Instantly, I was filled with shock. I know he's a player and a "bad boy," but I would take him as someone to cheat. I had caught up with Lacy after class so we could finish our conversation.

"I forgot that you guys had date." I say and she nods her head.

"Yeah, for almost 2 years." Wow I couldn't see them ever together. They didn't look well together in my opinion.

"That's why you always glare at him." I started to understand everything now. She's always so cold with him. It's understandable now. She has every right to be cold with him.

"Yea, I have no respect for him anymore especially because he started to sleep around after we broke up. He disgusts me." She growls.

"I don't know what to think of him anymore." I was honestly so shocked.

"So do you have any plans with Cj tonight?" Lacy changed the subject. She begins to fold the laundry on her bed. I watch as she crumbles the shirt up and tosses it into an open drawer.

"Yea I'm supposed to meet him in about 30 minutes." I say. He had planned a night out. I think we are going to dinner and then to the beach to watch the sunset. It sounded romantic and I hoped tonight we could redo our first kiss.

"Sweet, well you better go and get ready." Lacy basically pushes me out the door. Huh, she's acting strange all of the sudden. Like she regrets ever sharing her past with Mason with me. Maybe I shouldn't have continued to ask her about it.

I make my way back to my apartment. Let's hope that Mason decided to go to the Sarah girls room and I could just get ready in peace.

I open the door to be greeted by yelling. I look around to see Dylan and Mason playing a video game. Good, it shouldn't be to awkward with Dylan here.

Dylan's brown hair was sticking up and he had Cheetos surrounding him. He was literally a man child.

"Hey Alex." Dylan greets me. He keeps his focus on the TV.

I smile,"Hey, what are you doing here?" I question.

"Mason called me saying he need to talk about yo-" before he could finish, Mason put his hand over Dylan's mouth.

"He just came to play video games. I was feeling a bit lonely while you were gone so I called him over." Mason's eyes met mine for a second and then he looked down. I decided to ignore part of what he said.

"Oh okay then. Well I'm gonna go get ready." I walk over to my closet and pick out an outfit. It was simple and wouldn't take me to long to out on. I had to hurry.

"Where you going?" Dylan asks.

"Date night with Cj." I answer. I love Dylan but, he can be really nosy and doesn't have a filter when he talks. He's one of those friends who you can tell as secret to and then he'll accidentally blurt it out a few minutes later.

"Oh yea, that's why he cancelled our guys night." Dylan sighs. Guys night? I've never heard of them doing a guys night.

"Guys night?" I ask.

"I know it sound girly but normally we all have one night where we play video games, eat junk food. It's pretty fun but tonight it was canceled. Oh well." Dylan shrugs.

I kinda feel bad, Cj shouldn't cancel his guys night for me. We could go out another night. I decided to call him and reschedule are outing. His friends were more important.

When I called he didn't answer. I was going to leave him a message but decided not to and hung up. "Weird he's not picking up?" I try calling him again.

"He should be home, maybe he's asleep or his phone is dead. Maybe you should just head over there?" Dylan suggests. I nod my head in agreement and make my way out the door.

A few minutes later, I arrive at Cjs dorm. I knock on the door and no one answers. What? is he not home? We are supposed to leave in like 10 minutes. I wiggle the door knob to find out that the door was unlocked. Maybe I should go in and check if he's okay?

The dorm is quiet other than the two voices screaming at each other. One sounded like Cj and the other sounded more, feminine. He had a girl here.

"You need to leave." Cj yells. I flinch at the harshness of his voice.

"No please! I want you back! Please it was stupid of me to break up with you. I was scared okay! You were-you are my first love, excuse me for freaking out a little!"

"Hanna I can't, I have a girlfriend." He sighs and rubs his fingers through his hair.

"Do you lover her? Are you actually over me?" It goes quiet for a minute. My heart aches at the next few words that come out of his mouth.

"No I don't love her. I'm not over you. I tried to replace you with her but, she can never mean anything to me. She's just a way to pass my time. I've been trying for months to get over you. I can't." I felt tears form in my eyes. It burned as I tried to hold them back.

How could he say that? He basically said he was using me. I was a rebound.

"It's been the same for me. It hasn't been going so well."

He sighs,"No it hasn't, I miss you. I love you Hanna." I watch as he places his lips on hers.

"I love you too!" The girl squeals. Well at least he made one girl happy tonight.

"Well I still need to talk to Alex." I hear Cj say my name.

"Right, I hope she won't be to heart broken. It sucks to lose an amazing guy like you." I wouldn't have been heartbroken. I feel like I would have been okay with letting him go. If he had only not said that he used me to pas time.

A few seconds it goes quiet and then I hear a few footsteps. I stare at the tall blonde boy. His lips were red and swollen which made the smile on his face look much bigger.

"Alex?" Our eyes meet. Cjs mouth hung open and he began to speak fast.

"Did you hear all of-"

"Don't speak to me." He gulps ANS then looks down. He lets out a loud sigh, "Look I'm sorry-"

"Don't apologize. It's fine. I get it, you still love her. That's okay. I like us more as friends anyway." I try to smile but it's hard when you are breaking up with someone.Well, I don't know if this counts as me breaking up with him or if he already broke up with me earlier?

"What I don't like is hearing that I was just a way to pass time. That this was never going to go anywhere. I get it but you should have picked a better choice of words." I fumed.

"Can we still be friends?"He opens his arms.

"Friends." I repeat and quickly hug him. I was angry but there was no point in holding him against him.

We said our goodbyes and I head back to the apartment. I couldn't wait to crawl in bed and just try and sleep.

Once again tears brimmed my eyes. I didn't care about the break up. I truly do think we are better than friends. I just feel humiliated.

When I got home, Dylan was still there.

"Aye! So is guys night back on? Or are you guys still going out?" Dylan asks.

"Neither." I answer and sit down on my bed.

Both boys look at me confused, "huh, what's wrong?"

"We broke up." I say. Once again the boys look shocked. Their eyes are wide.

"Alex are you okay?" Mason asks. I can see a tint of worry in his eyes.

"I'm fine. He's more like a friend to me. It was only a matter of time." I shrug trying to hold back the anger and humiliation I still felt.

"Well then. How about a guys and girl night? We can play video games and eat junk food?" Dylan smiles and hands me a controller.

I smile,"Sure." I sit in the middle between both of the guys. I turn to Mason. He smiles at me and I smile back. Hopefully after this, things will be back to normal.