The school dance is coming up soon and I have no one to go with. Robin offered for me to go with him and his date. I didn't want to miss the dance so I agreed to just go with them. I bought a gorgeous dress that showed off all the right things

It was the night of the dance and I felt hurt. I didn't know why but part of me wanted Vance to ask me to go with him but I knew he wouldn't

My mother dropped me off at the school. I felt all eyes on me as I stepped into the gym. I scanned the room for robin when my eyes met his. Vance hopper

His eyes glistened in the bright lights, mesmerised by her beauty. Her hair in perfect curls, flowing beautifully, her light makeup that only enhanced her beauty, her dress, tight ontop and flowy at the end. She was beautiful. He knew every guy in the school would want to dance with her

I finally saw robin. I ran up to him, embracing him in a tight hug

Robin- wow, you look amazing

Y/n- thank you

Robin- shall we dance

Y/n- you guys go, I'm going to get a drink

I walked over to the drinks table as robin and his date ran off to dance. I spotted a glass bottle of coke and went to grab it. Instead of feeling the cold glass in my hands, I felt a warm hand. I looked up to see none other than Vance hopper holding MY drink

Y/n- that's mine

Vance- I don't see your name on it

Y/n- well I was going to drink it

Vance- tough shit

I stared at him

Vance- you look nice

He handed me the bottle and I smiled a little

Y/n- thank you, you clean up nicely

Vance- thanks

Y/n- I'm sorry about-

Vance- don't be, it's fine

Y/n- so, who did you come with

Vance- Donna but she's been busting my ear all night

I laughed

Y/n- yeah she tends to do that

Vance- I think I took the wrong girl

Y/n- who would you have taken instead

Vance- 3 guesses

I wanted to say me but that would be stupid and embarrassing

Y/n- Kate ?

He shook his head

Y/n- lily

He shook his head

Y/n- Sarah

He shook his head for the final time

Vance- your bad at guessing

He moved closer to me. Suddenly fox on the run started playing. I swerved my head and looked at the dance floor

Y/n- I love this song

I knew he liked it

Vance- yeah, me too.

Y/n- do you wanna dance?

Vance- sure

He grabbed my hand and pulled me onto the dance floor.

We spent all night hand in hand, dancing to the songs. Every time I would look at him, my heart would beat faster. I was falling inlove. I was fucking falling in love with Vance hopper. A heartbreaker

He was falling in love too. He didn't want to. He couldn't.

He decided to walk me home. It was awkward. We finally got to my house and we stood on the porch

Y/n- thank you

Vance- no problem

I wanted to kiss him. I began to lean in but he stopped me

Vance- we can't

Y/n- what?

Vance- I can't fall in love with you y/n, I'll break you

Y/n- oh, I understand

I stepped away from him

Vance- no shit, it's not you it's just I don't want to hurt you

Y/n- too late for that I guess

He knew what she meant by that. He just broke her heart. He hurt her. She really loved him but he didn't want her to love him. He didn't want to loose her

I turned around and went into my house. Vance stayed on the porch for a while. He was angry with himself. I wiped off my makeup and climbed into bed, tears streaming down my cheeks

I loved him, he was my first love and he would be my last, I don't think I'll ever let myself love again after this