"So.." I said

All eyes were on me. Felix had placed part of his hand on my thigh, probably trying to comfort me.

I had no idea why I was doing this. I felt like such an idiot. What had I gotten myself into? This could easily ruin my life.

I cleared my throat, getting ready to speak again, when I was interrupted all of a sudden.

"A SPIDEERR" Changbin screamed as he jumped up, shaking like a worm.

He was running laps around a tree, trying to shake the poor spider off. We all looked at him blankly disappointed for a second until we bursted into laughter.

"STOP LAUGHING" Changbin yelled, only making us crack up even more.

The mood was visibly lifted within the whole group. -except for Changbin's , he was shit-scared. I looked over at Lix, who was also laughing at him. The whole sight made me happy. Seeing the group like this again.

I stood up, trying to stop Changbin from moving around so that I could remove the spider.

"I'll get it" I giggled

He stopped, but he wasn't even close to standing still. I looked around for the spider, and found it hiding in his hoodie. I carefully picked it up with my hand, letting it crawl over my finger.

"Thank you" Changbin said all out of breath

"This one is big" I said immersed

I studied the spider a bit before letting it go.

"No way I'm sitting down there again" Changbin said, pointing to where he sat.

"You're a pussy" Seungmin laughed

I sat down next to Lix again, smiling at him. He didn't look uncomfortable anymore. He smiled back at me normally.

I looked at Jeongin. He didn't look as happy as the rest. He was probably sulking over the fact the mood was better. I was supposed to feel humiliated and scared, and he didn't like the view of me laughing in this situation.

"Let's get back to the point shall we?" He said out loud.

The giggling stopped, and we were quickly back to the serious silence. I knew I would struggle with my words. I wasn't ready to do this.

"The first to guess what I'm about to tell you gets 10$" I said jokingly

Felix looked at me suprised.

"You stole something?" Changbin guessed

He was still standing, not wanting to sit down. I shook my head.

"You fucked one of the teachers?" Beomhan joked, making everyone uncomfortable.

"What the fuck Beomhan" Seungmin said disappointed.

"No." I said surely

"You're announcing a suicide?" Beomhan guessed.

"Don't joke about that" Changbin huffled.

"You're escaping the camp?» Seungmin guessed.

I school my head once again. Jeongin seemed like he was fed up with all the dumb guesses. He rolled his eyes and let out an annoyed exhale.

«You guys have been hooking up?" Jeongin said pretending to guess, while giving me a salty look.

The other boys laughed, and let out words like "eww" and "no way". Beomhan even made a throwing up gesture.

I stayed quiet, and turned to look at Lix. Both of us had widened eyes. He was turning red. The sounds and "ew's" went on for about five to ten seconds. I was more stressed than ever. I didn't shake my head or say anything.

"You're in love with one of the teachers?" Changbin guessed, changing the topic like the last guess was irrelevant.

Jeongin cleared his throat.

"Let's not ignore my guess guys" he said, glaring rudely at me and Lix. -"have you two been hooking up?"

The rest of the boys laughed again.

"Yeah" I responded

Everyone shut their mouths, staring at me stunned.

"10$ to you" I said to Jeongin.

He smirked, excited about the fact that I had admitted it.

"You're lying" Beomhan laughed

"Yeah" Changbin added

Seungmin stayed quiet.

"I'm not lying" I said

Lix had his head down. He didn't want anyone to see, or look at him.

"Why don't you guys prove it?" Jeongin said mockingly.

I made eye contact with Felix. I mouthed the words; 'well shit'

"What are you waiting for?" Jeongin said

"Why do you want us to prove it?" I questioned him.

He shrugged. -"We don't believe you guys"

I sighed.

"How do I prove it tho?" I asked him

"Kiss him" He replied

The rest of the boys stayed quiet. I guess it was for the best. Changbin finally sat down again.

"Kinda weird that you want us to kiss" Felix mumbled -"almost like you'd want to see it"

Jeongin looked stunned after what Felix had said to him. He had this mixture of looks on his face. One was 'how dare you talk to me' and the other was just straight embarrassment.

Seungmin let out a half-suppressed laugh.

"Shut up" Jeongin belted annoyingly

"I said what I said" Felix muttered

"Why are you talking back at me?" Jeongin huffled

"You don't usually go around asking boys to kiss do you?" Felix mocked

He looked him straight in the eyes.

"Pfft" Seungmin laughed, and the other guys followed.

"Why the fuck are you laughing at me?" Jeongin shouted.

"Since you brought your phone, you might as well search up pictures of it if you're that desperate" Felix teased.

I looked at him suprised. He smirked back.

This was the first time I'd seen Jeongin blush. At the moment, everyone were laughing. It felt amazing. I was so proud of Felix.

«Its not funny anymore, im being serious» Jeongin said after some seconds had passed. -«they're actually gay. -both of them»

«Come on, you know Hyunjin isn't" Changbin said

"Yeah, he's just pranking us" Beomhan added

"They made out a couple days ago" Jeongin protested.

This didn't go exactly how I wanted it to go. They weren't even believing us. Now I felt even more guilty about it. They were convinced that I was playing a joke on them?

"Yeah, in your dreams" Changbin said, causing us all to crack up. Once again, we were laughing. I couldn't stay serious.

Jeongin looked at me with deadly eyes. He was pissed.

"Just fucking tell them" he whispered

I looked over at Lix. He was still giggling. He looked so cute.

"No but all jokes aside, we're actually a thing" I said.

"On yo momma?" Beomhan said

I nodded

"In the name of god?" Changbin said

I nodded again.

"You're lying" he said

I looked at Felix and sighed. He was visibly also annoyed by the fact that they weren't believing us. He came closer to me and whispered in my ear.

"Should we just do it?" He whispered

"How do you think they'd react?" I whispered back worriedly.

"It's up to you. Just know I'm down to do it" he said.

"How much y'all wanna bet that I'm gonna kiss him right now?" I stated

"I'll bet my mom" Beomhan said

"If you say so" I mumbled before grabbing Felix's shirt, and placing my other hand under his chin. I took one last look at the boys before leaning in and doing it.