I walked into school the next morning, feeling like everyone's eyes were on me. They were. Somehow everyone found out about what happened with Vance but it wasn't like we did anything right?

I walked to my locker, opening it to grab my chem books. A small note fell out. I bent down, picking it up. I unfolded it. "Tutor me with biology and I'll teach you more than how to blow someone". This wasn't from Vance. I knew his writing and this surely wasn't his. Speak of the devil, Vance came up to me and tapped my shoulder causing me to turn

Vance- thanks for the help on English, I got an A

Y/n- oh eh your welcome

He could tell I wasn't really listening to him

Vance- what's up?

I handed him the note. His jaw clenching in anger when he read it

Vance- who wrote this?

Y/n- I don't know

He turned his back to me, holding the note up before shouting

Vance- who the fuck wrote this!?

No one confessed. As he said it, moose lowered his head and sniggered thinking it was funny. Vance stormed right up to him

Vance- you wrote it?

Moose- so what if I did

Vance- believe me, she won't tutor you with anything

Moose- why cause she doesn't want to admit she's a virgin

Vance- shut the fuck up

Moose- so she is a virgin

The whole school laughed. I wanted to die

Vance- actually she's not

Moose- what, she lost it to her brother or something ?

Vance- no, she lost it to me

Great, I went from being known as the virgin to the girl who lost her virginity to Vance hopper

Moose clapped, he was impressed someone like me could get someone like Vance

Everyone went to class

Y/n- why would you do that

Vance- you want to be known as a virgin?

I didn't answer

Vance- yeah, didn't think so. You should be thanking me

Y/n- for what!?

Vance- saving your ass back there

Y/n- no I'm not going to thank you! You embarrassed me in front of the whole school!

Vance- ok calm down little lady

Y/n- I'm done, find someone else to tutor you!

Vance- what, no come on I need you, you explain it so easy

Y/n- you should've thought about that before doing what you did

Vance- I saved you

Y/n- no

Vance- Jesus, you want people saying you slept with your brother fine

Y/n- no, I can't take this, I fucking hate you!

Vance- your acting like I ruined your life

Y/n- my life was ruined the minute I started tutoring you Vance

Vance- your full of shit

Y/n- no I'm not, I should've never helped you! I should've left you in that gym crying like a coward

Vance- my mother died, that's why I was crying you selfish bitch

Y/n- oh, Vance I-

Vance- what, your sorry? Yeah bull shit. Your not the only person with shit going on in their life, your not the main character of every fucking story.

Y/n- Vance-

Before I could say anything he stormed off. He was right. I'm not the main character of every story. I shouldn't have snapped at him. I did however believe that my life would be better if I never met Vance hopper

He felt the same way about her. The minute he let her into his life, everything lit up. He couldn't handle that. He couldn't handle the thought of her being taken from him like his mother was. He knew she didn't mean what she said and knew should apologise sooner or later

Weeks went by and the 2 didn't speak to eachother at all

Guilt wracked her brain. She needed to apologise to him. She needed to tell him that she was embarrassed about the thought of him and her together. She had thought about it a lot since he tutored her. She thought unholy things about Vance hopper. They burdened her innocent thoughts

I skipped breakfast this morning. I needed to speak to him. I needed to do a lot more than talk to him

I cycled to his house, faster than the cars. Once I got to his house, my heart broke. I saw him with Donna. Another innocent girl.

Was he just using me? Was I truly nothing to him. My heart hurt to think about it. We weren't his type, it was easy for him to get us. I wish I never agreed to tutor him. I didn't know I'd get attached.

His eyes met hers, he saw them broken. His heart slightly broke for her but he could never say anything. He wished she never agreed to tutor him. He didn't know he'd get attached