Tricia's POV.

"Oh, Shit!" Panic ni Y/N nang kumalas sa accidental kiss namin.

I was beyond shocked, it was super unexpected.

"Happy New Year?" Bati ko nang may pagaalinlangan, he's still holding my waist.

Nahimasmasan sya at binitiwan na ako,

Aw.

Tumikhim sya, "Happy New Year."

Tumango lang ako at hindi na pinansin ang nangyari kanina, patay malisya nalang. Depende nalang kung may nakakita...

"Ops! May nangyayari na!" Asar ni Kit habang buhat si Jassi.

Mukang nakita nya ah. I did not mind anything Kit said because my eyes are looking for my sisters and mama.

I saw Jill with Mickey, Mama taking pictures of them both.

And there was Ate Aika, talking and giggling with Nez.

At nakita ko sa gilid ng mata ko ang titig ni Kit sakanila. Ngunit mabilis itong umiwas at nagpanggap na nilalaro si Jassi.

It's been years since I last saw Y/N. But Kit, I've seen her alot of times in the philippines, lagi kaming nagkakasalubong.

And now, Y/N has a child. And a wife even.

We still haven't had the closure we needed, or should I say, I needed. I admit nawala sa bokabularyo ko ang salitang move on. And here I am looking at Y/N with his happy family, Nakamove on na.

And here I am, stuck with the past like some lost kid waiting for her mother.

I sat on the bench, looking at every person having fun with their family. They looked more than happy. Happy to spend time with their own happy family.

I miss my papa.

"Hello, Doctora." Kit greeted me, and sat beside me.

"Hello, impostor Kanaise Elyse." Irap ko. Paano, the last time we saw each other when she payed a visit sa hospital, tapos nakita ko ang totoo nyang pangalan.

'Kanaise Anaiah Elyse Gonzalez'

Ang haba!

"Touchè," Irap nya. "It was too long, but I do love that name. It was given by my dad, well also the other name but yeah sure."

Tumawa naman ako, this lady do have alot to say huh.

"Why are you sitting here alone?" She asked me, looking at the beautiful moon in the sky.

"Hmm, i...don't know." Tumingin rin ako sa buwan. "You?"

"Bored, I think I should've just stayed in my condo." She shrugged.

Kit is tall, she's taller than me. I think she's 5'8 or 5'9, she also got a model body. She has perfectly pointed nose, perfectly shaved eyebrows, lifted up eyelashes, and light brown eyes. She's fine, what I mean is actually attractive.

She has a feminine side and also a masculine side, sa totoo lang maganda sya sobra, pero pogi rin. She looks like a alpha female.

"Why? Aren't you enjoying new york?" I asked her, closing my eyes now to feel the cold breeze of new york.

"Supposedly," She sighed. "But not really."

"Wanna hear a fun fact about me?" She asked me out of boredom.

"Sure." Dumilat ako at tumitig sakanya.

"I'm 1/4 spanish, 1/4 japanese, 1/4 german, and the rest is filipino." She smiled at me. "Yes, it is a fun fact because you are the only one to know, besides my dad ofcourse."

Natawa naman ako. "Should I call you mixed blood?"

She chuckled, "Up to you, miss."

"Hey, I remember the time we first met, you said you're the admin of aika simps." Ngisi ko, inaasar sya.

"What?" Natigilan sya at umiwas ng tingin. "Uhuh, past is past, honey."

Natawa nanaman ako.

"You're ate's happy." Turo nya kay ate Aika na tumatawa habang kausap si Nez.

"She's ate's manliligaw." I shrugged. "You jealous?"

Amusement danced in her eyes, but it was easily replaced with no emotion.

She shrugged, "Ikagagalit nang dyos na maging kalungkutan ko ang kasiyahan ng iba."

Tumawa pa sya, to ease the heavy atmosphere.

I can feel the feeling being buried tho.

"It's normal to feel jealous." I shrugged.

Tumango sya, "I know, it just feels illegal to. Wala naman akong karapatan."

"How about you? Moved on?" Tanong nya pabalik saakin.

"Ahm." Tumikhim ako, nagrereading sumagot. "Physically yes, pero mentally ang honestly I think not...yet."

I was grateful I found the words to say.

"It's a process." Tango ni Kit. "But you know, I don't think Y/N moved on, really."

I laughed, medyo sarcastic. "Really, now? He's got a daughter and he's with a...girl."

Pain strucked my eyes, but I made sure to not show it to Kit.

She looked at me, brows furrowed.

"Oh, you don't know Jassi? And Jace?" She asked me, confused.

Umiling ako.

"I'm sure you just forgot about Jassi. I'm a 100% sure na ipinakilala sayo ni Y/N si Jassi."

"But either way, kahit na gusto kong ikwento sayo kung sino sila. It's not my story to tell afterall." Muli nyang saad.

"Kit, How do you think can someone move on from a breakup?" I asked her, thinking she had even tiny bits of experience about this topic.

"Hmm, if you're thinking I have experience, oh you are wrong honey. But i'll give you advices," Umayos ng upo si Kit. "The main option is closure, I think you really have to pick up and be strong for closure in order to get your piece of mind."

That's what i'm thinking too.

"And the walmart option is, distract yourself. Explore things you didn't do normally. You know this was Y/N's coping mechanism. Inaral nya yung mga bagay na sa tingin nya magugustuhan mo at in common sainyong dalawa."

"This is a secret alright. But before all of the things he explored, he was a mess for 2 and a half months. He was drinking uncontrollably, hindi sya lumalabas ng kwarto nya. Then after the grief stage, he started taking music classes. And can now infact play piano, guitar, violin, drums, and even electric guitars. He also can sing pretty decent now. We even had a song together!"

"At sa kasamaang palad, pati ako nadamay sa coping mechanism nya. Pati ako napasubo sa mga ineexplore nya. Though I can play those instruments even before, we also took language classes. Now we can speak spanish, german, japanese, korean, french, italian, and many more. We're multilingual now. And this is the best part, he entered modeling! Can you believe that? He is now a star male model here in USA."

I was so proud and shocked on the information I was receiving right now.

"Well, kasalanan korin naman bakit ako nadamay sa coping mechanism nya. Eh pano he was supposed to enter NYU para mag-aral uli, so pinakiusapan ako ni Jace na pigilan si Y/N, that's why napunta sya sa instruments at language and modeling."

"Wow, that was good for him. I'm glad he's happy and successful."

Tumango lang sya, "Looks like our chika time is over, they're coming."

Napalingon ako kila mama na papunta na sa direksyon namin.

I also saw how Kit's eyes turned to no emotion when she saw Nez and Ate Aika walking towards our directions.

Umayos ng upo si Kit at tumingin nalang sa relo niya.

"Tricia, Halika na?" Tanong ni mama saakin.

Tumango lang ako bilang pagsang-ayon.

"Y/N, make sure to visit us often when you get back to the philippines." Saad ni mama kay Y/N.

Tumayo ako at humarap kay Kit upang magpaaalam.

She was hugging Jassi habang nagkekwento ng kung ano.

"Thank you, Kit. I hope you find the love that you deserve."

Tumango lamang sya saakin at sumulyap kay Ate Aika.

"Bye, Doctora Tricia!" Bait naman ni Jassi.

"Bye bye, baby. Pero wait, what's your name, baby?"

"I'm Jasmine Patricia L/N po! Jassi for short!" She smile at me.

Jasmine Patricia?

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Goodnight peeps! Quick ud lng. Sweet dreams readers!

-L