《12am || Hyunlix》Role model
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The first thing Lix said when i finally woke up was; "we're boyfriends" in a cute, happy voice.
It felt surreal.
I was always a little grumpy the first minute after waking up, but not this time. Not after waking up to that sentence, and that face.
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While me and Lix started getting ready for the day, i remembered the convo we had last night. You know, it still kinda hurt. Why did he say he didn't know if we could keep in contact? Sure, he said he didn't mean it like that, but it wasn't a hard question,, right?
I imagined staying at Kai's house, eating pizza with my boyfriend. That sounded beyond amazing.
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"Good Morning" Kai said
He was always at the table before us. He even had the time to fill up his plate before me and Lix came. It's not that we were late. Kai was just early.
"Good Morning" Me and Lix replied
Not even a minute into breakfast, Lix told Kai that me and him were officially boyfriends. He seemed all excited and happy to tell him, but Kai wasn't even a tad bit surprised.
"Haven't you guys been boyfriends for like two weeks now?" He asked
"Well, not officially" Lix replied
"Alright"
Seungmin's POV
"Good Morning" Jeongin groaned
My heart fluttered
This is the 17th time he's said good morning to me. Something must be going on between us.
Yesterday, I managed to get his number. Everyone in our group gave our numbers to eachother so we could keep in contact after the camp. I wrote his down on a seperate note. Kept in in my pocket ever since. I even drew a heart around the number.
I woke up extra early today so that I'd be all washed up and ready when Jeongin woke up. I didn't want to bother him by using the bathroom at the same time as him.
I styled my hair, and applied a little brow, and lip tint. Hopefully he'd find me good-looking
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I sat down at my bed, and watched over him from there. He was still asleep. I checked the clock. The alarm should ring in about two minutes. I'd have to get ready.
I straightened my posture a little, and fixed my hair.
"Good Morning" I said, about 5 seconds after the alarm had woke him up.
"Good Morning" he groaned back
I kept thinking about what Hyunjin told me at the party.
"He was just being cute and flirty" -referring to how Felix got Hyunjin to fall in love with him.
I had to be cute and flirty to get Jeongin. How about a wink? Maybe on our way to the cafeteria? Sounds like a good idea.
I sat in my bed and waited for him to get ready. I couldn't believe we had been sleeping in the same room for almost a month. That's what couples do.
I could smell his cologne from here. I loved the smell of it. I've smelled it before. It's the one you got for free if you bought over 5 apples. The store couldn't get rid of the cologne any other way. He must really love apples then.
My mom makes great apple pie. Maybe I could invite him over to try it some day.
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"Let's go" he said after getting done
I nodded in the cutest way possible, and followed him out the door. He didn't say anything to me when we walked through the corridor. It was my time to shine. I was gonna flirt with him big time.
I didn't think of a good way to catch his attention, but we were so close to the cafeteria that I just had to do something.
"Hey" I called him, trying to sound seductive and attractive
"Hm?" He responded
He was looking at me. This was my moment of glory.
I gave him a little wink with my right eye. Sadly I wasn't able to close it completely without my left eye twitching.
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He looked at me concerned
"Are you ok?" He asked
"Yeah, I'm doing incredibly fine!" I replied, adding a little laugh at the end
He lifted one of his brows
"Are you sure?" He asked again
I nodded in a cool way.
I think it worked.. He asked me if I was ok right after the wink. He definitely cares about me.
I smiled to myself. I had to go thank Hyunjin for the tips later. I'm sure he'd be happy to hear my progress.
Sadly, there were only two days left of the camp, so I'd have to continue flirting with Jeongin after the camp was over. Unless i managed to get him in love with me during these days. That sounds a bit optimistic tho.
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When I went to get myself something to eat, I tried thinking of different ways to seem cute. What would a cute person eat for breakfast? Probably something sweet, but healthy.
I looked over at Felix's plate. He had gotten some yoghurt and granola. That's perfect. The yoghurt was pink. Pink is a cute color. I'm sure Jeongin likes pink.
I filled a little bowl up with yoghurt, and sprinkled some granola over it. I got a mandarin on the side as well.
I sat next to Jeongin. He had scrambled eggs and bacon on his plate. He always ate that for breakfast. -Including an apple. But he always went and got the apple after he was done eating.
"I took the biggest shit this morning» Beomhan said casually
"I can confirm. It smelled like death" Changbin said
I laughed
"Your mom smells like death" Beomhan joked
The conversation went on, dissing each other's moms and discussing Beomhan's shit.
I decided I should start a convo with Jeongin, since we both weren't talking.
Just as I was about to ask him a question, I got interrupted by Changbin.
"Why are you eating yoghurt?" He asked me
"Why do you care?" I replied
"Aren't you lactose intolerant?"
Oh shit. I was.
"Uhm, no?" I lied
I didn't want to embarrass myself in front of Jeongin.
"But you told us you were" he said confused
"I'm not the only one taking a huge shit today" Beomhan cackled
I laughed awkwardly.
"I'm not lactose intolerant. You must me mixing me up with someone" i explained
He gave me an unsure look, but abandoned the argument.
"So, what's your favorite food?" I asked Jeongin, breaking the silence between us.
"Burgers" he responded
"Mine too!" I lied
"Didn't you say you liked pizza better?" He asked
"No, I've never said that" I lied again
"Alright" he mumbled before he went back to eating.
I looked over at Hyunjin's table. Him and Felix looked so happy together. They laughed together, and Hyunjin even poked his cheek a couple times.
I managed to make eye contact with Hyunjin. I gave him a smile. I wanted him to know we were cool. He smiled back, somehow. At least it could be seen as a smile.
I wonder if he's told Felix and the other guy about me having a thing for Jeongin. I'd be ok with it, as both of them seem pretty nice.
I had to get Hyunjin and Felix's number as well, so that we could stay friends. I could message them about how me and Jeongin's relationship was going. Maybe I'd invite them over for some apple pie too.
My parents were really lgbtq friendly. We even had tiny pride flags on our Christmas tree last Christmas. My aunt was a lesbian, and they've always supported her.
Im sure they'd support me and Jeongin's relationship. -when that happens
Sadly, Jeongin was acting all homophobic. Everyone was. I've even talked shit about Felix just to fit in. But people can always change. Just like how Hyunjin changed for Felix. That was going to happen with me and Jeongin, no matter what.
Felix was my role model at this point.
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