Fade's POV:-

I couldn't believe she would do this to me. Everything that we've done together didn't matter to her? She thinks I am the one doing this, I am the one in all this, I am the one who is using everyone? Why didn't I just die? I should've killed myself the day I cut my arms. Why did I even stop?

We were currently driving back to the mansion, with my head on the window watching the trees passing I didn't even know if Stefan had said something. "Princess?", He spoke to which I wished he hadn't spoke. I didn't want to talk to anyone right now, even if I did no one would care anyways.

"Princess? I asked you something", Stefan spoke again. "What?", I replied back annoyed. "What's wrong? You didn't wish to speak to me since we have gotten in the car", he spoke while I sighed and put my head back on the window again.

I didn't speak until I came to the mansion and I got out the car myself. I know I was being selfish but I didn't want to talk to him nor anyone. When I entered, Stefan called my name but I didn't listen I just kept on running until a tiny figure collided with me. It was Bailey. Please don't talk to me, I don't want to hurt you or anything.

"Hey Fade what are-", she spoke but I cut her off, "Bailey, I will talk to you later", She looked at me confused and looked at my tearing up face and asked, "What happened?", She asked me concerned. She was just a baby, she doesn't need to know anything.

"Bailey, I said I am okay", I pushed her away and ran towards the stairs to the hall and to my room. I knew I did wrong with her, she is just so small she doesn't deserve my attitude like this. Ugh I am so dumb.

Coming back in my room I threw my purse on the bed and my breathing labored. Fuck. I muttered to myself, shit am I getting a panic attack or something? Suddenly the door opened wide and there stood a very angry Stefan. I let out a shaky breath as he closed the door and locked it.

"What is this all about?", He asked me nearing towards me. I didn't want to answer but I had to, "Nothing, leave me alone", I spoke afraid of him now.

"Did you just flip off Bailey? She looked so sad, she just asked you something and you couldn't answer?", He asked me nearing towards me even more until my back hit the wall. "Stefan, please leave me alone, I didn't mean to be mean to her", tears started pouring down my cheeks now.

"Who do you think you are huh? Living in my house, disobeying me and then talking rudely to Bailey?", He spoke while I gulped hard looking at his face. Because he was taller he bent a little and grabbed my arms pinning them above me. "I asked you something in the car and I got no reply. Where did this attitude come from huh?", He asked me angrily.

"Please Stefan, my arms are hurting", I spoke while he probably would have bruised them already. He didn't speak for a moment and looked at me, "Fade, don't cry now, stop being a cry baby. Being like this doesn't solve all your problems", he spoke while my eyes widened at him. Is he serious? Just yesterday he spoke such good words now he is acting like this? My tears had stopped before I spoke again.

"People like you are assholes, they don't care what other people feel or what other people want they just makeup stuff and speak what they want. They don't care if a single little thing would hurt the other person", I spoke knowing it would anger him even more.

He tightened his grip on my hands, "Oh how selfish you are? Fuck you and your feelings. People like you who have so much attitude think a person would love them. Fuck you Fade", he spoke while leaving my arms now.

"I don't want to see your face nor you. That is why you don't have friends or family because of your selfishness and this bloody attitude", with saying that he went out the door shutting it harshly. Tears started pouring down my cheeks. What the hell is wrong with me? I cried harder and harder and hit my self. "NOOOOOOO", I screamed so loud that maybe everyone in the mansion would've heard.

I got up the floor and opened the door. I went in the elevator bare foot and saw an option for a It was on 5th floor. The elevator doors opened.

I came out of them and the cold air hit my face fanning my hair back. I climbed to the railing and thought about my life. His words affected me the most. I thought he'd be better, he'd be nicer, he'd be different but no he is the same too.

Everyone in my life is a bitch, was a bitch and will be a bitch. He is right, I am the problem in every situation, I am selfish that's why everyone hates me. Even Massie. Which means I am the problem to everything in this world.

I stood on the near end of the railing. Tears were pouring down my face. I am so sorry mother, you maybe disappointed in me when I arrive to you. I am so sorry. With that I jumped.