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"Want what?" I asked and he walked over to me. He was coming too close to me, my breathing started to increase. What was he about to do. He walked behind me then pressed his body towards mines. I could feel his body heat through this shirt. I immediately began to blush when I felt something poking me. I was about to move away when he wrapped his arms around my waist then buried his head into me neck.

"Relax" he whispered into my ear, his breath tickling my ear.

Serena move!!!

'He's a kidnapper' I kept on reminding myself.

Don't let him win, be strong and be yourself, get angry at him like you did earlier

My heart was beating faster and I'm pretty sure he could hear it. He placed his hands under my shirt and his fingers slowly began trailing up my skin. He kissed my neck and a moan accidentally slipped my lips. Oh god I never meant to moan but I can't help myself.

So push him away then

I never felt this way since the last 2 years, before Jace became abusive. I've never enjoyed when someone touched me because all I felt was disgust. Jace made me hate sex but Nikolai what was he doing to me? I shouldn't be enjoying this, I should hate what he's doing to me but I can't, this was different, warm, butterflies.

Nikolai began sucking on my sensitive flesh and my lips parted. As much as how I enjoyed him doing that I can't let him do whatever he wants with me. I don't care about the stupid contract. I wasn't going to give into his sexual desires.

So... Tell him to stop

"Nik- stop" I tried to say but it came out as a moan. Fuck, I hate myself for that. Now I feel like I'm turning him on more. He hands reached all the way up to my breast and he cupped them. Giving them a squeeze, oh my god.

Control yourself woman, do something before it gets out of hand.

He began nibbling on my ear and I couldn't help myself I had to moan. "Aughhh" I wish, I could slap myself right now for that. With one hand still on my breast he trailed his other hand down into my sweatpants.

"Hmmm" he hummed in my ear as he fingers found their way inside my pantie. I knew he could feel how wet I was, he began circling my clt and I squeezed my legs shut. My head fell back on his shoulder when he slips two fingers in.

"Tu sei mio e questo appartiene a me" he mused, I didn't understand what he was saying but fuck it made me even wetter.

(You are mine and this belongs to me)

I give up!

"Fuck bellissima you're wet," he said as he thrust his fingers inside my heat. I held on to his hand trying to make him stop but he wouldn't, he started moving his hands even faster and I couldn't control myself anymore. I was about to come and he curled his fingers up and I came trembling. Removing his hand from my sweatpants he brought them to lips. He licked his fingers making a whimper escape my lips. He walked into the bathroom then came out a few seconds later. What just happened?

You let him win, that just happened. SeX CoNtRaCt, he's gonna do it again, trust me.

A knock sounded on the door snapping me out of my thoughts. "Nicoli" I heard Isabella called, he walked over to the door and opened it revealing little Isabella with her blanket and her thumb in her mouth. She had on her colorful pajama with unicorns on it and it was cute.

"Did you climbed out of your crib again?" Nikolai asked and she smiled sheepishly at him. Holding her hand outstretched, Nikolai picked her up. "Come on let's put you to sleep" he said as he walked outside the room.

"No, I wanna stay with you and her" she whined as she pointed at me, I turned towards her then smiled. Nikolai nodded then laid Bella down on the bed. She waved her hand for me to come over and lay with her. I swear I was about to flip out at Nikolai but I couldn't because his little sister came in.

Bella wrapped her tiny arms around my neck and Nikolai came and laid down beside us. He looked up at me and I glared at him then wrap my arms around Isabella's tiny body. Once again my life is over and is owned by someone else. Just maybe, my life will be a bit better than the way it was with Jace or maybe not I thought as darkness consumed me.

I felt a small hand on my face and my eyes fluttered open to see Bella and Nikolai both asleep. I slowly got up then walked over to the door. I sighed in relief when it opened and I tiptoed outside, walking down the stairs I walked up to the front door. I'm glad I knew my way around now, I could escape.

Finally, go somewhere far away from here. Whenever he wants to have sex with you, he will because your body no longer belongs to you, it's his! Now leave.

The night shift bodyguards were standing by. I didn't care about them I was just going to walk past them not having a care in the world and that's what I did. They were calling me and I started running

"Don't let her get away remember what happened last time" one of them said and I was confused. They started walking behind me and I wasn't going to let them catch up to me.

"Finally I'm free from that monster," I said to myself as I finally reached the streets. It's was cold outside and I only had on my clothes and slippers. I looked around and it was really dark, I had to find somewhere to hide because I can't let those guards find me not after reaching this far. I saw a few men sitting around a table while smoking and drinking. I tried not to look noticeable but one of them saw me then stood up.

"What's a sweet thing like you doing out here" the one that stood up said, drawing the others attention to me. "You know places around here are dangerous especially at night, come here we can protect you" he said and they started laughing. I continued walking with my head down "were you coming from that mansion?" He asked but I ignored his questions. "You know Nikolai owes us some money I bet you could make up for it" he said and my eyes widen.

"No" I said then started running, he grabbed my hand then pulled me towards him. "Fuck off!" I screamed then kicked him where it hurt the most. He fell to the ground in pain and his other men came after me. One of them grabbed me then pushed me up against the wall.

"Hold her!" the one that I kicked shouted as he stood up. My heart started beating faster. I was scared now, I shouldn't have left. He yanked me towards his body then trailed his hands up my body. There was no way I could move because there were three of them. Two holding my hands and one infront of me.

"Leave me alone you creep!" I shouted as I tried pulling away from their strong holds.

"Dont worry, when Nikolai sees what I've done to you he'll regret taking my money, finally I can get my revenge" he said and I started crying. I squeezed my eyes shut not wanting to see what was happening. I could hear his zipper being pulled. I screamed out and he slapped me in the cheek.

You shouldn't have left.

"Shut the fuck up or I swear I will shoot you" he said then slapped me. His friends started laughing and I cried even louder, he was about to pull my sweatpants down when he was yanked away from my body. I heard three gunshots being fired and I bit down on my lip. I kept my eyes shut, scared of opening them. I felt cold hands being placed on my cheek and I turned my head.

"Open your eyes" I heard him whisper and I shook my head. "It's okay open your eyes Serena" Nikolai whispered again.

"I'm sorry, please don't hurt me" I whispered while shaking my head. He wiped my tears and I heard him sigh.

Weak

"Open your eyes" he said and I did Just that, looking down I saw the men's bodies on the floor but the one that I kicked was still moving. His men had bullets to the head and he had one in his chest.

"You fucking bastard" the guy shouted as blood flew out of his mouth.

"Look at him" Nikolai said and I placed my hand over my mouth. I shook my head and Nikolai's jaw clenched and unclenched. "Look at him!" He almost shouted and I looked at him. Nikolai took out his gun then fired six shots all over his and the last one in his head. I jumped at each shot, I cried and he pulled me towards his chest. Placing his hands under my legs he lift me off the floor carrying me bridal style.

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