Something happened in the past that I'm still dealing with

Actually I've been dealing with it ever since

It happened but I act like I dont remember it

But now my mind decided to let it in

Crept into my dreams like hello where you been

I'm gonna make sure that you never sleep again

Talking about it might be the best medicine

But it's also something that I ain't ever really did

And I am trying to let you in

So you can understand what I'm dealing with

But it's not easy so let's go step by step

And I'll let you in as close as you wanna get