What does he want? If I'm wearing make up, I'm a girl and if I have bare face, he's mad.

Is there even a between?

Maybe he just thinks I look ugly.

I fix my hair again and look at myself in the mirror. I don't like this look on me.

I sit on the floor and let tears fall down my face. I know I'm so pathetic for crying but I'm just such an emotional person. It helps me to cry.

I wipe my tears and wash my face.

No. I can't be pathetic like this again.

Maybe, he didn't mean it. People say stupid things. Sometime. I will wear what I want to.

I dress into blue shorts, white loose top and socks. I match my my eyeshadow with the shorts and draw some white flowers on the lids.

You can imagine with eyeshadow. It's hard to find good pics.

I leave the room walking downstairs. He is in the kitchen watching Rose cook. I can see she is finishing the food.

" You are here." He announces as if we aren't the only people here.

" Yeah" I say shyly.

His eyes fall down on my shorts and exposed legs. He takes a deep breath and straightens his back.

" Change that." He says blankly.

" No, I want to wear it." What is wrong with him?

" You will not wear shorts around here, there are other Man here too." Why should I Care that other Man are here too?

" Just let him, mr.kim , it's a sunny day." Rose pats his back. He looks at her annoyed.

" No. Change the clothes."

" Into what? A dress since I look a girl to you? " I ask him a bit mad.

His face changes and he looks embarrassed.

" You don't look.... You are a man, I know that but please don't show your skin around here so much."

" I already changed my outfit two times because of you and you are still not happy.

I will not change the third time ."

He huffs and takes of his blazer. Then grabs my hips and wraps it around them.

" Don't take it off." He says sternly looking into my eyes,

" I will get mad if you do."

" Food is ready. Sit down the table sirs." Rose said.

He moves the chair for me and I sit on the one next to it. He looks at me shocked and frowns.

Then sits opposite of me.

" I hope you will like it, Mr.jung "

" Just Hoseok or hobi , it's fine." I look at Rose and she smiles happily.

" Thank you. I'll leave you now, so you can have a nice talk together. Get to know each other. Here, some nice candle." She lights up a candle next to us and then tip toes away.

" Is there anything you want to ask me?" He looks at me with lazy eyes. A lot of things.