I push you away

Cause inside is a storm

And I just want

To protect you from the harm

I'm a storm

Nothing good about me

All the terror inside

That I'll never let you see

I want to let you in

I want to open up to you

To tell you

All the hidden truths

But I'm scared

To open up that door

There are secrets inside

I've never spoke of before

My demons inside

Have been mine alone to fight

The battles I face

As I cry alone at night

I'm absolutely terrified

To let you in all the way

Cause if you leave me alone

I'll put a bullet through my brain

I've been hurt to much

I'm hanging on by a thread

I'm clinging to you

To keep from going off the edge

I don't wanna trouble

And dump my problems on you

You don't deserve to deal with

The things I go through

Do I let you in

or not

I'm scared you'll leave me alone

Once I've opened up my thoughts