Atlanta, Georgia

9:31 PM

July 22, Wednesday

"Mommy can I have a bite?"Heaven asked me as she tried grabbing my Hershey bar out of my hand.

"Wait Heaven!"I said while breaking one of the rectangles and putting the chocolate in my mouth.

"Only bite about four squares because you just ate some gummy bears."I said while handing the chocolate bar to her.

"Stink you gone come sing a verse or nah?"Scarr asked her as he walked out of the booth.

Right now we were at the studio with him.

It wasn't one of those everyday sessions where there's about twenty niggas in here, it was just us and his producer.

Oh and Bk, 30, and Shiesty were in here also.

"Go with daddy."I said to Heaven and she shook her head no while standing in between my legs and looking at him.

"Come on niece you gotta hop on one song at least once."Bk said.

"Bitch she not gone listen to yo lil bitty ass, come on niece you want yo real uncle to go in there with you?"Shiesty asked her and I shook my head.

"I don't want to be a singer."she said while looking down at her iPad that she was now holding.

"Aight that's cool you ain't gotta get on the song baby."Scarr said while going over to the table to eat some of his food that was damn near frozen.

Someone knocked on the door and Bk got up to open it.

"Heyyy."one of the four girls walked in and said.

I furrowed my eyebrows while looking at them.

They looked as if they were in their early twenties.

One girl walked to Shiesty, one walked to 30, and one walks over to Bk.

The other, she stood outside of the booth talking to Scarr.

I made sure Heaven was okay before I got up and went over to them.

"Hi, I'm Kodi."I interrupted their conversation while placing my left hand on Scarr's stomach and the other on his back.

She stared at the both of us before speaking.

"Yes I know, I'm Ashley."she said while nodding.

"Nice meeting you Ashley, what exactly do you do?"

"Oh I dance but I'm trying to kick off my rap career. Scarr here said that he'd help me out, maybe I'll be one of his artist in the future."she said while shrugging.

"Where did y'all meet?"I asked her as I looked up at Scarr.

He looked as if he was annoyed before speaking but she cut him off.

"We met at the club that I dance at."she said.

"When did you all meet?"I asked him since he was letting this bitch have the floor.

"We me—"she began to say.

"Oh I asked him, when did y'all meet!?"I asked him again.

"A week ago."he said while looking down at me.

"A week ago? I could've sworn we met a year ago on New Years."she said while flipping her hair and looking at him.

"Shit somebody lying!"I said while looking at the both of them.

"It was last week baby, ion know what the fuck she talm bout."Scarr said to me.

"Mhm okay well it was nice meeting you anyways."I said before walking off and going to grab my stuff.

"Come on Heaven get all of your stuff."

She did so and we headed out of the studio.

"Baby!"I heard Scarr yell as we walked through the hall.

"Kodi!"he semi yelled while grabbing my hand.

"What!!?"I yelled back at him.

"Chill out man, you know ion ev—"

"We'll talk about it at home."I said and he just looked at me.

"I love you."he said while kissing my head then looking at Heaven.

"We love you too."I said before turning around and going to my car.

When I got to my car, I got Heaven inside before getting in myself.

I turned the car on before pulling off and driving home.

"Mommy are you crying?"Heaven asked me and I immediately wiped my face.

"No I'm not, eyes are just watering."I smiled at her.

"Oh okay. When's daddy coming home?"she asked me.

"I don't know baby, you ready to get out of the tub or no?"

"Yes."

"Alright let's get you out pretty girl."I said while grabbing her towel and helping her out.

"Mommy.."

"Yes babe?"

"I love you."

"Mommy will forever love you."I said while kissing her forehead and helping her dry off.

I made her put on some lotion before she put on her pajamas.

When she finished she went to get in bed.

She didn't have to go to sleep but I'm guessing g she was tired.

"Are you going to sleep?"I asked her as I turned her tv on.

"Yes I'm tired."she yawned.

"Okay well goodnight, mommy will see you in the morning."I said while tucking her in and kissing her forehead.

"Goodnight mommy."she said I got up and headed out of her room while closing the door.

I headed back downstairs and turned everything off.

The house was clean so I didn't have that to worry about.

When I got into the room Scarr had walked out of the bathroom with his towel wrapped around his waist and water dripping from his upper body.

I wanted fuck him right then and there but I couldn't because we needed to talk.

"Wassup baby."he said while going into the closet.

I went over to the dresser and took of my jewelry that I had forgot to take off.

I had already showered and instead of putting on pajamas, I just put on a two piece lace set underneath my robe.

Scarr walked up behind me and kissed on my neck.

I didn't budge, I let him do it.

"Alexander we need to talk."I said while walking to the couch and sitting down.

"Let's do it then."he said while sitting next to me.

I got up and straddled his lap while untying my robe.

I could already feel him growing harder from underneath me.

"What's up baby?"he asked while placing his hands on my ass.

"Don't lie to me Alexander, where'd you meet Ashley?"

"I met her at the club she works at."

"When?"

"A week ago."

"Okay so what does she mean a year ago!?"

"She's lying baby, if I met her a year ago I would've been washed my hands with her."

"What do you mean 'washed your hands with her' y'all had something going on?"

"Yeah but I promise you it's all business now."he said and I smiled.

"Okay."

"You gone do this right now?"he asked me as he stared at my body and I got up.

I grabbed my phone, charger, and my laptop before walking out and going to my bedroom.

Scarr was following me so I stopped.

"What do you want!?"

"I want you to chill out, it ain't even that serious."

"Don't fucking tell me that it ain't that serious when you brought your ex to the studio where my daughter and I were. That's very fucking disrespectful, I'll never do that shit to you. Then you lied about it that's even disrespectful!"I yell whispered while staring at him.

He just looked at me and grabbed my hand.

"I apologize baby, I didn't realize how disrespectful it might've been. I promise you it was only business though, none else."he said and I was about to forgive him until I heard his phone ring.

I dropped my stuff on the couch before rushing to his phone.

"Kodi!"

When I found it I grabbed it and picked it up.

"Hello?"

"Hi can I speak to Scarr?"

"Who is this?"I asked the person who was speaking while I stared at Scarr.

"This is Ashley."she said and since he was standing in front of me, I slapped him.

Scarr and I both know that we don't receive phone calls this fucking late unless it's an emergency.

We both agreed on this a long time ago and for his phone to be ringing now and it ain't even a fucking emergency, it's a big problem.

"Kodi!"he yelled my name again while trynna grab my arm as I was about to walk away but I pulled away from him.

I walked to my bedroom with my stuff and locked the door once I got in there.

Scarr texted my phone a whole paragraph of bullshit and I turned everything off before crying myself to sleep.

I just knew all of this shit was too good to be true.

This nigga haven't changed at all and he has another thing coming if he thinks my daughter and I are gonna be here when he wakes up because we're not.