I'm a grenade about to explode,

From the things inside that nobody knows.

You cannot control what's inside of me,

The anger that is begging to be let free.

Everything that is tearing up my fucking mind,

Killing me slowly from the inside.

All the problems are so overwhelming,

All the unspoken things of the things I'm not telling.

And the past just never seems to go away,

Sometimes that shit will just hit you hard one day.

Sometimes I feel like a dead man walking,

Barely alive I might as well be crawling.

I fake a smile that's supposed to be a scream,

I say I'm tired but no one understands what the fuck I mean.

I am not okay I am not alright,

If it wasn't for her by now I would have lost this fight.

I just wanna scream and bleed, hit and cry and die,

It feels like I'm going out my fucking mind.