After dinner, I felt like a fat cow.

I layed on the couch in Johnny's room, the door was locked. There's no point in escaping anymore, there's a pack of 'wolves' downstairs and I feel so fat I bet I couldn't even run.

Johnny was in the shower, and all I wanted to do was sleep.

Before any second thinking, my eyes began to close. My vision began to blur, a long silent yarn escaped my lips.

*****

~Johnny's P.O.V~

Walking out of the shower, and wrapping my towel across my waist.

"Lucinda..?" I awaited her sweet voice, but nothing answered back.

In fright, I jogged out of the bathroom, almost falling on my ass from my wet feet.

And seeing, my peacefully snoozing mate, in a deep sleep.

I felt a warm smile run across my face, and my chest felt heavy,

Seeing her beautiful face finally resting..

I made my way to the couch quietly so I didn't bother her sleep, I crouched down and balanced on the balls of my feet.

I watched her, and my heart felt like melting.

Since the day I met her, my urges began to grow stronger..

My wolf has been searching all our life to find our missing half, and here she is..

I hope, some time soon she accepts me as hers, and she as mine.

Reaching out my hand, I gently brushed away a stray piece of golden hair away from her sweet face. My fingers grazed her bottom lip, and trailed up her cheek..

And a small smile came across her thick lips to my touch.

I know deep down, that she will recognise me.

But my smile disappeared as I thought of when we complete our bond, and I mark her..Lucinda's life will change forever.

But what I'm Afraid of, is when I explain this to her, she will freak out.. Extremely freak out.

The hardest part is she human, the transformation will be severe..

And very possibly fatal.

I never meant to scare her, but my wolf got the better of me and got distressed and irritable.

And my brother, and other beta, started to tell me she's not worth it that night she saw my normal wolf form.

But I had to..I had to show her.

My heart started to break when she first saw me and didn't realise, the date.. Nothing.

So I had to show Lucinda.. And now, im fighting to keep her.

I will explain this to her tomorrow night, but tomorrow morning, I want to show her my world.

Show her that the world through my eyes is beautiful, free and not full of 'beasts'.

Lucinda started to look uncomfortable, without hesitation I ran over to the bed and rolled down the blankets.

Slowly and softly, I pulled my robe off her, she layed in my singlet and boxers.

I picked her up, caressing her fragile body, and carrying her sleeping body, laying her ever so carefully on my bed.

I rolled the sheet back over on her exposed skin, and she wriggled into a fettle position, gripping the blanket with her hands, keeping warm.

I grabbed a pair of jocks then Turning off the lights, the room was dark but lucky I could see in the dark when I chose to.

I laid next to Lucinda, arms above my head and the soft fabric of the sheets hugged my back.

I stared into the darkness, thinking of what tomorrow will bring.

My wolf was growling and scratching at my skins surface, I wanted to take her, touch her. Make her mine..

Silently, I rolled to my side. Shifting over to Lucinda's back, my chest and stomach moulded into her soft back.

Nervously, I reached my arm around and caressed my mate. Holding her close, the feeling of heat and cold rushed up my skin.

It's as if she was made for me. Her lips were made to kiss mine, her eyes were made to wake up to me looking at her in my bed every morning, and her tongue was made to roll my name off of it.

I am more certain of us than I'm certain that I require oxygen to breathe..