Atlanta, Georgia

11:11 AM

October 7, Friday

"Y'all fucked!!!?"Kayla yell whispered while walking through target with me.

"Yes girl, he put it down."I said while putting Dove body was in my basket.

"You not pregnant are you?"she asked me.

"No bitch I made him wrap that shit up."

"That's right so y'all did that in the house 'cause I ain't hear shit."

"No bitch outside in his car. At first we were talking then he fired up a blunt and we fucked. Nigga had me bent up, pinned down, held down allat."

"Oh wow."she acted surprised.

"Bitch don't act like I didn't catch you and Shiesty using handcuffs while your as was in a fetal position."

"I don't remember that."she lied and I laughed.

"Makayla stop lying!"

"I don't."She rolled her eyes and I shook my head.

"Girl whatever."

"Hear me out though, if you let a nigga slut you out like that he gone be yours forever. I'm just saying, you see we've never broke up."

"Y'all always fighting and shit though."

"Exactly but we never break up, the nigga is sprung and I am too."

"When y'all gone have me a lil cousin?"

"Shit never, I ain't getting pregnant by his ass. I said letting him slut me out is keeping him around not no damn baby."

"I feel like if y'al—"I began to say before Makayla cut me off.

"Fuck you all in my mouth for lil girl!?"She said to some little girl who was standing there listening to us.

"Makayla!!"I yelled while hitting her.

"Hell nah she better take her ass on before she hear some more shit that won't be pleasing to her lil ears."

The little girl ran away.

"Weird ass."she mumbled.

"That's exactly why I'm not having his baby 'cause I feel like we gone have a weird ass kid like her."

"No you're not, don't say that."I laughed.

"Either way it goes I'm still not having his baby 'cause it ain't gone keep him around and I really love my man."

"How you know this?"

"Granny already explained this to me."

"Mhm. So since you love your man, if he tells you he wants a baby and if you don't give it to him he gone leave what you gone do?"

"Ummm ima get pregnant."

"Bitch!"I said before we started laughing.

"Enough baby talk Kodi just know I'm not getting pregnant and while you're at it remind me to go pick up my bc later."

"Okay."I said while chuckling.

We finished shopping before heading back to the house.

I kind of missed Scarr until I remembered that I had a date to go on at four and he went back home to that girl.

To kill time I just cooked some food, watched a movie, ate, and went to take nap.

I walked into my house waiting to hear Ariana's nagging ass.

It sounded real quiet so I started calling her name and looking around everywhere.

Nigga even looked in the refrigerator, If this bitch was gone I was gone have a blast.

I looked at the letter on my dresser that she had left.

I laughed at the note because the bitch couldn't spell for shit.

"What the fuck was I doing with her?"I asked myself as I continued laughing.

I took her note outside and burned it.

Now she ain't gotta worry about me no more and I ain't ever gone worry about her ass again.

I went back in the house to figure out where the fuck I wanted to start cleaning up at.

This bitch was filthy.

It had me realizing that I was off then fucking pills bad and I didn't really care about shit.

This wasn't like me to have a dirty ass house and to be popping pills like I would.

I felt that it was too much shit to clean up so I called a lil help over.

After twenty minutes Kodi showed up with some food that she had cooked and cleaning supplies.

"So where are we starting?"she asked me and I shrugged.

"How about we start in the room since it looks the worse?"she said and I nodded.

"It's up to you."

"Nigga it ain't my house."she said and I chuckled.

"You right."I said while opening the box of trash bags.

I handed her one and we started picking up trash first.

I had moved to the living room since she wanted to do the room by herself.

"Scarr!!"I heard her yell and I walked to the room.

"Yeah?"

"Who's pills are these?"she asked me while pointing out the four bottles of pills that sat on my dresser.

"I hope they're not yours."she added on while raising her eyebrows.

"They are."

"That's what you doing now? Popping pills, that ain't cool."

"I know and I quit after last night."

"What got you stressing?"she asked me.

"I ain't stressing no more, I'm chillin'."

"I'm not gone lie Scarr, I can see the shit all in your face."

"I'm straight, trust me. I'm through popping pills aight."I said before walking back into the living room.

"We gone have a real long talk after this, 'cause this ain't what we do."

"Aight."I chuckled.

"Scarr!?"I called out to him as I stood up from the couch.

"Yeah?"he yelled from the kitchen.

"I'll be right back, I gotta take this phone call."I said while looking at Jean's name across my screen.

I headed outside by my car.

"Hello?"

"You getting ready?"

"I'm sorry Jean, something came up and I just realized I won't be able to make it."

"You good? You don't need help with anything do you?"he asked me and I looked around 'cause it felt like someone was watching me.

"No I do not, I think I can handle this alone."

"Aight give me a call when that's over, we can maybe reschedule."

"Alright thank you so much for understanding."

"No problem."he said before hanging up and I widened my eyes because I wasn't finished talking.

I looked around and I saw a car pull off from behind these other ones.

When the car passed by I tried looking inside but I couldn't see who it was.

I just turned to go inside and as I was doing so, gunshots started going off.

I turned seeing the person shooting out of the window.

Whoever it was had on a mask, the only thing I noticed was a dollar sign tattoo on his arm.

"Kodi get down!!!"I heard Scarr yell and I fell to the ground.

When I looked up I saw Scarr shooting back and whoever it was had pulled off.

Scarr told me to stay on the ground while he walked out of the gate and kept shooting.

"You good?"He asked me while walking up to me and I just nodded.

I didn't know what's to say, I was so speechless.

Could the person had been trynna target me or Scarr?

I was so confused that I started crying.

Scarr hugged me while saying sorry the whole time and I just didn't say anything.

After we stood there for about five minutes, we both left.

He followed me home in his car and when I got home, he made sure I got in safe before he left.

Sometimes shit like this just makes me wonder if I actually want to keep fooling around with Scarr or not.

He wants me to trust him but I can't if he keeps putting my life in danger and getting me in trouble.