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@mookpretttttty: Journee Leilani Bennett & Jaylee' Leila Bennett. 💘

"We never fucking again." I snapped at Von while everybody filled the room against doctors 2 at a time rule. "Ever."

"Shid." He said holding Twin 1 while I was feeding Twin 2. "You can't deny me of what's mine."

I was so over this man at this point.

"Girl let me tell you how your brother cried in the lobby." India said coming over to me first. "Talking about he can't believe his baby sister a mama."

"Aw bub." I laughed. "You going out like that?"

"Man it was somethin' in my eye." He snapped. "Let me see one of my nieces g."

"Bestfriend my god babies so perfect I can't believe it." Kirah said while going to wash her hands.

"I'm so shocked at how big they are." I said truthfully. "Knowing i wasn't supposed to have them this early."

"My girls wanted to see what they was missing out on." Von said rocking J'ermany back and forth. "My girls."

"How y'all tell them apart?" Booka asked. "Cause these lil lightskin fuckers look too similar."

"Chill on my babies g." Von said handing Journee' over to Kirah while she coo'd.

"Journee is the chubbier one of the two." I said while patting on Jaylee's back to burp her. "Jaylee' is the smaller one and actually lighter than Journ."

"I know that coochie tired." Jada said answering her phone. "Couldn't be me y'all be smoove."

"Bitch I know you not tryna call me and argue from jail." Jada snapped in her phone on who I was guessing was Reese.

"Bitch you got a bedtime don't tell me what to do." She snapped. "Kiss my ass."

"I-" Kirah gasped.

"She wrong g." Dthang snickered.

...

It was three in the morning all you could hear were the cries from both twins and Von was at the studio late, once again.

I forced myself to get up going in their room.

"My babies." I poked my lip out while picking Journ up followed by Jaylee', it's easier than it sounds. "Y'all must be hungry?"

I shook my head cause I'm talking like they can understand me.

"Lucky I pumped before I went to sleep tonight." I said rocking them back and forth in my arms.

"You need some help?" India poked her head through my door and asked. "I got you."

I forgot her and Durk spent the night which I was grateful for.

"I'm so sick of this shit." I said bending down in the mini fridge in the room grabbing two bottles, warming them up and passing one to India.

"Been home three weeks and it's been nothing but the fucking studio." I snapped positioning the bottle in Jaylee's mouth so she could eat. "I need help India I can't take it I swear I can't."

I couldn't lie and say that postpartum wasn't getting the best of me right now cause, it was kicking my ass.

"Durk!" India yelled. "Come here."

A few moments later he walked in the twins' room rubbing his eyes.

"What's wrong?" He asked. "Mook why you crying?"

"Get the baby bae." Her soft voice said. "She needs some rest look at her."

"We got it pooh go get yourself together."

I thanked her because I needed it.

"Here." I said handing Jaylee' to Durk. "Just burp her and put her to sleep."

"Okay." He said going over to sit down and I was about to make my way to my bathroom.

"Aye." He called out making me look back. "I love you."

"I love you too bub." I said giving him a small smile and walking away.

...

"if you love me don't take me for granted." My speaker blasted.

I'd been in the tub for a good 30 minutes just sitting, probably shriveled up like a raisin.

"Aye." Von burst in the bathroom and I laughed to myself. "The fuck is you laughing at crazy."

"I'd advise you just to shut up don't even say shit to me." I said getting out and wrapping myself with a towel. "Go check on the twins."

"G what's your problem?" He said asking me and I made a straight face.

If you knew I was already mad why would you come around me breathing.

"Bro." I said pushing past him and going into the room so I could dry off and go get the twins.

"Stop talking to me."

"I just got home ain't nobody did shit to you." He said and I started laughing again.

"What am I missing?"

"Okay." I said putting on some shorts and a tank top. "If you don't know then I damn forsure don't."

"Here you go with that beatin' around the bush shit g." He said. "Speak the fuck up."

"I'm so sick of this shit!" I yelled. "It's been me, myself and the babies since we been back. I'm tired! I'm depressed! I can't do it by myself Dayvon and you put us second every time."

"I'm sorry." He said stepping closer as I stepped back. "I'm just working on this shit with Asian."

"It's always some fucking Asian." I said. "Did you fuck her?"

"Mook what-" He said but I cut him off.

"Cut the shit did you fuck her or not Dayvon."

"Yeah.." He said and I nodded my head refusing to let my tears fall. "But it ain't mean nothing I swear g."

"Instead of being here for me when I need you.." I trailed off. "It's not even about me, our babies bro. You out here fucking her and they need you."

He just stood there looking dumb and I scoffed before walking out to the twins room.

"Mook.." India said with Journee in her arms while Durk sat in the chair knocked out while Jaylee' was just looking at him.

"Hold that thought." I said going on Instagram to take a picture of this. "Nigga my baby watching you."

I grabbed her out his arms making him hold her tighter and reach by his waist.

"G." He snapped. "Almost was a goner don't do that and fuck was y'all arguing about. Disturbing me and my niece sleep."

"She was watching you bae." India said laughing. "But yeah what happened?"

"He fucked Asian." I said bluntly. "He is a free man he can do as he pleases, long as he do right by my daughters."

"Y'all a be back together. I'm so glad you moved out of Parkway g. Now I can use yo guest room if you know what I mean." He said tryna wink.

"Ew bitch put my child in her bed and tend to your business." I said waving him off.

I heard the door slam and I'm guessing Von left.

"Somebody's angry" India mumbled waking out the twins' room.

...

"Lightbright 1 and 2!" Booka yelled making Jaylee's eyes pop open. "Sleep is for the weak."

Right on cue her bottom lip started quivering and the room was soon filled with her soft cries.

"G baby I'm sorry." Booka said making a baby voice. "Hand me my daughter g yo face scaring her."

"But you- okay Booka." I said handing her to her God father while Kirah was feeding Journee.

"I'm fucking Asian up and I just want you to know." Kirah said passing me her phone showing me a tweet.

@asiandabrat: two babies couldn't even keep the nigga 🤣 snatchies mama

"I bet she feel so stupid cause look at Von reply under the retweet." I said laughing making Journee smile.

"You don't even know why you laughing mama." I said fixing her bow.

"My brotha said and it's forever Mook over you." Kirah said shaking her head "I know that's the fuck right."

"No.. he cheated." I said looking at her. "Until a nigga prove to me he sorry, he is strictly my baby daddy."

"Cause he better hope I don't get me a new man."

"It's you tryna have my brother in jail fa me g." Booka said walking up with Jaylee'. "Knowing damn well he not having none of that shit."

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"Your babydaddy tryna kill me and my friend." Jada said walking into the twins room. "I don't like that."

"Mook can you delete that picture?" Booka said. "Me and Jaylee' don't like it."

I made a face cutting my eyes at him.

Don't bring my baby in this, hater."

"Say Ki-rah." Kirah said talking to Journee. "Say my God mommy the baddest."

"Stop telling my kid to lie Jakirah" Booka said. "Ugly ass."

"Bitch."

"Language!" I said popping them both in the mouth since they weren't that far from me.

"I just know Ms. Potty mouth herself ain't talking." Kirah said handing me Journee.

"Bet they first words gone be bitch."

"Damn bae that was a good one." Booka said trying to put Jaylee' down but she started whining.

"I'm sorry g baby." He said rocking her back and forth.

"Wow this make me want a baby." Kirah said. "But If I get pregnant with twins? Damn double homicide."

"Bitch!" I said looking at her.

"Kirah bro please." Jada said holding her stomach.

"It's the double homicide for me."

The door burst open and there stood Dthang looking distressed.

"Von and Durk got locked up." Was all I was able to hear.

"Damn double homicide forreal." Jada mumbled.

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What's y'all fav Durk song? Mine is Let Em Know, 52 Bars and Kanye Krazy.

Favorite color? Mine is blue.

When y'all birthday? Ya girl finna be twentyyyyy in 93 days.

-B