(Note : Bading ka)

"Y/N!!!!!"

"Y/N look here!"

"Y/N marry meeeee"

"OMG Y/N YOU LOOK SO BEAUTIFUL!!!!"

"Y/N, what are your thoughts on loyalist?"

"Any comments about apologist Ms. L/N?"

Lagi akong dinudumog ng mga tao. Wanna know why?

I was a model and most of the time nasa ibang bansa ako. My schedule, mostly, was so hectic. Really hectic.

I came back in the Philippines for the election. I made a decision to endorse a one particular candidate : VP Leni Robredo.

I know, I did a great job on announcing it. Maraming nagsilipat kay VP Leni because of me. I had a huge impact.

She was the most qualified candidate and has a clean slate of name. At syempre, marami din syang credentials.

Pero...I have a one reason kung bakit I choosed to endorse her. More than that...it's because of..

"Let's welcome the one and only Ms. Joferlyn Patricia Robredo!!!"

I have to admit. Meron kaming past ni Tricia. Pero we broked up because I wanted to reach my dreams, but she was against it. It hurts of course, pero in order to reach something...

you have to let go of something too...

Alam kong galit sya sakin dahil ako yung bumitaw. I have always regretted that.

Always.

Tomorrow, I was scheduled to be in a campaign that will be held in Pasig.

I was excited of course. I was excited to meet Tricia, ay este VP Leni.

- Time Skip -

(In Pasig Rally)

"Let us welcome our one and only Ms. Y/N L/N!"

"Hello everyone!" I paved my way to the front of the stage.

There's a loud cheer coming from the crowd. I was very overwhelmed.

"Popular model Y/N L/N announced that she will endorse VP Leni on this election"

The moment I heard her name...it brings back memories.

Galit ako sa kanya.

"Trish, I will came back...just trust me in this please?"

"No! You can reach your dreams here naman diba?"

"Trish.."

"Hindi lang yun ang option Y/N! Isipin mo rin naman yung mararamdaman ko!"

"Tricia alam kong hindi lang toh yung option, but it was the most possible option for me! Can't you understand that?"

"Sige, your dreams or me?"

"My dreams Tricia..MY DREAMS"

She slammed the door after that. That was the sound I will always remember.

Even after that, I always question myself...

"Ganon na ba ko hindi kahalaga? Am i not enough?"

Minahal ko naman sya diba? I wanted to scream, gusto kong isigaw lahat ng nararamdaman ko sa kanya.

"Ma, Y/N is endorsing you daw?" Ate Aika suddenly asked Mama.

"Yes, actually I really approved of it. Tsaka balita ko, may bf na rin daw sya"

Nasamid ako sa iniinom ko.

"Sinetch itey, nasamid dahil may bf na raw ex nya" Jillian chuckled.

"Tang-" I was about to say a bad word then Mama looked at me. Favorite nga naman.

"Yeah I get it, nasamid, pero the point is need pa bang magjoke?" I rolled my eyes on Jill.

"Sinetch itey, inunfollow yung ex pero nangs-stalk parin" Ate Aika laughed.

"SHUT UP!!" I stood up from the sofa, devastated.

Padabog akong naglakad papunta sa room ko. Then I opened my Ipad para magpalipas oras.

"Just In : Popular Model Y/N L/N arrived at the airport, a huge crowd was unexpectedly waiting"

"Deserve" I said bitterly. I opened the article and I saw her.

At the video she's wearing a white simple crop top and a beige baggy pants. The crop top was a v-line, which I think is inappropriate.

Sinong nagsabi sa kanya na magsuot nun?

Ay

Wala na nga pala kami.

Pero kailangan nya bang baliwalain lahat ng yun?

She was wearing a half ponytail, her hair was brownish from what I remember. She never changed...

Then I realized one thing..

Her smile...it changed..

It was somewhat..more brighter and more charming...

I guess totoo nga yung sinabi ni Mama na may bf sya?

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I scribbled on my notes. This is what I do whenever I'm stressed or I'm devastated. For some reason, lalo akong nainis. What is this behavior Tricia? Wala na nga kayo, and iniwanan ka nya..bakit mahal mo pa?

"AHHHHHHHH" I screamed because of my 'nonsense' thinking.

"Tricia, anak?"

I jumped. I was startled by Mom.

I immediately turned my Ipad off so she can't see what I'm doing.

"Yeah?" I looked at her curiously.

"Wala lang I'm just going to say goodnight" She smiled.

"Goodnight din Ma, mwemwe" I said. And then she soon left.

- Time Skipped -

(In Pasig Rally)

I never expected na sasama sya samin. Medjo kinakabahan ako.

Di man lang ako nainform, sana na-practice ko pagiging 'cold' ko.

When we got there, I didn't also expected that ganoon karami yung tao. It's a pink sea. I'm so proud..hindi pa tapos ang laban.

Sobrang lakas ng cheers, here and there. All of them were so witty when it comes to placards. Nakakatuwa lang tignan. It felt so nostalgic.

"I'm sure you're proud of us Pa.."

And then I saw her from afar. She was three sits away from me. She was wearing white pants and the pink leni-kiko shirt, it was tuck in to her pants which made it more beautiful. She could really carry anything.

Her hair was tied into a ponytail.

"She was perfect..head to toe..even too perfect for my heart"

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(Yie kinilig, bukas na part two kaya maghintay ka 😋)