My wrists are itching

Time is ticking

I'm fucking crying

I'm fucking dying

Tears are flowing

Body is numbing

Dark is all I see

I thought you cared about me

My rage is alive

Not like my mind

I want to die

Someone end my life

Put a blade on wrist

Deep in my skin

Scream I hate you

Scream I love you

I feel numb

Where did the knife come from

I want to cry

But also just lock everything inside

I don't eat

I don't sleep

Lay awake at night

Try not to think

Putting up walls

around my heart

Block out feelings

Feel nothing at all

My rhyming is shitty

Ain't that a pity

I just open my mouth

And this is what comes out

I'm so sad

Someone hold me

Arms wrapped tightly

maybe then I'll be happy