The last night.

The last night I'd spend in this bed. The last night in a good while I'd fall asleep with Hyunjin.

Waking up tomorrow would be the last

morning here. The last morning I'd wake up to that shitty church music, and creaks in the bed. It was so weird.

I came to think about it, the next time I'll wake up next to Hyunjin would most likely be in my own, or his house. I wonder how it'll feel. Maybe my parents will cook up some extra breakfast for him, or maybe I'll get to try a typical breakfast in his house. Who knows.

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"Alright, I'll see you guys tomorrow. Have a nice night" Kai said, doing an easy handshake with us both.

"Good Night, See you" i said

"Night" Hyunjin added before we went our separate ways with Kai.

The corridor was so quiet. Pretty much everyone had gone to sleep already. Most likely due to having to wake up so early tomorrow. I hadn't packed my bags or anything, so I'd definitely need some time as well.

The sounds of me and Hyunjin's steps all of a sudden seemed really loud.

"Last night" i said, breaking the silence

"Yeah" he chuckled lightly

"It's so weird" I said

"I know right" he agreed

"What do you wanna do?" I asked

"I'm not sure yet. Anything in mind?" He asked

I actually had something in mind. Multiple things. One thing I thought about yesterday was going to that place in the forest, where we stargazed together. It would've been a nice last thing to do here, but it was late, and the walk there was long. Therefore I decided not to suggest it. It wasn't like a super pretty place or anything.

Of course we could do something like, having sex. But I decided not to suggest that either. It was too straight forward. In fact, we were still walking in the corridor past multiple doors. People could hear me.

"Not really" I replied

"Guess we'll go with the flow" he concluded

He opened the door to our room, and let me in first. He'd been doing that a lot lately. A little thing, but it was cute.

I took my shoes off, and went into the bathroom. I wanted to get ready for bed before anything else, so that I wouldn't have to worry about doing that later. Hyunjin didn't question me. He came in as well, and started brushing his teeth.

"That hoodie suits you" I mumbled, with my mouth full of toothpaste

"Thanks" he responded, also brushing his teeth.

We made eye contact in the mirror all the time. Sometimes for an awkwardly long time. We'd end up laughing, and trying to look away from eachother. Our reflections would always end up making eye contact either way.

I spat out the toothpaste and rinsed my mouth with water. Hyunjin followed right after. I started removing my makeup, while Hyunjin switched to his pyjamas. -well, more accurately, a boxer and nothing else. If he was feeling extra crazy, he'd wear his pyjama pants as well.

I couldn't keep my eyes off his body standing in the mirror on full display. I mean, who could? He was perfect. The type of body you'd see in a modeling magazine.

I smiled a little, trying to remove the leftover concealer on my face.

"What is is?" He smiled, definitely aware of what it was.

I shook my head and laughed

"Nothing"

He lifted a brow, and looked at me through the mirror.

"I'm hot right?" he said confidently, gesturing his hands to show off his body.

I sighed sarcastically, and went back to removing the last bit of makeup before rinsing my face off with water.

"You done with your face stuff now?" He asked

"Soon" I replied, opening my tube of moisturizer. I applied a generous amount onto my face before putting on some lip balm.

"Now I'm done" I said

"Good" he responded

He took a step closer and stood behind me, pulling my body into a back hug. Feeling his bare arms around me, and his chest touching my back sent butterflies throughout my whole body.

He leaned his head down, and placed a kiss on the side of my neck.

"Promise to message me right away tomorrow okay?" He mumbled into my hair

"Hmmm" I pondered, pretending to think about it.

"But what if I need to attend someone's funeral? Or what if the car crashes?" I asked jokingly

"Oh don't even start there" he said

Somehow the bed felt even more comfortable and soft tonight. His right arm was like a magical pillow.

We didn't end up fucking, but the night was great either way. We were both tired, but managed to get pretty heated. We made out for a good while. His hands slipped all over my body, feeling me down like I was some sort of fluffy carpet at an ikea store. I loved when he did that. I felt so worthy, and confident. Almost like a trophy.

He actually told me he loved me for the first time. It was in the middle of the kiss. I didn't think much of it when it happened, but later on it got to me. I couldn't help but just smile to myself.

"At least I'll see you on Friday" he said

We were talking about how sad it'd be being away from eachother these days. Not that we wouldn't be able to call, and text eachother.

"I hope you're ready to receive messages from me every single minute" I said

"Only if you're ready for the same" he replied

He kissed the crown of my head.

I was so in love with him, I almost felt sick. Like I was about to throw up my own heart. If I did, I'd give it to him. Not that he didn't own it already tho.

The rest of the night went on reviewing the different moments and things that had happened during the camp period. One I remembered really well was when he sniffed me at the party and told me I smelled good. Im pretty sure my brain stopped working in that moment.

He laughed about it, and told me he didn't think much when he did it. It kinda hurt, knowing we didn't share feelings for eachother at that time, but at least we do now. That's the most important.

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"We better get some good sleep" he said, after talking for a while.

"Yeah" I muttered

"Good Night baby" he said, making me feel crazy

"Good Night, i love you" i replied, trying to make up for what he said during the kiss

"I love you too" he whispered

He kept stroking my hand with his thumb until I fell asleep, head empty. Only him.