Being one of the stars in the movie Endlessly is bittersweet.

Now that it's coming to an end, I feel like a part of me is going with it.

Today is the last scene that me and Chris are filming together.

I'm not going to spoil the scene but it's the scene at the end that's always cute.

Filming with Chris has been a blast, I met (maybe) the love of my life, there's also amazing people behind the scenes. Ruby is such a cutie, always a bundle of joy, Liam is just... Liam.

I couldn't help but thank Emma, my manager for forcing this role onto me. It's taught me a lot of things. For example, how smart a fan base can be, I still can't comprehend that they figured out me and Chris are the two lead roles. I learned how to take hate from young teen, mean girls, I learned through this process how to love, and Liam has given me amazing tips on how to become a better actress.

Even though there were some tuff nights that we had to film all night, and I had to drink my whole body weight in coffee, it was worth it in the end.

I wouldn't trade it for anything.

I can't wait to see the finished product, I'm so proud of me and Chris.

The only thing that I can hope for is pleasing the die heart fans of Endlessly, I hope we brought Oliver and Sky to life just how they imagined.

I imagine if they aren't pleased with our acting the fans would personally come and find me, and God knows they can... I swear they're better than FBI agents.

I couldn't be more thankful that Liam requested me to be Lola, I've learnt a lot by playing her. She's headstrong... but in a good way, she doesn't judge people by their appearances, she loves everyone but if she doesn't get the same back she'll stop, she knows how to protect her heart. She's smart, strong, loving, and understanding, everything that I strive to be.

So as you can imagine I feel a sense of sadness saying goodbye to her and Oliver.

Chris and I met each other through these characters, so I can not thank Sky enough.

Truly deep down though I know Sky will always be apart of me.

However just because the filming is done doesn't mean my job is done. I can't wait to travel the world with Chris, meeting fans all around the world, and seeing the excitement in their smiles and eyes as their favourite book becomes a movie.

I can't wait to hug every one of my fans and tell them how thankful I am to have them, they are truly a blessing, even though some of them can be a pain...

Supporting me and coming up to me when I'm in public for a picture is more than okay, but stalking me and following me around is unacceptable.

As each day goes on the obsession of me and Chris in a relationship is getting stronger and weirder. One night when I was on the phone with Chris, both of us were scrolling through Instagram, we saw multiple photoshopped pictures of us together. Chris couldn't stop laughing over the phone as he saw a picture on this fan page that had over 3,000 followers, I demanded him to take a screenshot and send it to me.

I swear my eyes bugged out of their eye sockets, it was a photoshopped picture of me pregnant with a big belly, Chris was standing in front of me with his hand on my stomach kissing my forehead.

Between laughs he said and I quote, "You're a sexy as hell, pregnant lady, I might get you pregnant on purpose to look at that every day"

I hung up the phone with him and took a shower.

***

'That's a wrap', said big bright balloon letters above a beautiful cake in the conference room.

The whole cast is gathered here celebrating the finishing of Endlessly. We finished the last scene an hour ago, I was crying in my dressing room for fifteen minutes after Liam called out "And that's a wrap"

Looking around the room and finding people talking and laughing with each other with punch in their hands I wonder if anyone is as upset as me.

I turn my head when I feel someone squeeze my shoulder from behind me, "Hey," I say giving Chris a small smile.

He passes me a glass filled with punch and hits my shoulder lightly against his, "Why the glum look?"

I shrug my shoulder and avoid his gaze.

"Tell me," He presses.

With a sigh, I lean against the wall behind me and cross my ankles against each other, "I guess I'm kind of sad."

"Why's that?"

I look at him and raise an eyebrow, "You're not sad that this is over?"

Chris sends me a small smile, "Of course I am," He clarifies, "But I know this is not the end."

I'm about to speak but Chris's long finger cuts me off as he places it on my lips to stop me from doing so, "Lola were going on a damn tour of the world, meeting all the people who supports us and that made this book come to life in the first place, butterfly... this journey is just getting started. Just because today was the last day of filming, doesn't mean Oliver and Sky are going away." he says excitedly and passionately.

Looking into Chris's brown eyes I wonder how he can be so positive all the time and I'm just... negative.

"You're right," I say while nodding my head and taking a small sip of the juice in my cup.

Chris teases, "What can I say I'm always right."

Scoffing and rolling my eyes at the same time I reply confidently, "Keep lying to yourself butterfly."

Chris growls slowly from where he stands beside me, "I call you butterfly, not the other way around."

He growled, what in the world?

"When did you become a werewolf?" I say between laughs," Is Edward coming in here to eat me?"

"He's a vegetarian," he replies smartly, with a fond smile on his face.

I press my lips together but don't say anything.

He's watched twilight before?

I wonder what girl he watched that with...

I'm not jealous, you are...

Chris interrupts my thoughts with a jab of his elbow to my side, I yelp and frown over at him. "Why does everyone keep doing that to me," I whine rubbing my side.

"Follow me," His deep voice growled.

Confused at his sudden tone of voice, I follow his retreating back out the room towards his dressing room, not before giving Ruby and Liam a quick wave while passing them.

Ruby wiggles her eyebrows at me, and Liam gives me a wink.

I give them the finger.

Closing the door behind me once I reach his dressing room I hit Chris's chest as I try to walk further into the room, "What are we doing here?" I look up at him.

"Did anyone follow you?" he asks and I don't respond due to being confused.

"Whatever I don't care," He says as he slams his lips down onto my own, slamming my body against the door.

I rip my lips apart from his lips and gasp looking up at him shocked, "Why are you doing?" I whisper yell up at him, "What if someone sees us?"

"I don't give two fucks," He says while grabbing the back of my thighs and pulling me up to him and wrapping my legs around his waist.

He grabs my butt and attaches his lips to my neck sucking softly, I grip his curly hair and push his head away, and place a delicate kiss onto his nose.

"I wanted to do this yesterday, but you said no," I say while hopping down from his waist and patting his chest as I walk by.

"You're not gonna get any of this," I say running my hand up and down my body.

He groans and runs his hand through his messy hair, "Butterfly."

Damn the veins in that man's arms...

The ringing of his phone cuts off my thoughts, he groans and flashes me a dirty look.

Chris readjusts his jeans before walking towards where his phone vibrates on the table in the corner of the room.

"It's Tyler," He tells me, answering the call and putting it against his ear, "Hello?"

I forgot about Tyler, he's one of Chris's best friends, he's the other guy I met at Chris's house that one night, I remember him being funny and likeable, we should meet up again.

"What the hell do you mean there's a leaked picture of me and Lola all over the internet?"

My heart freezes.

Chris stresses looking over at me with concern written all over his face.