Next day I called rose and asked her to come with me to pharmacy.

I have no idea what iam gonna do..? How iam gonna explain him..? Iam sure that he doesn't want kid at this age..!

Zayden had some work in college so I came to rose place.

Should I tell her..?

"Okay that's enough.. will you please stop moving to and fro cause it's driving me crazy " rose was actually irritated.

I sat on the edge of bed drawing circles on my skirt.

"Can you please speak what are you thinking..?! " rose asked with her hands on her hips.

"I think -" I raise my head to look at her, should I tell her?

"you think what Harriet?! "

"I think iam pregnant" I say in one breathe and close my eyes shut.

"what..?! really oh my god iam so happy.. " she hugged me so tightly.

"rose I said 'I think iam pregnant' " I stressed on word think.

"let's hit pharmacy and get you a kit "

I just can't believe what's gonna happen next, presently iam sitting on toilet bowl, with white thing held in my hand which clearly says iam pregnant.

Should I be happy or should I be scared? Iam numb at this moment.

Later during evening zayden came and picked me from rose place.

Entire ride he kept on asking me what's the matter but I just kept on telling him nothing..

I didn't have mood of preparing dinner cause I was little dizzy.

"um.. can we order dinner " I sat next to him resting my head on his shoulder.

"Are you okay angel.. why do I have this feeling that you are hiding something from me " he asked with his eyes looking directly into my eyes trying to find the truth.

"Nothing iam just bit tired " I closed my eyes and held his arm.

"Iam calling alex for dinner " he texted Alex and ordered food too.

"Ask him to pick rose too " I said with my eyes closed

"babe iam not doing that, last time they almost got into fight so I don't think he will agree to pick her "

I tilt my head little and opened my eyes to look at him " tell him cutie asked you to pick rose while coming "

"Have I ever told you this..? " he raised an eye brow " told what " I sat straight "how much I get jealous when he calls you cutie " he leans closer to me and placed a kiss on my nose.

" Well lover boy iam happy to hear that.. " I said giggling.

He wrapped his hand around my waist and pulled me closer, I thought he is gonna kiss me but instead he started tickling me.

"No zayden stop " I was laughing uncontrollably. I was twisting and turning with my head on his lap.

He finally stopped when he saw tears in my eyes.

"God I missed this laugh " he said cupping my face and kissing me deeply.

After having dinner, all four of us sat in our room playing Ludo..!

My head suddenly started spinning, things around me started getting blur. What's happening to me ?

"angel what is wrong with you " that's the last sentence I heard next thing I knew was everything turned into black..!

Finally which felt like eternity I opened my eyes. Zayden was sitting next to me holding my hand in his , he looked tensed.

"Thank god angel you almost killed me " zayden said as soon he saw me opening my eyes.

I just gave him a plane smile.

"Harriet are you okay " rose said and zayden stood up giving her space to sit next to me, she leaned near my ear and whispered "you didn't tell him yet..?! "

"tell me what..?! " it was zayden voice.

Rose and I started at each other.

"Man why do I feel these girls are hiding something.. " Alex said standing next to zayden.

"What are you ? a doctor " rose blurted without thinking.

Both zayden and alex opened their eyes wide cause it's now confirmed that something is wrong with my health.

"say..? " rose said again.

I elbowed her " you aren't helping " with that she zipped her mouth.

"babe please can you tell me what is wrong with you " zayden asked again.

"Hey you rose or lily or whatever you are, what did you do to cutie..?! "

"Like seriously? what do you mean " she stood up on bed.

"She gets ill everytime she meets you.. " he said

All the while I and zayden were turning our faces from alex to rose.

why are they even fighting..?

Oh. My. God.

Why are they arguing.?

"How can you tell it's because of me " rose gave alex angry glare with her hands on her hips.

"Cause I know " he smirks

"What do you know Mr. Blockbuster.. "

"Mr.what ...?! "

"Blockbuster.. I didn't know you are deaf..! " she chuckled.

"If I am blockbuster what are you..? Stinky Pinky.! "

"what did you just tell me..?! " she got down to stand in front of alex.

"stop it guys..! what are you people..?! " I was trying to get a proper word to describe how they are acting but zayden completed my sentence "couple "

"yea are you couples..? "

"eww.. no way " rose said acting like she wants to puke.

"Oh as if iam dying here to be your partner.. " alex replied

"Guys but why are you both arguing.. " I asked

"He is the one who started.. " rose pointed to alex.

"Stinky pinky it's true , whenever cutie meets you something or other happens to her .." he tells taking a step closer to her but zayden puts his hand in front asking him to stop.

"How iam I related to that..?! " rose asked confused.

"Then why the hell is she not feeling well "

"dude she is pregnant.. " rose said

what. the. heck..!

This is definitely not the way how I wanted to tell zayden about pregnancy..!

why rose.? why alex.?

I look at zayden his face was filled with shock, then he did something seeing which I was dumbfounded.

He and alex both burst out laughing..

What are they doing..? Is it a joke..?

"That was funny.. " zayden said

"it wasn't she is really pregnant.. " rose repeated.

Zayden and alex were unable to control their laugh after few seconds zayden looked in my direction, then something flashed in his mind he stopped laughing and his face suddenly turned pale.

But alex was still laughing, he kept one of his hand on zayden shoulder and another on his stomach and tried controlling his laugh. "dude she is telling cutie is pregnant.. " alex said while laughing then he looked at zayden expression and stopped smiling, he turned his gaze towards me "Don't tell it wasn't lie..?! " he asked me.

But I was not in a condition to answer cause I was not able to undrestand the look on zayden face.

"Shit..! " alex cursed, he looked from me to zayden and then at rose.

"We will wait for them outside " saying this he took rose outside closing the door.

Zayden was still staring at me. He hadn’t said anything at all, I wasn’t even sure if he was breathing. He was sitting so still that it was like he was a statue.

"zayden.." I whispered.

He was honestly scaring me a little, I’d never seen anyone be so still in my life, it wasn’t natural. He didn’t answer.

"For heaven's sake speak something..! " I said keeping my palms on my eyes.

Still no answer.

"Zayden will you please speak to me, I want a abortion.. " I finally said

"what..? why..? " this was the first two words that he has spoken.

"Yea I want, look at you.?the way you are behaving is so scary.? " I was almost at verge of crying, even though I know iam still not ready for kids but i can't really kill my child. It was so hard for me to tell that.

"Angel look at me. " zayden said taking my hand in his " See I know that we weren't expecting kids, hell..! I didn't expect for another few years , this is a lot sooner than I thought but we can't do anything, anyways one or the other day we were supposed to have kids right.. please don't cry." he said running his finger in his hair.

I know he is telling all this just to make me feel better but inside he doesn't want all this.

I laid on bed with my back facing towards zayden "I know you are telling this just to comfort me. " my voice was low.

I could feel his breathe on my neck followed by that his hands wrapped around my stomach "babe.. I love you. This is our baby, I love our baby as much as you do.. I know it's gonna be difficult for us but we will ask mom to come here and help us. One thing is for sure we are gonna keep this baby. angel iam not telling this to comfort you but I really want this baby , this is baby we made together. So please now don't stress yourself cause I don't want my baby to take any stress " he said caressing my belly.

I turn around to face him "Really.. " I was grinning.

"yes angel " he kissed my forehead.

Oh my god..! Soon we will have a family.

Family with zayden..!!!

✧ You Will Never Understand Life Until It Grows Inside You..✧

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