Houston, Texas

8:13 AM

June 1, Tuesday

I looked over at Heaven as she squirmed around in bed next to me.

"Good morning pretty girl!!!"I cooed while picking her up.

She started screaming and I laughed because she's usually not this excited in the morning.

"Girl we got some things to do today."I said while going into her room and changing her diaper.

"Mommy has to go run some errands and you're coming along with me."I said while putting her onesie back on.

It's been two months since I left Atlanta with Heaven.

We now live in a two bedroom apartment, got us a nice affordable car, fully stocked kitchen, and a fully furnished home.

Now I'm just patiently waiting on this money to blow over so that I can find something that'll keep me paid.

I've deleted all of my socials, got a new number and phone, and got rid of Jean's car which was in my name.

Im pretty sure he's looking for us just as well as my family but if they want to find us they're gonna have to look harder.

After I put Heaven's clothes back on I took her into the living room and sat her in her swing.

"What you wanna watch Stink?"I asked her as I turned the tv on.

When it came on, I went to Bluey since that's what she was obsessed with watching.

As soon as the music started playing her screams filled the living room causing me to laugh.

"I love yooouuuu Heaven."I said while walking to the kitchen.

I made her a bottle before going back in the living room to feed her.

I sat on the couch feeding her for about twenty minutes.

Something was up with her this morning because she kept playing and didn't wanna eat.

That's one thing I can say about Heaven is that she plays a lot and be knowing what she be doing.

I believe she gets it from Scarr 'cause I did not use to play like that.

Did I just say Scarr?

Yes I did.

Heaven isn't Jean's baby and never was, I knew from jump.

Don't ask me why I stuck around with his ass either if I already knew that Scarr was the father.

Why haven't I reached out to anybody so that they could let him know?

'Cause I already know that he's know that Heaven is his.

I also know that it's very selfish of me to keep my baby away from her father but I honestly don't ever plan on going back to Atlanta.

With that being said if he has to meet her when he gets out then so be it.

Im not about to risk my life of my child's life, running back to Atlanta knowing that Jean is looking for me.

"Listen, y'all already know how I am about my money and my blood. This bitch not only took my money but she also took my daughter away from me. With that being said Ima need you niggas to step yo game up. You mean to tell me y'all can't find shit, not even the fucking tracking device that was on the fucking car!!?"

"She's gone bruh."

"She ain't fucking gone nowhere and y'all niggas, y'all niggas gone do everything in your power to trace her ass down. Ain't no more fucking off days, I want y'all up searching not only the city but the state every twenty four hours!! Whatever other city you decided to stop in just give me a call and let me know, I need you niggas working every fucking hour of the day though. Whoever finds them I got some for you, once you bring them to me. Aight now get to work. If I told you to stay here and keep trappin' do that, everybody else get the fuck out!!"I yelled before looking at the picture of Kodi and Heaven while hitting my blunt.

"I'm coming for you."I whispered to myself while staring at Kodi.