Atlanta, Georgia

4:35 PM

March 15, Wednesday

I pulled up to the trap looking for Scarr but the only person I saw was 30 out there with two other niggas.

My first mind was telling me to just leave but I didn't, I got out.

"Hey 30."I said while walking across the street and stood in front of him

"Wassup Koko."

"You know what's wrong with Scarr? He's been very fucking distant and ain't been saying shit to me at all this whole month."

"Oh the nigga ain't tell you?"

"Tell me what?"

"The nigga bipolar."

"Mmcht. Bipolar? You playing or he was diagnosed by a professional?"

"I'm dead serious."

"Wow. Okay so now I'm pregnant and he bipolar, thank you anyways. I'm finna go."i said before trynna walk away and he pulled be back by my hood.

"You pregnant?"

"I ain't even say that."

"You know ima tell him right?"

"No leave it alone."

"That's something he should know Koko."

"Okay and I will tell him. You don't tell him because you gone give him another reason to be bipolar and he gone be even more upset. Not upset with you but me, so leave it alone."

"Aight congrats though, ima celebrate for you tonight."

"Yea you do that, ima head home and go to sleep. Thank you though 30."

"Anytime."he said and I headed back to my car before getting inside and pulling off.

I've literally been trynna get in touch with Scarr because I'm ready to tell him that I'm pregnant but he hasn't returned any of my calls, messages, or came to my house.

I know I told him not to call me but it's like if he sees me calling him and shit then he needs to answer, it's obviously a fucking emergency.

It's cool though, 'cause he can't say I didn't try to tell him.

"Aye nigga you talked to Kodi?"30 asked me.

"Hell nah."I shook my head no while opening another Jolly Rancher and eating it.

It was ironic that I was eating these hoes while getting head and the fact that 30 just brought up Kodi, shit reminded me of her even more.

"Man she pulled up looking for yo ass earlier."

"Mhm."I hummed not really giving a fuck.

"Nah nigga she told me not to say none but I wouldn't wanna keep no shit like this f—"

"What is it nigga!!?"I asked him as I stopped scrolling on my other phone so that I could watch ole girl.

She wasn't doing enough but she was doing something 'cause I couldn't quit looking at her.

"Nigga she pregnant."30 said and I took my hand and pushed her back by her forehead.

"Mmcht. Nigga what the fuck you doing!?"she yelled while scrunching her face up at me.

"Nigga is this some type of April Fools joke or some shit?"I asked him as I stood up to pull up my pants and fasten them.

"Bitch it ain't even April."he said in all seriousness and I tucked my tool before grabbing the rest of my shit.

"Where you going!?"she yelled while following me to her front door.

"I'll be back."I lied while unlocking the front door and walked out.

I went to my car and hopped in before pulling off after I got off of the phone with 30.

After like ten minutes, I pulled up to her house that was twenty minutes away.

I parked my car in a spot in front of her apartment building.

Her car was here so I just texted her phone and told her to come outside.

I waited for ten minutes before I seen her walking down the stairs.

She walked to my car wearing a big ass hoodie, leggings, and a pair of Uggs.

I unlocked the doors and she got in.

"Hi."she said while getting in.

I picked up my Pineapple Fanta and drank some.

"Ew it's hot in here."she said while fanning herself.

"You got something you need to tell me?"I asked her as I sat my Fanta down.

"No."

"Lie again."

"I don't! What are you talking about!?"

She looked like she was lying so I politely jacked her ass up.

"So you ain't got shit you need to tell me!?"

"I mean you acting like you already know!!"

"Is it true!?"

"Yes, I- I'm pregnant"she said and I let her go.

"When was you gone tell me!?"

"I mean you literally beat the breaks off of ya last baby mama, I was scared."

"Scared of wh— it's mine ain't it?"

"Don't fucking play with me, of course it's yours!"

"So what you was gone do, kill my fucking seed!?"

"I mean yeah, what the fuck else you expect me to do!?"she yelled and I sighed while turning the car on.

"Get the fuck out."

"What you mean get out!?"she said while tears started filling up in her eyes.

I didn't give a fuck about her feelings 'cause she damn sure ain't consider mines when she found out she was pregnant.

"Just get out man."

"You know what Alexander, fuck you!!! I don't know what's your fucking problem but you've been acting like a real bitch lately. Mfs talm about you Bipolar and shit but that ain't true. You're just mad at the world and your fucking life but that ain't my fault. Don't call me until you get your shit together and you better hope this baby is still alive because if not your ass is gone be more than bipolar when I'm finished!!"she cried while getting out.

"You ain't stupid."I said while laughing to myself.

"Fuck you!"she yelled while slamming the door and walking off.

I pulled out of the spot I was in before pulling off.

I wiped my tears as I walked into the house and locked the door.

How the fuck you gone get mad at me after I just revealed some news to you that should be exciting!?

I swear this nigga gets on my last fucking nerve now I just regret meeting him altogether.

It's honestly my fault though because I didn't listen when he told me that he wasn't the nigga for me, now I'm having to find out the truth and it hurts.

I walked back into my room and just sat on the bed scrolling through my Instagram.

As I was doing so, I received a dm from some nigga.

I opened the dm.

😮‍💨

I usually get a lot of dms from thirsty niggas but it was just something about this particular one that stood out to me.

I clicked on his profile before looking at one of his posts.

😈

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😂😂😂💩

The nigga looked really familiar and I saw Makayla in his comments so I sent a screenshot of his page to her and texted her.

🥺

🍫🤞🏽

😬

🍫🤞🏽

🤣🤣

🙄

I hesitated before texting him back.

He was pretty handsome and appeared to be hood, something new that I liked, so I wasn't letting up.

😉

I don't know how but I ended up texting that damn boy all day.

We had a lot of great lil conversations, I was hoping he wasn't gonna be like this in real life.

Although he did come off a little bit rough, I still like him for whatever reason.