Atlanta, Georgia

12:43 PM

March 20, Tuesday

"Cletus man where the hell you been at!?"I yelled as he walked up to us.

"Man I been sitting low."he said and I chuckled.

"Sitting low for what nigga?"I asked him and 30 nem laughed.

"Business, some shit I can't discuss."

"Not even with yo big homie?"I asked him while putting my arms up.

"Not with nobody."he said while looking around.

"I respect it. You trynna make some money?"

"All the time."he said and I chuckled.

"Wash my car for me, I got twenty on it."

"Bet."he said and I nodded as he walked away to go into the trap.

I watched as Kobi pulled up and he hopped out of his car.

"Kobi, bra, wassup!!?"I said.

"Aye my nigga ion know what the fuck you got going on but you smoking dick if you think that my sister finna do any time for yo stupid ass!"he said while walking up to me.

"What the fuck I look like lettin' her take a plea for me!?"

"Ion know but if Ion see her no more after today, just know to start counting yo fucking days."

"Nigga I ain't even gotta start counting, what the fuck you wanna do!?"I said while clutching on my tool that was tucked inside of my pants.

"Aye man y'all chill out."Shiesty said while getting in between us.

"Nah 'cause what the fuck I look like doing that lame ass shit!?"I said while spitting in the grass.

"If you ain't already trynna trick her into doing the shit then why the fuck you still standing here and ain't locked up yet!?"

"Bitch ass nigga ion know, go ask her!!! That's yo fucking sister, ask her why she kept quiet when she was sitting in front of the law."I spat while shrugging.

"Fuck allat, just remember what the fuck I said."he said while walking off.

"Fuck what you said my nigga, you heard exactly what the fuck I said!"I said while watching him as he headed back towards his car.

When he got inside, he pulled off.

I shook my head before going inside the trap.

I was just talking, I damn sure ain't gone let Kodi take no charge for me especially not with my baby in her belly.

After we meet up with her lawyer today, ima go ahead and turn myself in.

Shit even if I do get more than fifteen years ima only have to serve fifty percent of that so I ain't trippin'.

That ain't shit to me, I'm true to this shit not new to it.

"Kodi I swear to God if you take a charge for this nigga, ima beat yo ass."Makayla said to me and I rolled my eyes.

"Can we not talk about that right now!?"

"Nah bitch let's talk about it! Our granny ain't raise no dumb bitches, I ain't ever took no charge for a nigga and I'm pretty sure she didn't. Bitch then on top of that you're pregnant, I could see if you weren't pregnant but you are. And you're also stupid as fuck if you take that charge for his hoe ass!!"she spat and I got off of the bar stool with my phone, laptop, and

"Yeah you got a baby by him but I'm telling you now Kodi that nigga don't give a damn about you!! Whole time you doing six months pregnant and all for his ass, he's gonna be fucking off on everything walking! It's cool though, be a dumbass like Janina."she cried outside of my door and I sat on my bed while crying.

It was all hitting me at once and she was speaking facts so I finally came to the conclusion that I wasn't gonna take the charge.

Then again I started thinking about Scarr being in jail for a long ass time while I'm out taking care of our baby alone.

All of this shit could really just end in six months.

I'll have no problems, I'll give birth three months after I'm released, Scarr will be there for the birth of our baby, and whole lot of other good shit can happen than him getting locked up and not being able to see me or our child.

At this point my mind was racing with thoughts and since I had time to do so,

I needed to sleep this shit off before I come up with my final decision.

I sat outside of Kodi's lawyer's office waiting on her to pull up.

Yesterday she made it here before me so ion know what the fuck going on now.

Her lawyer came outside and I let my window down.

"Aye Ima be in there in a minute, I'm waiting on Kodi to pull up."I yelled.

"That's fine."he said before going back inside.

Nigga was acting weird and shit so I called Kodi's phone.

She didn't answer so I waited a couple of minutes.

It was now five forty-five and I was still waiting on her ass to pull up.

I called her again and she still didn't answer.

After waiting for about ten more minutes, I got a message from her.

😈🤞🏽❤️❤️

It's done, I love you.❤️

I furrowed my eyebrows before I tried calling her phone multiple times after that.

The phone went to voicemail every time and no lie, a nigga broke down in the car.

It ain't 'bout no friendship with Kodi, her loyalty towards a nigga, or the fact that I ain't gotta serve a longer sentence, it's just the fact that she had to be put in this situation because of me.

Ion know maybe I was moving too slow, hopefully these six months fly 'cause she ain't deserve that at all.