"You look like a zombie" Seungmin mocked me.

Well obviously, I didn't get a whole lot of sleep last night, and all the boys were telling me i looked dead. I was zoning out every other minute, and barely joined the convo. -Clearly not only due to lack of sleep.

When I woke up today, I automatically assumed that last night was a dream. You know, the stars, the kiss, everything. Though after giving my mind a couple minutes to function, It all went up for me.

I looked over at Felix still sleeping. He must've not woken up from the music. I switched to some casual clothes, and fixed my hair. After freshing up my look a little, I woke the sleeping beauty up.

"You didn't wake up from the music" I said

He rubbed his eyes and groaned.

-"come on, you don't wanna be late for breakfast" I said, teasingly shaking his blanket.

I assume it didn't take him long till he remembered what happened last night. He instantly started blushing, getting all giggly and smiley.

It felt weird of course, thinking about it. Especially knowing I would go straight to my homophobic group of friends later.

I hadn't completely accepted the fact that I liked him, but it was getting better.

Me and Felix were pretty quiet all morning. We didn't talk about last night at all. We did giggle, blush and 'accidentally' bump into each other tho. I was kinda embarrassed thinking about how I ugly cried in front of him, but he didn't seem to be bothered by it.

He kept looking cuter and cuter everyday. I'm so glad we're on good terms now.

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Mrs Choi stated from the speakers.

"Fuck yeah!" Jeongin cheered

"How about we play basket all day?" Beomhan requested happily.

We all easily agreed, but to be completely honest, I wanted to spend at least some time with Lix. Yeah sure he's my roommate and I'll see him later anyways, but I wanted to talk to him. I wanted it to be like the old days. Ignoring him and pretending like i didn't like him hurt.

In the second break we had, I made eye contact with Felix a whole lot of times. I tried signaling him to go meet me later. He didn't seem to understand it at first, but eventually i think he got it.

"I gotta go take a piss" I said, excusing myself to go see him. I made sure that he saw me.

"Sure, be quick" Jeongin said

I looked over at Lix one last time before I started walking to our room.

I waited patiently In my bed a couple minutes until the door opened.

"Hi" I said smiling awkwardly.

"Hi" he replied

He walked over to me.

"Was there anything you wanted to talk about?" He asked me.

"No" I shook my head -"I just wanted to see you.»

I almost died from the immediate smile he gave me that moment.

«Oh» he said in a light tone.

«Come sit down» i said, softly patting the side of my bed.

He sat down.

«Im sorry that i still hang out with the boys after all they've said and done» i apologized

"No it's ok, I understand" Felix said smiling.

We just smiled at eachother for a moment. He looked absolutely amazing.

«You look like a prince» he said

I was flustered from the sudden compliment. I knew my were cheeks flushing red. That was actually the first ever compliment he's given me straight to my face.

"No I don't" I mumbled, blushing.

"You do" he corrected me

"Stop" I giggled, hiding my face from embarrassment.

He scooched himself a bit closer to me. I had a feeling he did it just to see me get all shy and awkward. He knew I wouldn't know how to act.

"Are you not going to thank me for complimenting you?" He asked me jokingly.

"Thanks" I mumbled, not being able to look at him.

"You should probably go back to the guys, or else they might get suspicious" He said

I nodded, and stood up from bed.

"Im gonna stay a bit longer so they won't notice me coming right after you" He added

"Thanks, bye" I said, giving him one last smile before leaving.

The boys were so engaged in the basket game that they barely noticed I was gone.

"Oh, you're back. Come join our team" Seungmin said.

I was planning on 'going to bed' earlier today, just to spend more time with Lix.

Man.. who would've thought I'd end up falling for him