Being outside of the mafia is sad for me.

I was used to the lifestyle. It was everything I knew.

I was trained to be a killer since youth. I was trained to handle business and not break.

I already got the position of Don. The highest one you can have.

And now I don't have anything.

I'm not saying it's a bad thing. It was sort of my safe space.

It was what I knew and what I was relying on.

I ignored how dangerous and red flag it was.

With Hoseok, I realize how much I was missing.

A loving father. My mom. Respectful job but most importantly a life partner.

I didn't realize how important it is to be with someone you actually like.

I don't think there is anything bad on him.

He's so nice and smart. Doesn't judge me or leave me. He is loyal.

Well, those qualities are honestly the most important for me.

My family isn't nice and they judge me a lot. My real mother left me. My father is only loyal to himself.

I didn't want to leave Hoseok.

I didn't want to be with someone who doesn't care.

Loosing the crown was worth......me.

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I chose a much smaller house for us. Since my work has to change I will have a smaller payment but I also want something more cosy.

Elian didn't protest at all. I didn't even think he would.

It's a modern house with two floors and ten rooms in total. I hope it will be enough for the both of us and our future life together.

He falls asleep on the back seat of the car. His lips slightly open. I chuckle lowly and close his mouth.

He scrunches his nose and moves a bit.

He looks so pretty like this. I slowly move to his face and then kiss him gently on the forehead.

I wish he will be mine forever.

" Driver, do you have the things?" I ask him in a low voice.

" Of course, sir. In the paper bag." He nods.

I'm not sure how much stuff I will keep for myself. I guess I will keep Rose. She is really amazing and she will have less work with the smaller house.

I'm not sure about driver, having him was more of a luxury then must.

I will definitely cut out the gardener and other people. I don't want them around house and Hoseok.

Not a chance.

Also, I don't know how to treat Jisoo and Suga now. Since I'm not their boss it will be strange.

But Jisoo is after all my cousin and I'm guessing Suga might be his boyfriend.

I guess I shouldn't ignore them completely.

" We are here, baby." I whisper to Hoseok as he rubs his eyes.

We get inside the new house and unpack. We end up lazily in the bed anyway.

" Since my father took the engagement ring. I feel like we need to re-do it, what do you think?" I look at him laying on my chest.

" What?" He looks at me confused.

I sit him up and walk to the chair where my suit is laying on. I pull out the small red box and play with it in my hands.

" I know this is strange time and I guess neither of us has to think about the future since the deal is off, but I think that it would be a shame not to.

If I was sure that you are the one before then you have to be the one."

I kneel on one knee Infront of him as his eyes widen.

" Jung Hoseok, for the second time but right one, will you make me a happy man, " very happy," and marry me?" I ask him and open the ring box."

" Yes, yes!" He yells out staring at the diamond ring.

" Oh thank God. I don't know what I would do if you said no," I laugh out and put the ring on his ring finger.

" It's so.... shiny." He stares at the diamond once more.

" Yes, I know it is. You deserve the best, baby." I sit next to him and put him on my lap.

He lowers his hand and waits for me to kiss him. I don't hesitate and do it.

" So, we are getting married after all." He whispers.

" Of course we are but this time it's with love too and that's more important." I smile at him," do you want to see our sibling's wedding and laugh at them."

" Are we really invited?"

" I think so? They didn't cancel it. The worst thing is that they escort us. Not much of a shame."

" Okey. I guess we can stop by for half an hour and then just," he shrugs, " not care."

I kiss the top of his nose.

" What ever you will want." He is so perfect.