We were back just in time. Finding the way back was harder than we thought since it was dark outside, but luckily Jeongin used the flash on his phone and guided the way.

When we were finally back at the camp the time was 21:25. I started thinking about how I should apologize to Felix. I didn't want him to think I liked him, cause I didn't. But at the same time it would have to be sincerely.

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I opened the door to our room, and to no surprise Felix was already there sitting on his bed.

"I'm done getting ready, the bathroom is yours" he said

I stood there staring at him for a couple seconds. He definitely looked better without makeup. His freckles made him look much more attractive, and his natural skin color was gorgeous. And I'm saying that in a bro way. It's normal to find your homies attractive right? Girls call eachother pretty all the time. So there's nothing weird about it.

"What are you staring at?" Felix questioned me

"N-nothing"

I went and got ready for bed. I noticed my hair had gotten longer.

I was about to water my toothbrush when I heard a loud bang-like sound from just outside the bathroom door all of a sudden. It sounded like something hit the ground. Something heavy.

I opened the door to see what it was.

"Huh? What was tha-

I jumped as I saw Felix laying on the floor beside his bed.

He was the heavy thing that fell.

I went straight over to him.

"Are you ok?!" I asked him

I shook his body as to him not replying. His eyes were closed.

My heart was racing and I was so stressed. I checked his pulse, and he was breathing just fine. He must've passed out.

I had no idea what to do at first. Is he ok? Should I go get help? How do I handle someone who's passed out?

I lifted him up from the floor and gently placed him down on the bed. I put the pillow under his head. What am I supposed to do? I thought of pouring water over his head, but I didn't want him to be mad at me cause of it. I poked his cheek in hopes of a reaction, but I got nothing else than a tiny cuteness overload from the sight.

I went over to the bathroom and wet my hands. Without drying them, I quickly got back to Felix and shook my hand over his face so that he got a couple drops of water on him. I had to wake him up somehow? And a little splash of water is no harm.

About 3 seconds passed until he finally woke up. He gasped, and was breathing heavily. I was sitting next to him in the bed, making sure he was ok.

I gave him some time to get back to his normal self.

"You passed out" I said quietly without noticing my hand that was still holding his arm.

"I did?" Felix said trying to catch his breath

"Yeah. You were gone for about five minutes"

He looked down at my hand holding onto his arm. I awkwardly removed it from him.

«are you ok?» i asked him worried

«Yeah.» he said, putting his hand on is forehead. -"I'm fine"

"Why did you pass out?" I asked him

"Probably since I've been in a lot of physical activity today. When I was little I always passed out after PE" he explained. -"I get super dehydrated and my body gets tired after too much activity"

"I understand. Do you want me to do or get anything for you?" I offered him

"I'm ok, thank you" he smiled

Fuck... His smile. He's so

"Actually- Could you get me some water? My water bottles over there" he pointed

I immediately got up and filled the water bottle. When I came back, he was sitting up on the bed.

"I was so worried" I laughed as I was handing him his water.

"Hah, it's alright. Thank you for being considerate tho" he said, and smiled once again.

Wow

"I'll go back and switch to my pyjamas if that's ok with you" I said to make sure

"Of course" He answered

My heart was racing. Not only because he passed out, but for the way he looked at me. His eyes were filled with stars. Not only his eyes, but his cheeks and nose too. I liked his freckles a lot. And his smile was so warm and big.

I don't think he's mad at me anymore. I still haven't given him a sincere apology, but I think he appreciated me helping him out and worrying for him.

He was smiling like he did before. I missed that smile.

I had accepted the fact that he was attractive, but I was starting to wonder...

I'm not.. like.. falling for him?

It couldn't be.. right?

Im not gay....

But.. he

Why am i like this? Whats going on