As I woke up from my deep slumber....

My head felt like it was being opened..

What even happen last night?

I look to the side only to see a.. Nobleman??!!!

"What did I do?!"

Panick soon took over me...

"I must leave immediately!!"

I stood up but only, fell to the ground...

Oh my.... My Legs feel like it's not working..

I leaned my hand on the table and started to get ready..

I really did something wrong.. I slept with a Nobleman!!!

I'm just a slave how could I?!

"Where did you go Y/n?"

I look up only to see Viscount Lotteshu looking down at me...

"Just because we favor of you.. That doesn't mean you could just leave the house without our permission"

He said..

"Im so sorry, My Lord.."

While I was busy apologizing I saw Rashta on the other side laughing at me.. While gently rocking the baby on her arm's

Sister.. Why did you leave me last night?

You must have a reason right sister?

"Y/n from now on you cannot leave this estate with out a companion with you.."

He said..

"Yes, My Lord"

"Y/n!!"

I was woken up by the sudden shake..

I rubbed my eyes gently, trying to get a clearer view to see who it was..

And I saw my sister, Rashta...

Why does she look so happy...

"What is it sister?"

I asked..

"Y/n, Rashta want's to leave this place!!"

I was stunned by the unexpected words my sister have said..

"Why sister?"

Why does sister want's to leave..

But she only slapped me..

"Y/n, Youre so selfish!! Rashta wants to leave yet. You want to stop Rashta!!"

How could sister think like that?

"I-i Will help you sister!!"

Her gaze soon turned into a soft one..

"Rashta appreciate's your help Y/n"

She said in a very soft voice..

We got ready, And pack our stuffs...

I also brought my sister's baby along with us..

''What do you think, you are doing Y/n"

I look at my sister with a confused face..

"Leave that baby.. It will only Ruin Rashta's plan"

But..It's her child.. How could she!!

"Leave it.."

She said before she walk off..

I left the baby too.. And went with her....

Everything was doing fine until, We heard knights yelling..

We quickly picked up our pace and ran faster..

"Sister.... Should we go back?"

I said..

"No..If you want to go back Then go..Rashta doesn't care.."

She said then ran faster...

It was hard for me to run... My view got fuzzier and fuzzier..

And I was panting...

I then got tripped over by a twig..

I fell and I was sure that I twisted my ankle...

My sister was just getting farther and farther away from...

Why isn't she stopping to help me?

"Sister!!!"

I yelled and I was so sure that she heard it but didn't even bother looking at me..

"Sister!! Help me!!"

I yelled again expecting for her to come back, but she was gone..

I cannot see her anylonger...

As I hear the knights getting nearer at me.. I hid behind a tree trunk..

All through the night I beg that noone would find me...

Still I didn't believe the fact that my sister left me.. And went on her own..

My ankle really hurts.. I can't even move it..

I tried to get up but only failed..

I covered my mouth preventing myself from screaming in pain...

I saw a long stick then used it as a crutch.. To help me walk..

I walk everywhere until I was in a town...

The lights were really beautiful, and there are different type's of food..

I want to try one!!

But I only have, A small amount of money...

I went to a food stand and find the must cheapest food that I can..

As I took a bite of my food, A certain person suddenly bumped onto me..

I look up only to see a Blonde young man staring at me..

He looks really scary..

Just staring at him will really give me indigestion..

I then walk off.. And continued to eat the food..

But it's not good.. I feel like im going to vomit...

I stood up but then my vision got blurry and lost my balance making me fall..

But someone catched me..

The sound's of people talking at each other woke me up...

I opened my eyes only to see that I was in a very big luxurrios room...

I tried to get up but the pounding in my head never stopped..

''You should stop moving..''

A deep husky voice said..

I turned to see who it was...

And saw the handsome man. That I met in the town earlier..

"T-thank you.. But I must Leave now"

I said.. As I try to get up a gentle grip around my shoulder..

Pushed me back..

"Umm?"

I tilt my head..

"Stay.. The Doctor said she wanted to tell you something.."

I nod and remained on my place...

"My Lord"

The voice of a female person said while knocking on the door..

"Come in"

The man replied....

"Congratulations to you, My Lady.."

The doctor said with a sincere smile on her face..

She is calling me 'My Lady'.. But I'm just a slave..

the thought made me smile..

"I do not quite understand.. What do you mean?"

"It means the Lady is Pregnant My Lord"

I....Im Pregnant....

But how?

Who was the person.. I did it with?

This is very bad, what should I do?

"You can leave now doctor.."

with that the doctor left the both of us in the room..

"Congratulations to you!"

I can't even utter a sentence.. It's all my fault..

I shouldn't have left the estate that night!!

I didn't even realize that I was now crying..

"You must be happy.."

he then wipe the tears that were streaming down my face..

"I'm Kosair Trovi"

He said with a big smile on his face...

"Yes I am.."

I should be happy.. A child is a blessing..

"My name is Y/n"

I replied...

"Anyways, You should really be careful.. And avoid crowded places.."

he said...

"Thank you.."

I said while smiling..

"Should I order to someone, to bring you home?"

I got up.. And fix myself..

"Its fine, You already did enough"

I said, while bowing..

"Are you sure?"

He asked..

"Hmm, I'm fine!!"

With that he walk me out of his estate..

"Y/n"

he called out..

I then turned my head to look at him..

"Take care.. Also youre husband must be lucky to have such a beautiful wife"

He said while rubbing the back of his head..

"Thank you!"

I said before leaving..

I dont have money..

I should find a job...

Hmm.. This looks interesting..

I finally got the job and now I can finally buy something to eat..

I want to buy an apple..

"Thank you!!"

I said before paying the vendor..

4 apples good for 4 days!!

As months past.. I never saw my sister..

My belly is really growing so fast...

I can now finally afford a small home..

I got up and dressed getting ready for my night shift..

Everything was really normal, until I saw..Kosair??

Should I get his order..

Oh it looks like someone is already doing it..

Well, whatever...

I then grabbed the other orders and ready to serve the other table but then a hand grabbed my arm..

I look to see who it was and it was Kosair..

"What are you doing here Y/n?"

He asked..

why is he asking he should know since im already in my uniform.

"Oh Hello Kosair..As you can see I am working here"

I said with a smile plastered on my face...

"What??!!"

he then grabbed what im holding and pulled me out of the tavern..

"Kosair im still not done with my work.."

I said..

"You shouldnt be working!!"

He yelled which made me startle..

"Sorry.. But where is your husband shouldn't he be the one who works?"

he asked...

"I Don't have a husband''

I said.. while looking down

"You don't?!"

He yelled while smiling..

Ehh?? Why is he smiling so creepily..

"Come with me i'll take care of you until you..Give birth.."

I cannot decline it..

Kosair is so kind..

As the time goes by..Kosair did keep his words..

He even confessed to me that he loves me..

I try my best to be helpful for him too, By cleaning his room..

But he just scolded me.. Saying that I should rest first...

We even knew who the child's father was..

It was all better until..

"Where are you going Kosair?"

I asked, Seeing that he was getting ready to go somewhere..

"To Navier.."

"I wish I could meet her oneday!!"

I said happily..

"You will..But not right now.. There's these rumor's that the emperor took in a slave..And it seems like he likes her.."

He said with a furious expression on his face..

"What was the slave's name?"

I asked..

"I heard that it was kind of Rashta?"

Did I just hear it right?

"Rashta!!??"

I yelled which made him looked at me confused..

"Why is it?"

"Rashta... Is my.. Sister!!!"

I yelled which shocked him..

"I'm really sorry my sister is doing this.. Maybe I should go with you!! I might convince her to stop doing this!!"

He thought about it for a while but he declined my offer..

I really want to see Rashta..

"No stay here.. You might be get hurt.."

He said while patting my head...

"Take care Kosair.."

I said giving him a soft peck on the lips..

"You too, I'll be back soon.."

In the middle of the night I woke up because I felt thirsty..

But when I got up.. It felt like I just peed...

No..My water Broke..

I yelled for help and a maid soon guide me back to bed and called for a doctor...

I delivered a very healthy daughter..

But soon I felt my visions got blurry.. And it felt like I was out of breath..

The doctors soon noticed this and saw a lot of blood leaking out of me...

Am I dying.. Can't I atleast hold my baby...

I should probably go home now it's been a few hours since I'm here...

It was now midnight and I'm sure Y/n is already asleep.. I Guess ill just tell the surprise tomorrow then

As I entered the estate..

The atmosphere was gloomy..

And servant's were entering and leaving my room..

"What's happening?"

I asked..

"My Lord.. The lady is giving birth right now.. And we might loose her.."

The servant said before entering the room again..

I peaked inside only to see Y/n lower part filled with a pool of blood, and the baby was crying...

I rushed inside.. Holding her hand but it was cold..

No..

No!!

This can't be happening..

"We are so sorry you're Grace but the Lady has passed.."

One by one the Servants leave the room..

The cry's of the newborn child and the weeping of a man filled the whole room..

It looks like you're just sleeping Y/n...

I grabbed her hand and put in a ring on it..

"I was supposed to asked you to marry me.."

I look once again at the lifeless body of my Lover..

"How Will I live without you now...My love?"