Atlanta, Georgia

10:21 AM

December 10, Friday

I heard the doorbell ringing multiple times and I got up to go get it.

"I'm coming!!!"I semi yelled as I walked to the foyer.

I looked out of the side window seeing my mama, she looked like she was crying.

As soon as I opened the door she barged in and hugged me.

"I'm sorry Kodi, I'm so sorry!!!"she cried aloud and I didn't know what she was talking about so I just hugged her back.

"What happened? I'm doing okay, mama."

"Kodi I want you to know that I love you with all of my heart, your father and I both do. You are a very beautiful, strong, humble, and fierce young lady. You are an amazing, strong, and true role model for your children. No matter what happe—"

"He cheated on me didn't he?"I asked her and she didn't say anything.

I immediately bursted out into tears and fell to my knees.

I felt my mama's arms snake around me as she sat in front of me.

"How could he!? How could he do this to me!!?"I cried aloud as I held onto my mama.

I literally sat there for about an hour with her before we left and headed to her house.

All I needed was some space and time away from that house.

If I were to have stayed lord knows what could've happened or what damage I could've done not only to the house but to myself.

I'm very speechless and confused as to why and how he did what he did.

I honestly don't want to see him or talk to him, not yet.

I'm genuinely hurt by this whole situation and yeah I- I- I just don't know.