Y/n

Harlem NY

7:30 oct 3rd

I was walking to school it's maddd brick out

My friend anyla walked up to me "hey girl wsg"

"Heyy poookiieee nothin much yk this boring ass shii " I said puttin my hands in my pockets

"Ooo u get a boo yetttt? " she said hopin I would say I finally like someone "nah yk ion swing that way " I said rolling my eyes at her while smilin " ion know I'm js sayin cause me and Shawn doin mad good rn " she said giggling " u NEEDA be careful with that boy yk he be goin back and fourth with his ex " I said worried abt my friend gettin hurt "girl . He not like that no more he told me we gon last watch and her big ass can run my shii if she wanna touch my man " she said squaring up like she was gon fight . I started laughing so hard ppl was lookin at us weird .

9:17

I'm waitin for the bell to ring I absolutely HATE 2nd period and don't get me started on 3rd OML .

I'm waiting for Maddie in the hall so we can walk to my locker together

" MADDIEEEEEE" I screamed jumpin on her back "HIIIIIII" she said huggin me "o my gosh girl is it js me or darrian been lookin a lil too FONE lately " she said giggling . I had to admit he isn't a bad lookin person I've always admired his dedication to what he cares abt he has good grades and isn't really worried abt anyone . I've always admired his looks too but nothin more than that and that's how it's gonna stay . "GIRLLL I BEEEN SAYIN THAT " I said cause it's Maddie I can tell her anythin and she understands me she doesn't push me to date someone she js gets me . "OML THAT BOY IS FINEEE" she said to me walking to my locker with me I giggled then Maddie and me had to part ways for our classes

I walked in 3rd period I had this class with darrian . I sat down and made eye contact with him I put my head down which meant I was facin him . He looked at me , we kept eye contact for 2 mins straight js smiling . Then the teacher started talkin so I went to sleep thinkin abt that lil moment . Why was he staring at me ? I had so many questions goin through my head maybe I'm js overthinking .

Here's the thing thoooo I dated one of ddots close friends jayce but I've always had some tension with him even before I dated jayce maybe it's because we used to be friends in elementary school but we fell off when he started getting more popular our moms even wanted us to date , they still are close .

I went up to Malik "Malik frienddddd u yk u my fav righttt???" I said smilin being sarcastic "girl wtf do u want " he said with a bored face . He's used to me doin this "can I borrow ur green notes PLSS I was asleeppp " I said "no don't give it to her she gon steal that shii and neva give it back she mad dayroom " darrian said comin up to us with dd next to him " stfuuu " I said rolling my eyes at him and had to ask jaylin instead .

4th period

Even tho Im not close to ddot or dd im mad close to notti like he really my son he my day 1 fssss and imma get him with Maddie bc I know they both like eachother

"NOTTII POOKIEEEE" I said runnin up to him and jumping on his back "Y/N POOKIEEE " he said fakin a kinda zesty voice . Pookie thing is a what he call eachother "u trynna come hang out with ddot dd jayracks and me Today" he asked me "idkkk ion really talk to them like that" I said scratchin the back of my neck "COME ON PLEASE AND BRING MADDIEE" he said beggin me "okay fine only if u buy me hot Cheeto puffs " I said smiling " Ight I Got u"

We walked in history

After school

4:00

Y/n 's pov .

Harlem NY

Me and Maddie currently sittin on my bed and notti texted me

Notti favvv💕🤘🏽

Notti favvv🤘🏽💕

Yo y/n yall comin?

Me

yeah we on our way

Read 4:05

"Okay let's go" I said , we grabbed our purses and I put my Nike Tech jacket on with my Military blacks 4's "mommmm we goin to the park now I'll be back 7:30 " I screamed from my room "alright call me if anything happens"

We walked out

At the park

Me and ddot have been 4th wheeling or 5th idk so he tried to make convo .

"So how u been?" He said lookin at his watch

"Good. Hbu?" I asked with a blank face "I been Ight I'm happy u good tho " he said with a little smile "cmon now ddot stop acting like u care if u did then u wouldn't have dropped me for new friends" I said still with a blank stare . It was silent for a min "I did care , I liked u but u were always so focused on Jayce so u stepped back u never even tried to ask me if I was okay " he said lookin me in the eyes this time we went silent for a min all we heard is them 4 js being all joe with eachother

"I'm sorry. I Never knew u felt that way ..."

I wish I could go back in time and fix that "nah it's all good it's in the past let's js start over " he said smilin at me and standin up puttin his hand out for me "wanna head back to my crib aint trynna do this third wheelin shii " he said hittin his blunt "u righttt" I told Maddie I was gon go but if notti don't walk her home imma make sure he gets beat up

At ddots

"Mom I'm home " he said to his mom

"Omggg is that y/n?" She asked smilin excited

"Hiii I haven't seen u in so long" I said walking up to me and giving me a big hug "honeyyy u got so biggggg Omg I havent Seen u in years u a lil woman now " I giggled at her statement

"I see darrian took my advice and got his best friend back " she said lookin at him proudly " mom stop ." He said grabbing my arm to take me to his room I laughed his room changed a lil since the last time I was here

I jumped on his bed "my bedddd" I said cuddling up to his pillows "u always used to do that back then I guess that didn't change" he said rollin up a blunt "u want " he was holdin it out for me "nah ion do that stuff I'm a good child " I said huggin the teddy bear he has on his bed that I gave him when we were in second grade for our first year friendship anniversary

His mom called my mom and told her I'm sleeping over my mom didn't mind

I was layin on ddots bed while he played 2k.

Dd called him "wtw mhhh " ddot said settin up with phone so it shows him "who u with gang?" Dd asked "y/n,why? " ddot said his attention on the game "oh Ight js Askin i See u ma son " dd Said Teasing ddot "Stfu it ain't like that "ddot said with the biggest smile ever

I fell asleep

Ddots pov .

"Ight imma get off the game" I said to dd "Ight see ya ma heart" dd Said then I hung up .

I noticed y/n sleeping all cuddled up to the teddy bear she gave me I kept it for when I missed her I went next to her and hugged her she hugged back I could see her smile a lil

Tbh y/n's always been the type of girl to keep her circle small and give as much love as she can but she's never able to date the right ppl yet she's perfect even before today I can't help but stare at her . Her smile, her laugh , the way she acts around her friends, her style, her way of puttin words js everything abt her . I started 'love is only a feeling' " I mean she's so perfect in her own little world . We built the foundation , everything I want in a girl."

I remember when we would listen to that song together now I can't hear it without thinking of her .

HIII HOW YALL LIKE THE FIRST CHAPTERRRR 🤭🤭 I HOPE YALL HAVIN A GOOD DAY AND TAKE CARE BYEEE I LOVE YALL