A/N: 6 DAYS TILL I SEE MY FAV PERSON AGAIN AHHHH

this definitely has spelling mistakes but i'm not going over it so deal with it.

I also rushed the ending so forgive me🫡

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Robin pulls away from the heated kiss, making Finney try to follow his lips. When Finney feels Robin lean back in the drivers seat, he opens his eyes, confused. He leans away as far as he can since he's in the others lap.

The two of them are in Robins hand me down toyota, just enjoying their time together.

Robin chuckles at Finneys confused expression, rubbing circles into the other boys hips with his thumbs. "I want to ask you something." Robin states, bringing a hand up to place on Finneys cheek.

Finney nods, "Yeah, what's up?" He asks. "This is going to be a lot okay?" Robin warns, looking deep into Finneys eyes.

"Just say it please." Finney asks, impatient. Robin sighs softly, sending Finney a small smile.

"When I turn 18 in 2 weeks, I want you to come with me. Not necessarily run away, but just come with me and be free. I have some family down in Texas that can help us find an apartment, give us some jobs." Robin informs, looking into Finneys eyes the entire time.

Finney leans away from Robins hand on his face, frowning slightly. "Robin, I don't know.." Finney says, biting his lip anxiously.

"You don't have to give me an answer right now baby. I just wanted to bring it up because i've been thinking about it for awhile." Robin reassures, running his hands up and down Finneys thighs.

"The thing is, my plan has always been to go to college. Hell, I've recently got acceptance letters from 2 of the colleges I wanted." Finney says, frowning at the boy infront of him.

"Oh, yeah.." Robin says, discouraged. Finney picks up on his tone, putting his hands on the sides of Robins face.

"No matter what we choose, i'll always stay with you." Finney promises, leaning down and kissing the other boy.

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Robin blows out the candles of the small cake his mami and Finney had made, smiling. "mi hijo es tan grande! me vas a dejar pronto!" His mother says, kissing the other boys face all over.

Robin laughs, "ay mami, deténgase! ¡deténgase!" He says. She scoffs, smiling at the both of them, before leaving to her room.

Finney sits in the seat next to Robin, smiling softly at him. "You're such a mommy's boy." Finney says, pointing a teasing finger at Robin.

Robin scoffs, slapping Finneys finger away. "Shut up." He says, and they fall into a comfortable silence.

"I'm leaving tomorrow night, i'm packed already and everything." Robin says, breaking the silence.

"Oh." Is all Finney says, face drowning in sadness.

"I told mami my plan, she approves as long as I call her every night." Robin says, smiling sadly towards the end.

"That's good, I guess." Finney says, playing with his fingers in a nervous manner.

"Robin, I'm sorry. I'm going to the college upstate, Berks." Finney whispers, face falling into his hands.

Robin feels a lump rose to his throat. "Oh. That's good, I'm happy for you Finn." He says, running a hand through Finneys hair.

The motion makes the boy lift his face out of his hands, looking at Robin. "Thank you Rob." He says, smiling sadly.

They stare at eachother for a few moments, before Robin is getting tackled into a hug. Robin stands up from his seat, making Finney wrap his legs around the others waist.

"I don't want to leave you." Finney whispers out in a shaky voice. Robin feels tears form in his eyes, taking a shaky deep breath in.

"I don't want to leave you either mi amor." Robin whispers back, tears falling freely.

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As Robin packs the last of his stuff into his car the next day, he feels a strong urge not to leave. He knows it's for the best though, he doesn't have a future in this small town.

He swallows thickly, looking at the backpack he had made for Finney incase he had decided to go with him. He grabs it, and throws it into the passenger seat.

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"Finn, please don't make this harder for me then it already is." Robin shakily says. Finney is currently hugging him with all his strength, not wanting to let go. If he does, Robin will be gone.

"Promise you will somehow visit atleast every month. We can meet halfway, I don't care. I just need to see you." Finney whispers out, too scared to speak normally with how wobbly his voice is.

"I promise Finn." Robin says, voice full of honesty. Finney stays latched onto him for a few more minutes, before hesitantly letting go.

Robin looks over Finneys face, wanting to keep the image of his lovers face in his brain forever. He memorizes every freckle, every speckle of color in his eyes, everything.

Robin pulls Finney into a long, meaningful kiss. Finney kisses back with the same amount of emotion.

Once they break apart, they gaze at eachother. "I love you Robin." Finney says.

"I love you too Finn." Robin replies, letting go of Finney completely, and getting into the car.

He doesn't look back, too scared that he might turn around if he does.

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They loose contact 6 months later.

It's been 2 years since Robin left, and since Finney left for college. Robin only visited once, and that was after the first month of being apart.

Finney doesn't know what happened, one day Robin just stopped responding to him. Finney figured Robin had moved on, the distance being too much.

Finney tried not to let the others absence affect him, he stayed ontop of his studies. He was going to graduate with his degree, and get a wonderful job.

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Finney mumbles to himself, laying down on his old childhood bed.

He was currently back at his home for christmas break. He didn't have to worry about Terence anymore, he had stopped drinking and got out of his abusive habits when Finney was 15.

Gwen was in her senior year, already packing for the college she was going to.

"Finney! Come help me with this meatloaf!" Gwen shouts from the kitchen. "Coming!" Finney shouts back, getting off of his bed.

When he walks into the kitchen, he joins Gwen's side, helping chop vegetables. He notices her posture is tense, and she keeps side eyeing him.

After 10 minutes of her doing this he speaks up. "Gwen, why are you acting so weird?" Finney questions.

Gwen laughs nervously. "Me? Acting weird? You're funny." She says, forcing a laugh out. "Gwendolyn." Finney says, glaring at her.

"Stop looking at me like that." She yelps, shoving the meatloaf into the oven. "Whatever, weirdo." Finney mumbles, heading over and sitting on the couch.

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"Dad called and said he is going to be working late since one of his coworkers called in sick." Gwen informs, sitting in her seat at the table.

Finney nods, putting some meatloaf on his plate. They eat and talk about Gwen's last year of highschool. He teases her about a girl she has been telling him about.

Then, the doorbell rings.

Gwen chokes on her meatloaf, making Finney give her a weird look. Once she's done choking, "Go answer it." She says, smirking.

"Um, ok." Finney says, why was she acting so weird? He gets up, walking to the door.

He opens it, face going slack in shock.

"Hey Finn." Robin greets, sending a smile.

Finney gasps, wanting nothing more then to hug and kiss the man infront of him to death. But no.

Finneys face immediately flashes with all signs of anger. "What the fuck are you doing here?" He seethes out, pointing a finger into Robins chest.

Robin sighs, knowing he deserves that. "Let me explain please." He pleads, putting a hand on Finneys cheek.

Finney wants to lean into the touch, missing it, but he doesn't. Shoving the hand away, Finney glares at him.

"As much as i don't want to see your fucking face right now, i'll let you explain because I deserve an explanation." Finney snarks out, closing the front door behind him.

Finney leads them to the seats that are on the porch, sitting on the one across from Robin.

"Explain." Finney demands.

So Robin does, he explains that he had gotten into some bad stuff with some bad people, and he had lost contact with everyone in his life. Until just recently, he had paid everything off finally and was able to get out of that bad place in his life.

"I drove straight here after visiting mami for a month. Finn, you were my only motivation to get out of that bad shit." Robin says, grabbing one of Finneys hands, and intertwining their fingers.

Finney let's out a shaky sigh, "Shit Robin, i'm so sorry." He says. "It's all good now Finn, I found a good job here, so now we will only be 2 hours away." Robin says, smiling softly.

"Robin..you know everything is going to be different between us right?" Finney cautiously says. "Oh, yeah, I know. We will try though." Robin says.

"Let's go inside, it's cold out here." Finney says, smiling. Robin laughs, "Yeah, I can't really feel my feet." He says.

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3 hours later, the 2 are laying on their backs, side by side on Finneys bed. Both of them are absolutely still, scared to move at all.

"Hey uh, did you tell Gwen you were coming?" Finney asks into the silence. "Hmmm, maybe." Robin reply's, smirking.

"Asshole." Finney says, turning on his side to face Robin, Robin doing the same.

"I missed you Rob.." Finney whispers, leaning in so their noses rub against eachothers. "I missed you too Finn, so much." Robin says back, running a hand up and down Finneys side.

Finney let's out a content sigh, scooting impossibly close to the other man, their legs tangling together. Robin lightly grabs Finneys chin, making them face to face again.

He pulls Finney in, connecting their lips.

Finney immediately kisses back, placing a hand on Robins cheek. They pull away, both of them gazing at the other with adoration in their eyes.

Finney can't help but laugh when Robin pulls them into another kiss, this one more needy and desperate. He kisses back just as desperately though.

They fall asleep later, wrapped up in eachother, not wanting to let go ever again.

most likely has mistakes.💀