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Benjamin..

Why don't you love me?

Please just look at me atleast once!

Please..

Do I have to get myself killed so that you will love me?

"My Lady!!"

I felt someone grabbed my wrist..

I stared at the person for a while and it was Lucy..

"Please stop cutting you're wrist My Lady!!"

She's here to scold me again..

"Stop telling me what to do Lucy"

I said snatching back my wrist..

"My Lady, You will really die if you continue to do so!!"

"That's the point"

I said then walked towards the bed..

"Why are you even doing this My Lady!!"

She said.. Making me stop and glare at her..

"Lucy If you don't leave I will really drag you out of here"

She then quickly went out..

Finally it's quite..

"Will you finally look at me Benjamin?"

I said staring at the cuts that I made on my wrist..

I sighed then laid my self on the bed..

As I was about to doze off, Someone suddenly barge in my room..

"Y/N!!"

A voice that I have been longing to hear..

Benjamin, you finally notice me..

"What the heck have you been doing to yourself recently!!??"

His yells were such blessings to my ears..

He quickly grabbed my wrist and examine it..

Today is really a great day..

His touch is very comfortable..

I couldn't even focus on reality, that I didn't even realize..

He already left the room..

Where is Benjamin?

Isn't he the one who is supposed to tend my wound's...

"Seriously, My life couldn't really get any better.."

Due to the lost of blood, I fainted..

"Y/n I love you so much!!"

"I love you too Benjamin"

What an Impossible dream..

I sighed, and look at my wrist again..

It looks fine now..

Maybe I should take a walk..

This disgusting freak...

Hey, get out of here!!

Get away you germ!!

My life was really depressing until I met you Benjamin..

You saved me..

And made me your wife..

And now all I want is for you to Spare some of your time for me..

But everytime I asked you to, you always just push me away..

Must I even try harder?

My thoughts were stopped when I felt myself bumped onto someone..

I look up to see Benjamin..

"Hello My Lord!"

He just left me and didn't even say anything..

Oh, Benjamin..

I then sighed and continued to walk again..

The crime's have just gone up these past few days...

Well what can you expect, you are in a duchy filled with criminal's..

The guard's also warned me to stay indoors..

As I was sleeping I felt a cloth wrapped on my mouth..

I fought back to the person..

And I screamed for help...

Please someone help me!!

I've been fighting back with this kidnapper for a while now..

And my strength, Is getting worse..

Any minute by now, I could just faint..

Why isn't anyone coming...

Just as I was about to faint the door opened..

And I saw Benjamin looking at me..

I reached my hands out for him..

But it seems he has no interest in helping me..

Until I have fainted he never even helped me up to the end...

2 year's later

Today I will be attending a ball..

Ever since that day I was kidnapped..

I was forced to Marry an old man..

And when he died I became the Duchess Of his Manor..

How lucky of me..

As I entered the ball room, all gazes was set upon me..

I can't help being beautiful..

I went to the side and from there I saw a very familiar face..

The longer I stare at him, the more memories I remember...

Oh..Benjamin?

He then look back at me too..

His face soon turned into a scared one..

I just smirked at him and wave..

This very loud voices of people is hurting my ears... All I could hear is them bad mouthing me..

I step out of the crowd and went to the balcony...

It's so relaxing out here..

The peace was soon disturbed by a certain someone entering the balcony too..

I turned my head to see a black haired man with purple eyes..

He looked at me as if he just seen a ghost...

"Hi Benjamin"

He rushed to me and hugged me tightly..

I just chuckled at him..

And pushed him off of me..

"Y/n..Im so sorry please forgive me.. I regret everything that I did in the past!!"

He said while continuously bowing...

"Oh..Then beg me"

I said, while smirking...

"I'm really sorry Y/n I now realize that I really love you!"

I did a fake yawn and glared at him..

"Beg"

I said..

He then quickly got on his knees... And continuously Beg for forgiveness....

I was really foolish for loving you before Benjamin...

And That won't ever happen again..

I look down at him while having a huge grin on my face..

Oh how the tables have turned Benjamin Lemberk....