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seokjin walked downstairs seeing that jungkook is not on the other side of the bed already so he took a bath and changed into something decent.

the younger is inside the kitchen, he glanced at seokjin who sat on the dining, he pushed the pork tonkatsu and a bowl of rice towards the older.

"eat, i'll go somewhere today." jungkook coldly said.

seokjin poked the inside of his cheeks using his tongue, he couldnt believe that jungkook is still mad at him.

he was just about to say something but the younger already walked away making him let out the biggest sigh, he never thought that their first fight would be this petty.

he ate the food that jungkook made for him washing his plates after.

he sat in the living room switching on the television placing it in a random probably boring show, he's not even in the mood to watch. he just dont have anything to do.

his eyes may be on the television but his mind is definitely on his boyfriend who's acting up today. really, jungkook's giving him the silent treatment?

sighing, seokjin doesnt want to be inside an empty house so he changed into his black jeans, pink hoodie paired with his black converse.

he just walked inside the village since he doesnt have enough time to do it as he have classes everyday or stuck with jungkook during the weekend.

"seokjin..."

the older looked around and saw taeyong as he looked behind him, jaehyun then walked away from them while waving his hands which made seokjin smiled.

"you live here?" he asked.

taeyong raised his brows, "yeah, since birth." he said, unamused.

seokjin let out a tight-lipped smile just nodding his head, he actually dont know what to say.

taeyong is the reason as to why his boyfriend is giving him the cold treatment yet he's here across of him, talking.

"y'know, taeyong," seokjin looks a bit hesitant, "my boyfriend doesnt really like the idea of me hanging out with you." he finally said.

the younger man let out a small laugh nodding his head, "of course, i know that." he mumbled.

"that's good..."

seokjin looks around squinting his eyes when he saw a familiar figure which made him raised his brows as those figure walked towards his direction.

"oh, jungwoo lives here too." taeyong said.

it's jungwoo it's even more interesting because he's with his man, jungkook.

"hello, mr. kim." jungwoo greeted him.

seokjin cant even greet the other student back as his blood starts to boil already.

"what are you doing here, seokjin?" jungkook asked, his jaw clenched.

if seokjin was thinking about how jungkook will feel before. well! he doesnt give a damn now, he can think whatever the fuck he wants to think.

"why are you asking, jeon?" seokjin asked, his eyes challenging.

jungkook ran his fingers through his hair licking his lower lips.

he pulled the older by his wrist and they walked away from both taeyong and jungwoo not even saying a thing.

"jungkook! what the fuck?"

seokjin struggled to get out of his boyfriend's touch but jungkook just held him even more tighter until the both of them are already inside their house.

"why are you so fucking paranoid, jungkook?" seokjin screamed.

jungkook's chest heaved up and down as he stared directly at the older's eyes.

"me being with taeyong is an issue but you with jungwoo isnt? what kind of fucking mindset is that?"

the younger shut his eyes closed clenching his fist as he took in a deep breathe, he shook his head.

words from other people just keeps on lingering inside his mind, it's not a good thing and he shouldnt dwell on it that much but he just cant help it.

they told him how he's so young for seokjin and how his boyfriend is in the right age for everything while him, he's just a student who is unsure of his capabilities.

and that hit jungkook hard, that's the truth.

seokjin is at the right age for everything and has accomplished a lot of things while he's still investing a lot just so he can have something that he could be proud of.

he's just too young for everything.

jungkook bit his lower lips walking towards his boyfriend, his chest feels so heavy and his mind already too clouded with so much thought.

seokjin's expression softened when jungkook suddenly wrapped his arms around his waist pulling him into a tight hug as he buried his face on the crook of jin's neck.

"im.. im so so sorry, baby." jungkook sighed.

the older gasped feeling his heart getting heavy as he felt the younger's tears on his neck.

"i just," jungkook then took in a deep breathe, "i just love you so much." he murmured.

"i love you so much too..."

jungkook nods his head pulling the older closer in a much tighter hug which made seokjin let out the warmest smile.

"it's just that what people says keeps getting on my mind, jin. i am just afraid that they're right," he took in a deep breathe, "you are too good for me, way out of my league." he said.

seokjin furrowed his brows taking a step back just so he could see his younger boyfriend's face.

he bit the insides of his cheeks just staring at jungkook, his eyes red from crying.

"no. we compliment each other, love," seokjin kissed the tip of his nose, "dont mind them. they're just trying to snatch you away from me." he said, his voice already whiny.

yes, jungkook is way too young for him and he's too old for him too.

but that doesnt change the fact that they love each other, they want each other so much.

regardless of their age, the love that they have for each other is stronger than any numbers or any words that some other people would say, it doesnt matter. no, it shouldnt matter.