I'm not gonna lie. I woke up feeling all bubbly. I think me and Felix are good again.

I'm still going to hang out with the boys, and I'm still going to try to stay away from Lix whenever they're near, but I'm so relieved.

I don't know why I was being so nice to him. Yeah sure, he's gay and all, but man...

There was something about him.. unfortunately..?

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18:00

"Where do you guys live by the way?" I decided to ask the boys.

We were eating dinner. The classic casserole.

"I live in Ely" Seungmin replied

"Whaat?! Me too!" Jeongin said excited.

Seungmins eyes lit up. "Whaaat?!?" He said before they high fived.

"I live in Hythe" Changbin said

The same place as Felix.

"I'm from Landow" Beomhan said.

"Dude, im also from Landow!" I said

It seems that everyone from the camp were from the same area. Hythe, Landow and Ely weren't that far from eachother. Not that I'd want to meet anyone here again.

I kept thinking about Felix today as well. Looking forward to seeing him later. Hopefully I wouldn't make it all awkward again.

We've made lots of eye contact today. Whenever we walk past eachother, or if we're standing close.

I actually built up the courage to smile to him even tho the boys were standing right next to me. Luckily they didn't notice anything. I hope Felix appreciated it.

I didn't feel any guilt in finding Felix attractive whatsoever. After all, I'm not gay. I'm just.. It's just a little crush? It's gonna go away soon.

Felix's POV

Hyunjin has been looking over at me all day. He's being so weird. He even smiled right at me. I'm starting to fall again.

I talked to Kai about last night. How Hyunjin told me he wanted to spend more time with me, and how he got all giggly. Kai is just as confused as me. I mean, is this a joke? Maybe hes just playing with me.

I don't wanna get my hopes up. As Kai said, I shouldn't forgive him, but come on. He's being so nice to me.

And he's handsome.

I am actually starting to look forward to seeing him.

"No but, it's so weird tho" Kai said -"how he just switches up"

"Yeah" I nodded

"Are you really falling for him again?" He asked me

"What do I have to loose?" I replied

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"Alright, I'll see you tomorrow!" Kai said

We were done with all our classes, and we had just been running around in the forest. I was exhausted, and so ready to get back to my room.

"See you tomorrow. Night" I said as I started walking towards my room.

It wasn't too late, but I had a feeling Hyunjin would be there.

I fixed my hair a bit before I opened the door.

And there he was

The lights were turned off, but there was enough light shining from the window. The lightning was actually perfect. Not too blinding, and not to dark. Not to mention how hot Hyunjin looked.

"Hey" I said

"Hi" he replied

He looked up from his DS and right at me. We both smiled. Just a normal friendly smile. But still, the tension.

"Come look how far I've come! I'm at level 28" Hyunjin said excited as he made space for me and tapped the area next to him to signal me to come sit.

"Wow. Really improved since yesterday huh?" I said

He smiled. "Yeah"

"I'll go and take a quick shower" I said

"Sure" He nodded

I stood up from the bed, and immediately started feeling lightheaded. I must've gotten up to quick. I excepted it to fade, but it only got worse. My eyesight started getting bad, and I was feeling dizzy.

"Hyunjin, I-"

Hyunjin's POV

Come look how far I've come! I'm at level 28" I said. I made space for Felix to sit next to me.

He looked so cute and hot at the same time. I tried to keep myself as calm as possible.

"Wow, really improved since yesterday huh?" He said

Something about the way he said it was so attractive.

I smiled "yeah"

"I'll go and take a quick shower" he said

"Sure" I nodded

He stood up from the bed, but didn't move. He was standing still. I thought maybe he was thinking, or trying to remember something, but then his body started to look weak. He looked like he was about to fall.

"Hyunjin, I-" He said before completely passing out. I managed to catch him last second.

"Felix, are you ok?" I asked him stressed.

Yeah, he was gone. Totally passed out.

I laid him down on the bed. I opened the window to get some fresh air. I then sprinkled some drops of water over his face like I did last time. I sat close to him, making sure he was ok. I put my hand on his forehead to check his temperature.

It took a while, but he did wake up. I kept my hand on his forehead. Slowly caressing it down to his cheek.

"You passed out" I whispered

He was breathing heavily.

"I don't feel good" he said

"Do you want me to get you some water?" I asked him

He nodded, and I brought him the water.

He took a tiny slurp.

"Are you ok?" I asked him worriedly

He shook his head.

"Is there anything I can do?" I offered

He thought about it for a while. He looked exhausted. I was starting to consider if I should bring someone to come check on him.

"I need some fresh air" he said

"The window is open all the way" I explained

"I wanna go outside" he said

Outside? It's late. I don't think we'd be able to do that.

"Outside? It's late" I said

"Please" he begged

He was barely awake. His eyes were all droopy and his voice was quiet.

"Alright. Come on let's get up" I said

We weren't allowed to go outside this late, but i had to do it. All doors were open, and no alarms were on.

I took his hand and helped him get up from bed. He looked so weak.

"Should I go get someone?" I asked him.

"No" he mumbled

He managed to walk alright by himself through the corridor. All the lights were turned off, and it was a little scary.

I opened the door for him and we both went outside.

"There we go" I whispered