no disloyal in my heart whatever that is.

-prada you x lil Durk

...

a month later..

you fucking graduated I know that's right." Kirah yelled. "Hotter by one degree flat out!"

While all this was going on in my life at a short amount of time I was still enrolled in college doing my classes online of course because I chose to stay with the twins but lord behold ya girl just graduated from THE Chicago State University.

"Period you see me best." I said sticking my tongue out.

"I'm proud of you bae." Von said kissing my forehead.

"My lil nigga growing up man." Booka said hugging me.

"Look at all them cords." Jada said. "My bitch graduated with honors."

"A pussy hoe could neva!" I said swiping my hand under my chin and my mama popped my lip at the same time. "Ow!"

"Watch your mouth around me little girl." She said.

"Congratulations sister." My soror, Jayla said and I hugged her.

I pledged Alpha Kappa Alpha sorority inc. My freshman year and now I got sisters for a lifetime.

"I wish dad was here to see this man." Durk said giving me a side hug. "You special g. The first to go to college and graduate cause you stuck with this school shit, I'm so proud of you."

"Take a picture with your brothers now." My mama said and we all smacked our lips. Cause once my mama start taking pictures.. she don't stop.

"Smack em again and I bet I snatch em off." She said as Durk, Dthang, and I smiled for the pictures. "Okay two more with the twins and Von."

Two more turned into five and I was ready to eat.

"Pops." I whined to my stepdad and he shook his head.

"Woman come on before Mook miss her own party." He said.

"Who you talking to?" My mama asked and he pinched the bridge of his nose walking away.

"Fine come on yall." She said walking to the car.

"Girl just wait until tonight." Von said from behind me cause he was carrying the twins. "Alone time no babies? Yeah I'm shooting the club up."

"No the fuck you are not." I said walking to the car and opening the backdoor for him before I in. "You got two kids out of me."

"That don't count." He said handing me Jaylee' so he can strap Journee in and then grabbed Jaylee' repeating the process.

"Yes the hell it do." I said fixing my cap. "Two for one."

"Girl."

...

"Oh my God! For me?." I said walking in my party holding Jaylee' fake shocked cause Booka ruined the surprise a week before.

"You full of shit." One of my line sisters said shaking her head.

"Aye this for Mook and her line sisters." The DJ said into the microphone before playing the song.

"It's only right we stroll." I said while Jaylee's cause Back That Azz Up was the song that was playing and we always strolled to that.

"Skee-Wee!" I yelled out holding my pinky up looking behind me before I started strolling.

"Fuck that shit up bestie!" Kirah said recording me as we strolled by and I made sure to be extra while passing. "And she got my god baby in her hand while strolling stop playing with her."

"Girl you ghetto as hell." I heard Booka say. "No wonder you ain't go to college."

After the first time we passed I ended up getting out of line. Bitch strolling with a baby in your arms is tiring, I'll pass.

Von ended up coming to take the twins a while ago and then his ass disappeared.

"So how it feel to be a graduated woman?" Jada asked me when I walked over to where they were sitting.

"I know one thing they better stop calling my phone bout them student loans." I said. "I'm poor."

"Now bitch." Kirah said laughing. "You ain't shit."

"I'm forreal." I said. "They rushing me and shit like y'all gone get your money when I get my degree, damn."

"And now you got it."

"Please don't remind me." I said rolling my eyes at the thought of paying them damn loans back.

"Where are my babies?" I said.

It's been such a busy ass today it felt like I hadn't seen them in forever.

"Girl with the guys per usual." Asia said.

"A person who wouldn't know them would swear they tough as hell." Jada said. "But when it come to them twins they really soft forreal."

"Right." Kayla agreed. "Grandbabii too."

"He swear the twins his." She said again. "Talking about my Jaylee' and Journee' can't have no boyfriend mama like boy."

"He is a mess." I laughed shaking my head.

"Is the food ready yet." Jada said. "We- I mean I'm hungry."

I realized what she said and I hit Kirah's arm and made a face.

"You pregnant bitch ain't you." I said and she nodded slowly.

"I knew it!"

"In my defense he trapped me." She said. "Just when I thought I was finna be outside this summer."

"I can't believe it." Kirah said.

"Right." I agreed. "Ms. I don't never want kids done got her ass pregnant."

"Girl fuck you." Jada said.

"Do everybody else know?" Asia asked and Jada nodded.

"Yeah Reese told them." She said. "Now all we gotta do is plan the gender reveal."

"I hope it's a boy." Kayla said and Jada scrunched up her face.

"No I want a girl."

"I wouldn't mind another niece." I said shrugging. "But I'm team boy."

"I hate it here y'all want me to have a boy so bad."

"Okay!" My mama yelled making the music stop. "It's time to eat and before y'all run up here my baby eating first."

"That's not fair ma." Dthang said.

"It's not your graduation day is it?" She said. "My baby eating first."

"That's that favoritism stuff with the youngest."

"Are you mad titty baby." I said walking over there and sticking my tongue out at him. "Hating ass boy."

"You lucky you just graduated I'm not gone fuck with you today." He said walking away.

"You want me to fix your food and you hold the twins or the other way around?" I said asking Von since he was next to me holding the twins.

"Get them." He said passing me the twins carrier before putting them in it. "I got it, go sit down bae. I'll be over there."

"Must be fucking nice." Kirah said making Booka smack his lips.

"Bro." He said groaning. "Always wanna do something you see somebody else do. Go sit your big head ass down I got it."

"Love you." She said walking away with me to the table.

"Little girl stop pulling my hair." I said speaking to the twin that was in the back part of the carrier.

"Okay wait we at the table. Kirah grab Jaylee' out the back part so I can get Journ."

"Hi my baby." Kirah cooed making Jaylee smile showing her four teeth.

"My babies got teeth I'm about to cry all over again." I said sitting Journee on my lap as I sat down.

"So dramatic."

"Here bae." Von said walking up with my plate.

"Lord forgive me on the way I'm about to eat this food." I said grabbing my fork.

"I never met a person who eats so much and just don't gain weight." Kirah said grabbing her food from Booka once he walked up. "I'm jealous."

"That's not my problem." I said eating and breaking off small pieces to give to Journee. "Take that up with god."

"Ma." Journee said catching me off guard.

"Huh? Say it again so I know I'm not tripping." I said putting my fork down and looking at her.

"Ma." She repeated again and I damn near cried.

"Finally after 9 months no more Boo and Da." I said. "One of my girls done said ma."

"Headass." Von said laughing.

"Are you mad?" I asked sticking my tongue out.

...

The real party started after 7 soon as Von's mama left with the twins somebody was passing me a shot.

"Wait!" My mama said on the mic. "Before y'all get this fool drunk we gotta do the gifts."

Whole time I was already drunk.

"Mook come sit right here." My mama said and I walked over sitting down.

"Okay bestie this one from me." Kirah said handing me two bags. "Open the smaller one first."

It was a Gucci box so either it was a purse or some shoes either or I was cool with.

"Hurry up!" Booka yelled.

When I opened it, it was a pair of Gucci slides and a card.

"Period best let me read." I said opening the card so I can read it out loud. "You been my shorty since I was in diapers and it's only right I ball out on you."

"Here." She said handing me stacks of money. "I'm not Durk type rich but that's a light 10k for you bitch."

"Period!" I said moving on to the bigger gift and I poked my bottom lip out when I seen it. "Kirahhhhh."

It was a big collage picture of me & my daddy.

"Okay move me next." Booka said pushing everybody out the way to hand me a bag.

"Taking all day and shit I'm ready to get drunk."

"Bro." I said opening the gift. "More money, period. Aw Booka you really know me bestfriend."

He had got me a new camera that came with a stand.

"Now you can do your lil YouTube shit g." He said hugging me.

After a million gifts and some tears later it was finally Von's turn.

"Bring em in." He said into his phone.

Muwop and Twin walked in with too many bags to count and sat them in front of me.

"Boyyyyy you tryna get fucked tonight." I said.

"Briann!" My mama yelled.

"I'm not good with these lil speeches g but you know I love you, you gave me two more kids which I'm gone be forever grateful for man." He said making everybody 'aww'.

"These gifts don't add up to what you do for me on a regular but I just want you to know I got you for life."

"I'm finna cry again." I said fanning my eyes. "Von unun why that gift moving?"

"Open it and see" He said and I grabbed it seeing that it was actually a teacup puppy.

"Oh my god hi baby." I said looking to see if it was a boy or girl putting her on my lap. "The twins gone have a field day with her."

"All these gifts I wish my family loved me like this." Somebody in the crowed said.

"Open this one too." He said handing me a small box.

"What the hell is this." I said shaking it before opening it.

It was the keys to a Benz this nigga done outdid himself.

"Dayvon stop playing." I said. "You really got me a car bro?"

"Well duh." Booka yelled. "Can we get drunk now."

"Gone head y'all I got the gifts and this damn mutt." My mama said grabbing the puppy off me to let me get up.

"See a shot take a shot." Kirah said taking the bottle to the head and then handing it to me.

"I hate you" I said taking a shot making a sour face soon as the liquor touched my throat. "This is why I smoke."

"This a special request from Jada." The Dj said into the microphone before letting the song play.

"Mook you better cut up too." Kirah said soon as she heard the beat.

"i was sitting at the bar when this fire hot trade came over. said he want to get to know me i said boy just bend me over." The lyrics to Kicking Flavors blasted through the speakers.

Jada knew was she was doing.

"shake for ya nigga, you work for ya nigga, you drop for ya nigga."

"Bitch I know that's the fuck right." Kirah said to me as I was twerking. "Show out bitch it's your graduation day."

All this liquor was getting to me.

Next thing you know I was on the floor doing the splits.

"You got me fucked up g." Durk said snatching me right off the floor. "Not on my watch."

"I think I'm scarred for life." Booka said.

"Everybody else in here twerking and you wanna snatch me up at MY party?" I asked. "You a hating ass nigga on gran."

"Right get off my bitch back." Asia said coming up to me holding the bottle up to my mouth so I could take a shot. "Here bitch."

"Why do y'all got me drinking this casamigos shit." I said shaking my head. "This shit ain't right."

hey hello mfs. as you can see below in the screenshot the person got their money as promised. next time y'all not gone skip out on some shit 😂 cause next time i might wanna give away 100, you never know. but im grateful for those who did participate if i could give all y'all money i would 😂. but im so sad lol 5 more chapters and this book officially over with 🥺. I think this one my be my favorite cause it shows how much I grew as a writer.

-B