defense iyong nakita mo, it was the ring seller, friend ng friend ko." Sambit ni Tricia while taking out the ring from her pocket. "I never expected na I'll propose to you like this." She said.

"I'm sorry I got too occupied sa planning that I left the one who was supposed to be with me sa result ng plan ko." Tricia said while smiling. "Love, I love you, nagpadala ako sa selos not knowing na kaya ka pala nagkaganyan dahil sa'kin but ang oath ko sa'yo is to take care of you kahit magkaroon ka pa ng trust issues or magselos man ako ng ilang beses. I'll cherish you forever. Will you marry me?" Tanong ng doktora.

"YES!" Sagot ni Y/N na umiiyak. Hingi mo ng tawad sa doktor mong fiance. Tricia said as she kissed you.

"Now, Charmaine, papunta pa lang tayo sa exciting part!" Tricia said as she laid you to your bed.

Henlo kay triciassimp and b4ding eto na mga mhie