"Basta sinasagot na kita.."

"Wait..di ako sure kung sino ka" My chair faced the mirror and I saw myself smiling from nowhere.

"Ay shala, galing mong umarte Tricia..Alam mo naman kung sino ako eh" She sighed.

"Sino ka nga ulit?" I laughed. "I almost said 'future girlfriend' ko"

"Cheesy mo!" She laughed.

"Put your pronouns nga! I almost call you mine.." I said again.

"Sinearch mo yan noh?"

"Di ah!" I defended. "Well, nakita ko sya accidentally sa tweeter haha"

"Eto ang tanong Tricia" Her voice changes. Serious mode?

"Medjo kinakabahan ako ah" I said putting my hands on my chest jokingly.

"Kung ang tagalog ng luggage ay maleta, pede mo na ba kong pakilala kay Tita?" She laughed. "Corny noh? Last ko na yon promise"

I can feel my face turning red. I've never blushed this way before. Why did I fell so hard for her?

"Oh, bat di ka na nagsasalita? Hello Tricia?"

"Wait, nagkaron lang ako ng heart attack" I said. "Mga ten seconds"

"Sige sige, tawagan mo ko kapag kailangan mo ko ha"

"Eh pano kung kailangan kita, right now like as in NOW"

"Punta ba ko dyan?"

"Wag na..baka maka istorbo pako noh" I slightly rolled my eyes.

"Sige sabi mo eh"

"Bye Bibe!"

"Bakit Bibe? Mukha ba kong Bibe?" She curiously asked.

"Di ah! Bibe stands for Babe, ayoko lang ng Babe mismo kasi medjo you kno-"

"Babe?"

"H-Ha?"

"Hatdog"

"Bye na nga! Pinapalala mo pa yung sikmura ko!" I shouted as I sipped the coffee.

'Call Ended'

That was the happiest call I made. Parang lahat ng problema ko nawala. That call..was everything.

-

"Bye!" I waved to my co-workers.

"Parang masaya ka ata ngayon Doc?" Doctor Velazquez smiled.

"Sinagot ako ng special someone"

"Hala Congratsss!!!"

"Yieee sanaollll congrats!!"

"My god ka Doc, naunahan mo pa ko" Doctor Velazquez slapped my arms slightly.

"Tinder is the key charot" One of my co-worker said.

"Pero yung akin di ko nahanap sa Tinder, pure work of destiny" I smiled.

"SANAOL SHETTT" One of them beamed at me.

"Sana all nakakahanap ng girlfriend na di red flag" Sheena looked down. She just got cheated on last week.

"Cheer up Shee, may dadating na para sayo talaga don't worry" I patted her shoulders.

"True, don't panic it's organic"

After our 'short bonding' I left our building. Then magdi-discharge palang ako I saw someone familiar in the doorway.

"Trish!" Y/N waved.

"Hoy, sabi ko wag ka ng pununta dito eh..nagabala ka pa" I pouted.

"Suss, syempre para sayo noh" Her cheeks spreads which revealed her smile. "Oh tara lakad lakad tayo tas kain tayo dun sa may bagong resto ha" She pointed out.

Real definition of "Anything for you my Love"

Anything for you too...

"Ms. DeGuzman?" One of my staffs waved in front of my face. Oh shit, I was zoning out again.

"Hey, oh uh sorry" I laughed a little and nodded.

I have never been this bothered before. So that's what falling in love feels like huh?

"Next shoot" Mr. Gonzales, my personal camera man. He was also like my second father.

"Oh Stella anak, galingan mo ha" He patted my shoulder.

He was always there to support me in everything like any parent would.

"Can you add more posture Ms. Stella? To add more lightning to your forehead and para rin makita yung perfectly shaped jawline mo" The staff smiled.

I obeyed it and they all made the "Wow" sound.

"Your so beautiful Stella!" One of them shouted.

"Thank you" I bowed my head.

Y/N hasn't called nor text me since the day I confessed to her.

[Phone rings]

Why won't she answer?

"Mam your next schedule is at Marie Claire's" My manager said.

"No" I gestured my hand signaling a 'no' to her. "I wanted to take a rest.."

"What kind of rest po?"

"Alam mo Ester? Medjo naiinis ako sa medjo stupidness mo, I'm just going to take some lakad" I sighed.

"You mean take a walk po?"

"You heard it right? Yes, I'm going to take a walk" I said.

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"Please Y/N, answer the phone.." I stomped my feet habang naka sandal ako sa railings.

"Doc!! Habulin mo ko AHAHAHA" I'm not sure, but I heard a very familiar voice that I longed for.

I tried to turn around but my confidence suddenly went off. I'm afraid that she will saw me.

"Akala ko Babe na tawag mo sakin?"

Babe?

I turned around to see her holding someone's hands. Their smiles, brighter than anything. Their faces which is filled with joy. And their eyes...which tells it all...

Something in my chest hurts. I don't know where specifically. But I just got paralyzed for a second..I can't move.

I turned my head to the opposite direction so she won't see me.

"I love you Bibe ko charot" The girl with glasses laughed as they walk together.

I looked up trying to get that heavy feeling away.

Tears running down from my cheeks. Why can't it always be me?

The spotlight was yours..but not your lover's heart.

"It's okay Stel.." I patted my own shoulders as I wipe off the blurry feeling in my eyes.

She doesn't want anyone like you..no one likes you after all.

"It's okay Stella..you are brighter than anyone cou-" I coughed and more tears came.

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(Note : sorry for late update, pumunta ako sa fotune island para magpaka lunod charot)