"Ah, so I was right about the party today!" Beomhan said happily before shoving a piece of bacon in his mouth.

I managed to sit next to him and Changbin for breakfast. I'm pretty sure Jeongin noticed. I also barely started any conversations with Hyunjin.

«I don't know if we can consider it a party though. There won't be any snacks or candy there" Seungmin said

"Yeah. Pretty sure we won't even get a soda" Changbin added

"True, but hey. It's better than nothing" Beomhan said shoving yet another piece of bacon in his mouth.

"How much bacon did you take?" I asked Beomhan surprised

"I counted 15 pieces. Could be more tho" He said

We all laughed.

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After bible classes for two hours, we had this "get closer to god" type of class.

We were asked questions about why we were Christians, why we love god, why Christianity is the right way etc, and discussed together in small groups.

Even though I lied my way out of many of the questions, It was still a decent class. I got to meet new people, and it wasn't boring.

At the party

We all sat down in the same place we were last party. We also sat in the same seats, so I was next to Hyunjin again. I debated on wether I should sit somewhere else, but everyone went to their old seat, so naturally I just sat down next to him.

We were all talking and having fun. Me and Hyunjin were laughing about the funniest shit. I loved his laugh, he always clapped his hands and kicked his feet like crazy when someone said something funny. There were times we couldn't breathe due to laughing.

I forgot everything about Jeongin and all that.

Suddenly one of my favorite songs started playing on the music speaker. "Why'd you only call me when your high" by Arctic monkeys

I've told Hyunjin earlier that I liked that song. He told me he also liked it, but never really thought much about it.

"Hey that's the song you liked right?" Hyunjin said excited

"Yeah!" I replied

This song was much slower than the other songs that had been playing. I noticed the mood also changed in the group. We went from being loud and laughing, to just chilling.

Me and Hyunjin kept talking, when out of nowhere he started smelling me.

He simply leaned in and sniffed my neck.

I was confused and leaned away shocked. He was so close to me.

"You smell good, what perfume do you use?" He asked me.

I noticed my face getting warm. I was starting to blush.

"I don't know" I said flustered, trying to stop myself from blushing.

"You don't know?" He said confused

"No, I mean" I cleared my throat "I use black musk from the body shop."

I was praying the room was dark enough for him not to notice my blushing. At least he didn't say anything about it.

We kept talking for a bit until Jeongin got up from his seat.

«Lix, can we talk outside for a bit?» he said

I felt my heart racing. I've been around Hyunjin almost all day. It surprised me a bit that he called me 'Lix' and not 'Felix', but it could've just been to seem more natural in front of the other guys.

"Sure" I nodded

We walked out from the party, and stood close to where the restrooms were. We were all alone.

I waited for him to say something.

"Did you not get what I told you that day?" He said angrily

"What?" I said confused

"You've been clinging onto that crush of yours all day. You know I'm not scared to tell people"

My eyes widened.

I let out a little "I'm s-sorry". But his expression did not change.

"I sat next to Beomhan and Binnie for breakfast" I said trying to convince him

"And right after breakfast you went straight to Hyunjin." He added

I didn't know what to say.

-"And now, I see you blushing as soon as he leaned into you"

Ah shit. He saw me blushing at Hyunjin.

I stood there staring at him. What am I supposed to answer him?

"You're disgusting" he said

I looked down.

«Have Jisung sent you any messages since, you know..?» i quietly asked him.

«Yeah, actually he's sent me a good amount. And each message is pointing me to how much of a fag you are" He said, before he walked back to the party.

I stood there alone for a minute. Fuck.

Is he going to tell everyone?

I really need to stay away from Hyunjin as much as possible for the rest of the day.

After the party.

Both me and Hyunjin were done getting ready for bed. We just laid down in our beds, and I was ready to sleep.

«Hey» Hyunjin suddently said. -«what did Jeongin tell you at the party?»

«Nothing» i said tired

Hyunjin turned his head towards me, and we were looking at eachother from our beds.

«Why did you ignore me for the rest of the day after you talked to him?» He asked me. He had raised his tone a bit.

"Sorry, i didn't know" I said trying to cover up

He sighed.

«Why have you been so weird lately? Have I done something? Just tell me" He said in an almost annoyed tone.

I broke eye contact.

"I swear it's nothing." I said

He didn't reply.

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