Before I knew what I was doing, I took my hands and cupped George's cheeks. They were warm underneath my palms. He peered up at me, his eyes swimming with confusion. I brought his face close to mine, and pressed my lips against his.

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It was wonderful.

My eyes were shut, allowing me to savour the moment more. A thousand thoughts were bouncing around in my brain. There was a glowing warmth inside of me as I held him. The moment was demolished as Sapnap bustled through the door with our lunch.

The plate of sandwiches in his arms, slipped from his grip and shattered onto the floor.

George pulled away from me, I couldn't see his face. Was he smiling? Was he angry?

"What. The Hell." Sapnap forced out.

I turned to George, he still hadn't said anything, he just kept shaking his head. Reaching me arm forward, I went to take his hand which was dangling at his side, but he seized it away from me.

"George..." I pleaded but he continued to shake his head. "George..." I said again.

"No Dream." I could see his face now. It was stormy and dripping with resentment. He turned to look at Sapnap and said, "Can you give us a minute?" He nodded and left the room but proceeded to linger in the doorway.

George rubbed his face with the back of his hands and yet again I begged, "George."

He snapped, "No Dream, what the hell? You can't just do that! I-I have a boyfriend and just No!" He softened his voice, "I can't do this to Ezra. I love him."

My heart went crashing down to my feet. I've never heard him say that before. There was an ache in my chest as my heart ripped in two.

Then suddenly I had an urge to say something. I didn't want to say it, I knew I shouldn't but I couldn't stop myself.

"I hate it when your with him!" I blurted out, "You act like a different person and like you are totally and utterly obsessed with him! Never have you spoken to anyone else like that! And you're always on call with him or messaging him or talking about him! God I wished you never even came to Florida!"

I abruptly stopped. I shouldn't of said that. George's face crumpled and I heard Sapnap gasp from the doorway. My legs swayed beneath me as I acknowledged what I had said. George swallowed and turned around, on his way to the front door. I lurched forwards and grabbed his arm, spinning him around to face me.

"George I didn't mean it! I-" He snatched his hand out of my grasp. Tears spilled down his cheeks and he nodded, his lips pursed together, "Maybe if you're lucky, I'll get hit by a bus on my way out and you'll never have to see me again."

He rotated back to door and left the house. I went to chase after him, but before I made it to the door, Sapnap stepped in front of me and with a disapproving expression grumbled, "What the actual hell is wrong with you?" and disappeared upstairs.

I rushed to window and looked out, my eyes searching for him. But George was nowhere to be seen.