Atlanta, Georgia

10:11 AM

January 7, Friday

I listened as the nurse called my name and I got up with Jean before heading to the back with her.

"Kodi Stone?"she asked me and I nodded.

She led us to the room and we awaited the doctor.

Jean's childish ass started playing in the drawers and stuff.

I sat on the bed while looking down at my feet wanting to cry.

A couple of days ago we laid Kobi to rest and I honestly haven't been the same since the day he was killed.

I have so many questions for Scarr that I haven't asked him yet.

Kayla hasn't talked to me at all, and she hasn't even been at our apartment.

Bitch didn't even acknowledge me at Kobi's funeral or the wait.

I'm not sure why but maybe it's hurting her just like it's hurting me.

You just gotta give people their space to grieve sometimes, she'll come around.

Me, I'm doing okay I guess.

I've been trying to keep it all together and it's been a success doing that when I'm around people but alone, it all just hits me.

First I lose my baby then I lose Kobi, my twin, like who's fucking next.

Then my parents are locked up, I haven't talked to them at all and I'm just not going to.

Granny, she's taking it but not as hard as Kayla and I are.

We were scared to let her know because one that's way to much stress on her and two anything can happen to her.

"Baby!?"I heard and I looked up seeing the doctor standing there.

"Hi!!?"I said to her.

"Hi, how are you!?"she exclaimed.

"I'm making it."

"That's good so you're wanting to know if you've got a little baby in your belly am I right?"

I nodded.

"Okay I'm gonna walk you through your symptoms then I'm going to have you pee in a cup and we're gonna run tests then you'll have your results."

She walked me through my symptoms and told me that there is a possibility that I am pregnant but she's just gonna have to run tests.

After I peed in the cup and all of that, I gave her the cup and went back into the room.

Jean was in here on the phone.

"You good?"he asked me and I nodded while sitting down.

He continued on with his conversation.

When he finished he just looked at me.

"Come here, what you all the way over there for?"he asked me.

I got up and went to sit on his lap.

He kissed my lips and placed his arms around my hips.

"You excited?"he asked me.

"I'll try to be."

"Come on now gangster you can't let that shit take you down like that. We finna have a baby. Life finna keep going and get even better, shit he's gone. You just gone have to accept that and move on."

"That's easy for you to say Jean, you don't have no family. That was my twin brother not my brother but my twin brother! We did everything together, well up until we got older, but still. I knew him long before I knew anybody else and now he's gone."I said while crying.

He rubbed my back and I immediately got myself together once I remembered where we were.

Once the doctor came back in she told us that we'd have to wait a couple of days for the results but Jean's nut ass got mad.

"Why can't we just see the baby through the ultrasound!?"he asked her.

"Well that wouldn't be valid because the fetus isn't visible until a women is six weeks pregnant, so your wife would have to be six weeks pregnant in order for you to see the fetus through the ultrasound."

He done scared this lady to do death now she up here calling me his wife knowing I ain't married.

"It's fine Doctor Thomas, we'll find out the results when you give us the phone call."I said.

"That's some bullshit."he said before walking out of the door.

"Thank you so much and I'm sorry about that."I said to her.

"No it's fine. You have a nice day Mrs. Stone."

"You too thank you again."I said before leaving and heading to the car behind Jean.

"You need to switch doctors."he said to me.

"No I don't you just need to be patient and work on your anger."

"What fucking anger!? That bitch is lying. How the fuck she gone tell us that it's a possibility you could be pregnant after you told her every fucking symptom and she talm 'bout some wait ten days!? How the fuck that work!?"

"Jean calm down. I don't fucking know, maybe that's just how it works. We're not doctors so we don't know!! You know what.. take me home."

"To the house, bet."

"Nah to my house!!"

"Bet, I got shit to do anyways."he said before making a u-turn.

I have to meet up with Scarr right now to talk about any possible suspects since the fucking detectives and police sitting on their ass eating Dukin'.

I sat in my car at McDonald's eating waiting on Kodi let me know when she was at home.

I've been patiently waiting on the feds to come pick my ass up that's why every day I make sure I eat some good shit before I go in.

I already know the camera footage at the gas station caught me.

At this point I'm ready for whatever.

It's been a real cold winter ever since Kobi got killed and J Will got killed.

Trap ain't doing too good, I been laying low, and K5, Kenneth, ain't been giving me orders and shit.

My phone rang and I answered it.

"Yeah?"

"I'm at home."

"Aight I'm right around the corner, have the door unlocked."

"Okay."she said and I hung up before starting the car and pulling of to her house.

It didn't take me long to get there at all and when I got there I parked my car before heading inside.

She was sitting at the table eating.

I stood next to her and looked at her.

"What?"she asked me.

"Can I give you a hug?"

"Yea."she said before standing and I gave her a big long ass hug

"Thank you thank you."she said before sitting back down.

"I ain't even gone ask you how you doing, I'm sorry though."I said while sitting down.

"Sorry for what?

"What you mean sorry for what?"

"What are you sorry for!!? You didn't do it did you?"

"You think I did it? Nah it's plenty of other niggas out there that you can be questioning, stop playing with me."I said while looking at her.

"Where we're you and where have you been?"she asked me.

"Kodi don't do that shit man."I shook my head while looking at her.

"Yeah I think you fucking did it! First you leave the club, then you show up at the hospital late as hell and then you don't even show up to his funeral or anything, so Ima ask you again Alexander, where the fuck were you!!!?"I yelled on the verge of crying.

"So you really think, me out of all people, killed yo brother!? The nigga who's been been looking after him since day one, the nigga who his fucking daddy, yo fucking daddy, put in charge to take care of shit around this bitch, the nigga who Kobi also trusted with his fuckin' money besides you!?" I yelled in her face as I stood up and kicked the chair over.

I swear on everything I love she got me 'bout fucked up right now and I can't even fake it no more.

"Yeah we might've been on bad terms a couple of times but I ain't ever threatened the nigga or got close enough to even want to slime him out!! Kodi that's yo fucking brother, yo brother, one of my close friend's. Why the fuck would I kill him!?"I spat as my eyes filled up with tears and I watched tears steam down her face.

She walked away to grab some Kleenex and cleared my face before walking back over here.

"You know what Scarr, I'm done. You've put me through so much shit that I- I just can't take no more. From the day that I told you I was pregnant, to me taking a charge for you, losing our baby, you cursing me out calling me all types of names, now this. It's just too much and I'm tired. I honestly don't want to hear from or see you anymore. You really make me sick to my fucking stomach. With that being said you can leave."

"It's cool for you to suspect me to be the killer but just make sure you questioning that nigga you sleeping with at night."I said before heading towards the door and leaving.

I headed to my car before getting inside and speeding off.

Ima say 'bout twenty minutes later I was being put into handcuffs and driven away in the back of a fucking cop car.

It is what it is, I ain't got shit to lose no way.

15-20 years or maybe even life ain't none to me.