**If you've skipped the Authors note please go back and read it, it's very important**

Do I want to do this?

I know this is a big opportunity sent from God above for big things to happen in my future, but it's risky.

When my manager Emma called me a week ago and told me about a movie I should audition for I got excited. However, I didn't know that she wanted me to audition for the lead in the movie Endlessly.

Don't get me wrong there's nothing wrong with the movie, it's quite the opposite. I read and loved the book Endlessly, and now it's turning into a movie because of all the hype it's getting.

The fan base however is very overwhelming, they want two perfect people to play the two main lead roles, Sky and Oliver.

Sure I've played in a lot of movies and shows, I started acting when I was seven. My first show was for a kids show that played every morning at nine. Since then my career has taken off. During my free time of the day, I would do homeschooling, for elementary and highschool. When I graduated high school I started focusing mainly on my acting, which led to me getting a main role in a huge T.V show on Netflix.

After the T.V show finished, I got many jobs and auditions for movies and shows. I even model once in a while, when Emma pleads me to take the job.

So yes long story short I am well known in the acting industry for many years now.

I'm only 21 years old, and I have so many opportunities ahead of me, which I give credit to all of my fans.

Because without them I wouldn't be here.

But for some reason this time, I'm not sure if I want to take on the role of Sky.

My reasons are...

The fans expect Sky to be played by the perfect person, (Which I'm not)

It's a huge movie that everyone knows is in the making.

Christian Smith is going to be the male lead, Aka the love interest of Sky.

Christian is a huge heartthrob, even my best friend Mark has a fantasy over him. He's a famous model that works for all the well-known fashion companies, and he's also acted in well-known movies. I've only met him once at an event, he was very charming and lovely. But that's one of the main problems I have with him, I can't fall for him if I take this role. However, he is every girl's dream guy. He hasn't had one girlfriend since his career took off.

I remember watching the talk show he was on last year with Mark on my bed. If you didn't already love Christian it made you love him even more.

Dreamy right?

As you can tell now, he is a sweetheart but he's gorgeous too. Six-foot tall model, dark brown short wavy hair that I would love to run my fingers through. Strong and sharp jaw line and cheeks that have two adorable dimples.

And the bonus eight pack...Yup, not six, eight.

He's 23 years old and has my heart, but I would never admit that to anyone.

So would I take the risk and fall harder for Christian than I already am? Or do I decline this huge opportunity that could build up my acting career?

I couldn't decide on my own so I took the Magic 8 ball that was in a drawer next to my bed and asked, "Should I take on the role of Sky in the movie Endlessly?"

I shook the ball and bit nervously on my right thumbnail.

But even before the answer came up, I knew what I wanted. I knew what I hoped would come up before it did.

Life is funny like that, two minutes ago I had no idea what I wanted to do until a silly ball would pick the choice for me.

So that's why I picked up my phone quickly and called Emma.

"Hey Lola, please tell me you made up your mind?" She pleaded over the line.

With a huge smile on my face, I replied, "Tell them I'll play the role."

Laughing while hearing Emma rant how excited she was over the phone, I picked up the Magic 8 ball to see what answer it gave me,

"It is decidedly so."

How was it?

Like I said before this is my first book, so it won't be perfect!

I would love it if you pointed out my mistakes nicely, if you're rude and you hate on me guess what? You're gonna be blocked :)

Will you guys continue reading my book? Do you like it so far?

Do you like long or short chapters?

Thank you for the support, my dream is to get published one day. I'm hoping you guys will help me achive it by reading my book, and showing me love and support.

I have to be honest I'm anxious about posting this, this book is my baby, I love it, I want it to do well.

So if any of you have the advice of ways I can grow my book, pls message me.

DON'T copy my book, I came up with the whole plot and characters myself. And if you do like my book and it inspires you to write a book yourself, good for you! JUST COME UP WITH YOUR OWN STORY, NOT MY PLOT!!!!! I've worked so hard on this story, I'm gonna find you, and I'm going to make sure you don't get away with it. Use you're brain!

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