Atlanta, Georgia

5:50 PM

January 20, Friday

"Aaaah Makayla!!!"I screamed while nearly having a heart attack in my bathroom.

"Whaaaaaaat!!?"I heard her screaming as she ran in here.

"Bitch look!!!!"I screamed while pointing at the five different pregnancy tests on my counter.

"Oh my fucking gosh Kodi!!!!"she exclaimed while looking at each one of them.

She looked at me and I looked back at her.

"I'm finna have me a mfn niece or nephew, I'm so mfn excited right now!!! How do you feel about it? Are you excited?"

"Noooo, I didn't want to be pregnant this early."I pouted before forcing my tears.

This was a moment when I really wanted to cry but somehow my brain wasn't letting me.

"I still have stuff I need to work on personally before I work on my stuff and another human being's."

"Well are you gonna tell Scarr? Are you ready to?"

"No, I need a lot of time to think about this."

"That's okay at least you'll have time to make a decision that's best for you. Baby or not you know ima be here for you, blood. Just think about what you wanna do, make sure it's the best decision, and go with that. It ain't about me, Scarr, Kobi, Granny, or nobody else. You're the one baring the child so think about yourself and nobody else. I love you cousin and you know I'll always be here."she said while hugging me and I hugged her back.

"I love you more cousin, thank you so much."I wiped my three tears and hugged her back.

"Mmk. I'm finna go lay down, if you need me you better holla."

"Will do."I said while watching her as she walked out.

I turned my bathroom light off before going to lay down.

I couldn't believe the shit but it was still kind of believable.

Between the mood swings, severe morning sickness, the two pounds I've gained, and excess amounts of urine I've been dropping in the toilet there's no doubt that I'm pregnant.

I don't want to kill my baby and it's obviously too late for a plan b so my only choice is to keep it.

Ima just keep it a secret until I'm ready to tell Scarr.

He just might flip or do something crazy so I'm not gonna tell him yet.

Speaking of Scarr I haven't talked to him since the other day so I really don't know when the fuck I should tell him.

I also haven't felt like pulling up on him due to the fact that I still haven't been feeling good.

When I get ready that's when ima tell him, hopefully it isn't too late when I do.

I stood on the block while shooting dice with 30 and Bk.

"That's all me, quit playing with me my nigga!!"I spat while taking their money as I stood up.

They both dapped me up.

"Good shit!"the both of them said and I said the same.

"Aye Tia, come here girl!"Bk yelled at one of the lil hoes who lives on the street behind this one.

She was walking with her friend, Ariana, who I would usually link up with to meet my needs before Kodi.

I watched as they both walked over here and Tia started taking to BK.

"Hey Scarr."Ariana said once she noticed I wasn't paying her no mind.

I just nodded my head at her before firing up my blunt.

"What's up with you? Ever since you got a lil girlfriend or whatever, you been acting funny."she said while twisting the cap I had on.

I turned it back like I had it before pushing her back.

"Big girlfriend and you gettin' too comfortable chill out."I said and Shiesty chuckled.

"I heard you was single though. What happened?"she asked me and I ignored her.

"So you don't hear me talking to you!?"she said while rubbing her hand across my stomach.

I instantly grabbed her by her neck and spun her around so that she was up against the fence.

"Keep yo fucking hands to yo self ion mind fucking yo shit up."I said.

"Scarr!"Shiesty yelled and I looked back at him.

He nodded his head towards a car and I looked back seeing Kodi parking across the street.

I let Ariana go before turning back around and picking up my blunt off of the ground.

She stood in front of me while smirking and looking at Kodi who was walking over here.

Kodi walked up to us and spoke to everybody before turning her attention to me.

She looked at Ariana, who was looking at me, then she looked back at me.

"You got a minute to talk?"she folding her arms over her chest while looking at me.

I honestly didn't have a minute due to the fact that her ass been acting a nut lately.

"Wassup?"I looked at her and said.

"Y— What the fuck you mean 'wassup' you got a minute or what!?"she spat.

"Yeah, a minute."I said and 30 nem laughed.

"I am not in the mood."Kodi said while mugging me before turning around.

"Yo ass ain't ever in the mood."I said while following behind her as we walked across the street.

I examined her body and it looked as if she had been putting on a couple of pounds.

She leaned up against her car and I stood in front of her.

"Where the fuck you been at!?"she looked at me and said.

"Shit I've been here."

"Oh so it's just fuck me huh!?"

"Last time I checked I was on yo nerves bad."

"That doesn't mean you fucking disappear!!"

"Shit you got my number and just like you found me today, you knew exactly where to find me."

"Nah nigga, last time you checked, I wasn't feeling well! And by you being my nigga, you could've called and checked up on me. It's cool though, I see how it is."

"Fuck allat, that wasn't the first time I was on ya nerves. I was on them bitches when you wasn't sick, so what that made me do? Fall back."

"You know what... I'm not finna do this with you. You keep trynna flip this shit on me after I told you I wasn't feeling well. Nah but you wanna put the blame on me, it's cool though."she nodded her head while opening her car door and standing in the doorway.

"You think I'm stupid too and don't know that you're fucking that bitch over there but that's cool. If you wanted another bitch then that's all you had to say. You do that though, me and my— ima be good, good on your ass for sure, so don't call me, text me, or show up to my house. Fuck you!!!"she added before getting into her car and closing the door.

I opened the door before she could lock it.

"You got any proof that I'm fucking her or anybody else!?"

"So I ain't just see you do what you just did when I pulled up!? Okay keep thinking I'm a dumb bitch, ima show yo ass!"she yelled before getting back into the car and locking the door quickly.

I stood there shaking my head while watching her as she pulled off.

"Y'all good?"Shiesty asked me.

"She'll be back."I said while waving her off before I got to finally enjoy my blunt.

I ain't trippin' 'bout Kodi, shit the phone works both ways and if she was just sick like she say she was then she would've apologized for acting a nut.

It is what it is though, she either gone be back or boo'd up with another nigga who ain't gone make it to their first date.