Atlanta, Georgia

12:03 PM

November 17, Wednesday

"'Cause I thought it was over, got me thinking my feelings over. You keep doing it over and over, you keep calling me back. I'm just trynna get closure, but you're pulling me closer and closer. Phone ringing like over and over 'cause you keep calling me back."I sang to Jean as we sat in the Baskin Robbins parking lot eating ice cream.

He stared deeply in my eyes and I just looked at him before laughing.

"Come on, staring contest."I said before looking back at him.

We stared in each other's eyes and the fact that he didn't move his face at all made me laugh.

"Another round, I messed up."I said while looking at him again.

"You got something in your eye."I said while touching it making him blink before we laughed.

"One more round."I said and he kissed my lips before eating from his medium-sized container of ice cream.

I started daydreaming while eating the Very Berry Strawberry flavored ice cream from my cone.

My phone rang and I looked at the screen seeing Kobi's name.

When I answered it, his voice sounded through the car.

Right now we were in my new Audi that Jean bought me so everything was already set up.

"Aye Kodi, who is this new nigga you fucking around with?"Kobi said into the phone and Jean chuckled.

"Hey to you too, why? Who wanna know?"

"Me, nigga."

"My man."

"Yo man? Listen Kodi I ain't saving yo ass no more, if you wanna keep fucking with these niggas that ain't gone do none but get yo ass in more trouble then do you. Just don't call my phone when you locked up or getting yo ass beat."

"Kobi shut the fuck up because I'm pretty sure you be putting other bitches in the same position."

"I ain't tammat other bitches Kodi I'm tammat you, my sister!"

"Why can't you just be happy for me!? You always hating on the type of niggas I get with when you ain't no different from them. Maybe if you change I'll change the type of niggas I want to fuck with."

"I ain't fucking around with you so I ain't gotta change shit!"

"Exactly so stay out of my fucking business and let me fuck with who I want."I said before he hung up the phone.

"They hate our love so bad."Jean said and I nodded.

"I love it though."I said before kissing his lips sloppily.

He grabbed my neck and we didn't stop until I pulled away.

"I love you baby."I said while smiling at him.

"I love you too."he said before kissing my lips again.

"Another one."I said while looking at him and he kissed me again.

We had a conversation about high school and shit before going to the mall.

"Where we shopping at first, your pick."Jean said as we walked into the mall hand in hand.

"Depends on my budget."

"I'll let you know when to stop."

"So I don't have one until you say so?"

"That's right."

"Mhm okay well let's go in there, I've never been."I said while walking on the direction of this new store they'd put in here.

It was a store similar to Forever 21, Rue 21, Shein, etc.

The only difference is that this store had a lot of hot girl shit and I liked that.

When we got into the store, I ran to grab the first pair of shorts I saw.

They were all black, had rips, and stopped mid thigh.

"Hell nah!!"Jean said while taking them from me and putting them back on the rack.

"Baby they're gonna stop down here."I said while pointing right above my knee.

"I'm not stupid Kodi."

"These are gonna be for the summertime anyways."I said while staring at the shorts.

"Ooooh and they got rips in the back, hell nah."

"So I can't wear them when I'm with you?"

"How many niggas you want to be dead before we make it to our wedding?"

"However many that deserve to be dead, especially if they play with me."I said and he chuckled.

"Man come on before you make me start popping off on niggas for no reason."

"So I can get these?"

"Yeah you can get 'em."

"Thank yooouuuuu!!"I exclaimed before kissing him.

Yeah y'all can call me dumb, stupid, slow, all of the above but when someone makes you feel how Jean makes me feel, it's hard to let go.

Granny already said that I would be stupid for once so I most definitely ain't letting go, I don't care!!!