Atlanta, Georgia

5:00 PM

June 16, Wednesday

"I understand that you were upset but you didn't have to shoot her!!!"I yelled at Scarr as I walked out of the closet.

"Since you feel that way how about you fly back to Miami, go sit up under that bitch, and let 'em know who did it. Oh and while you at it, gone ahead and file for divorce!"

"You ain't shit Alexander!!! First you leave to go on tour instead of staying home with your family. Then you don't even say nothing you jus—"

"Bitch you cheated on me and now you're blaming me for the shit caused!!?"he yelled while walking up to me with his bloodshot red eyes.

I slapped him and he placed his blunt his mouth.

He grabbed me by my neck and rammed me into the wall in the closet.

"Tell me something that's gone keep me from beating yo ass!"

I just stared at him as hot tears rushed down my face.

He then grabbed my shirt with both his hands and shoved me into the next wall.

"Get off of me!!"

"Give me one good reason why I shouldn't do it to you!!!"

"Get the fuck off of me!!"I said calmly and he didn't move so I balled my fist and connected it with his jaw.

He let me go before touching the blood that immediately started leaking from his mouth.

As soon as he glared at me that's when I knew I fucked up.

I've never been so scared of this man in my life.

He took his rings off of his fingers before slapping me.

I punched him again and he punched me back.

Once he saw blood start coming from my nose, he started crying.

"Kodi..Baby..bruh what the fuck we doing? This ain't us bruh."he said while looking confused.

I fell to the floor and started crying with my head in my knees.

Scarr sat in front of me and pulled me into a hug.

"I'm sorry baby forgive me."he said while holding me closely.

"It was all my fault..."I said.

"Nah it wasn't don't blame this shit on yourself."

"No I shouldn't have let it get as far as it did."I shook my head slowly.

"It's done, we can only move forward from this shit. With that being said, ain't no hard feelings at all. You still my wife and I still love you at the end of the day. A divorce and all of that other shit ain't needed. Yeah you might've fucked up and did what you did but I played my part in it too, and I admit I was wrong. I apologize for everything. For disrespecting you on so many levels, I apologize for walking out on not only you but our kids also, and I most importantly apologize for putting my hands on you. Yeah we might yell at each other and you might slap the shit out of me from time to time but what we just did wasn't cool. I love you and I genuinely am sorry, hopefully we can move forward together, forget about all of this shit, and work to better our marriage."he said before kissing my forehead.

"I'm willing to move forward from all of this. I forgive you and I hope that you forgive me for all of my wrongdoings. I'm not gonna lie and say that the things I did were unintentional because they weren't. I was hurt and upset about not only you going on tour but about things we had already discussed. I'm sorry for carrying on how I did in Miami like I said I was moving off past hurt and none of that should've happened. In the moment I didn't realize that what I was doing was fucked up but now I see. And I'm willing to take responsibility for what I did because I regret my actions. As we move forward, I'm going to discuss everything going on in my mind so that we can communicate in a better way. Yes like you said this fighting shit that ain't us, I apologize for putting my hands on you at any given time and I forgive you for putting your hands on me. We were just in the heat of the moment and that happened but I'm sorry for real baby."

He kissed my forehead again.

"I love you."he said.

"I love you more."I said while kissing his hand as I rubbed it.

"Do you have anything to tell me before we move on?"I asked him.

"Yeah."

"What is it?"

"I still have to finish my tour."

"How long will that take?"

"Well it's only been a month so probably two more months."

"How about you just cut it short."I suggested.

"Yeah I'm thinking about doing that."

"How short?"

"I'm not sure yet."

"Mhm well whenever you find out let me know."

"I got you baby. Is there anything you have to tell me before we move forward?"

"Yeah."

"Wassup?"

"My birthday and Kai's birthday is coming up."

"I'm already knowing baby, I already made plans for that."

"So how ar—"

"I know you're tired of hearing this but I got it under control."he said and I chuckled.

"Okay baby."

We sat there in silence for about five minutes just holding each other closely.

When we finally decided to get up we went to go clean ourselves up, grab some snacks, get in our bed, and watch a movie.

The kids weren't here at this time so that allowed us to have more freedom.

No we didn't have sex.

Just did how we used to do back in the old days.