Ddot and I were chilling at the table eating, "I gotta go to the bathroom real quick." He got up but he left his phone. We weren't really serious, I don't think? I didn't really have a reason to go through His phone but I wanted to so I was going to.

I was scrolling through his Instagram feed, his dms. Of course it was full of a whole bunch a fan girls, little did they know he didn't want they dirty asses. Then I went to his messages, I saw a contact named 'Bae fr💕', maybe I thought it was Ziya and he didn't change the contact but they broke up like 2 weeks ago he would've changed it by now.

I clicked on the contact and read the messages, they was just talking yesterday. They kept calling eachother 'Bae' & 'Baby', I was just thinking to myself, who tf is this bitch?

And why was this nigga talking to her like that? I heard the door opening so I quickly closed out the apps and placed it back where it was. He came back and sat down. "Y'know I'm not hungry anymore, I'm finna go lay down." I got up and grabbed my garbage. "What happened? Why you leaving all of a sudden.." ddot questioned, "Cause you'd rather call some random smoochie 'Baby' instead of me." I threw my stuff away and went into my room. "Oh my god bro, you went through my phone?! You tripping." He got up and busted through my door.

"What the fuck you want bro!" I turned around and yelled at him, "Why you going through my phone like that! You not my bitch!" Ddot yelled at me. Wow he really yelled at me, saying all that after what happened last night. It really heart my feelings after he said that, I went silent. "You really leading me on...what even are we right now? You keep saying all these things to me, and you keep touching on me, but then you have a girl named 'Bae' with the two hearts in yo phone!", "I don't even know how to feel! Like are we serious? Or am I still I started going off on him, tears even started to roll down my face.

"You just don't get it Ddot.", "Just tell me, how do you feel? So I can move on." I took a deep breath, and waited for him to start talking. He just looked at me, "Look Dd, I just-." Before he could finish I cut him off, "Get out...y'know what better yet I'm just leaving." I grabbed my phone and my jacket and started to walk away. Ddot grabbed my arm, "You not even gonna let me talk? Please stay here." He frowned a bit, I pulled my arm away, "Maybe we just need a break from each other." I suggested, "Baby, stay with me, please." He sounded sad. I wanted to stay so bad after he said that, but he was literally cheating on me I was mad.

I left anyway. I was gonna go to Edots house, and I was gonna stay there until I wanted to come back.

I texted Edot to make sure I could come over.

💯

Yo Edot, can I crash at ya place for a bit?

💸👶🏾

Yeah sure mh, I'm just chilling.

💯

Ight, On my Way!

Stupid ass autocorrect, making a nigga sound excited.

I really can't believe dd just did that, he fr be tripping, I would smack his annoying ass if I didn't care about him this much. First he went through my phone while I was gone, then gonna tweak on me cause I...ok maybe I was wrong, but still he wilin'. I really love him so much, I do. But I don't know how to explain it, I had feelings for this girl but the feelings I have for dd are just over flowing, too much where I get over whelmed.

It was dumb for me to have a thing with this girl, I should break it off.

What dd just did actually made me really sad, how he just gonna leave me like that. I laid in my bed and snuggled up with a pillow, "I needa invite bumass aria over." I sighed and picked up my phone. But of course I texted dd first, I don't know if he would respond but I still did it.

💕

Baby, please come back, we need to talk about this.

I'm not gonna respond to his text, I blocked him instead. We really need this time apart for our own feelings. Ofc I was sad doing this, but it's for our own good.

I made it to Edots house.

"Yo wsp my heart. What made you wanna come over here.", I sat on the couch and started explaining me and ddots situation, ofc I didn't mention it was ddot tho.

"Damn, what girl you fucking with? She sound mad ocky." Edot laughed, "Yeah it's complicated, I came over here to get a break but I still don't know what to do.", "Before I give you advice, this still doesn't explain why you came over here, don't you stay with ddot?" Edot smart ass questioned, "You rlly Mr.20 questions, I just didn't want her to know where I am." I was lying so hard.

"Ok damn, well listen, you only 15, just sit down and have a real conversation with ha, not an argument, a conversation. Explain your feelings and let her explain hers, so you guys could have a better connection in communication." Edot explained, "You right, I guess I could try that."

Edots phone started buzzing and he picked it up, coincidentally it was ddot 🙄.